belle was about to ask my parents for help when I heard them arguing, I decided to leave but when I heard them say divorce I stayed and listened. my evil mother was keeping belle and her silbing, I did not want to leave my father as he was the one who was with me when I was at my lowest, on the other hand my mother has never seen me as her daughter. I ran back to my room and cried myself to sleep that night not being able to take everything I had heard .before I fell asleep that night I was asking myself question

if I was not born would my family still be together

what should I do if I leave with my mother

how should I tell my sister

who can I trust now

as more thoughts flow through my mind I drifted off sleep hoping it was just a dream, just when I was about to fall asleep I heard my door open and someone coming in.i pretend to be asleep hoping to find out who it was ,when the door to my room closed I hear someone crying, it was my father!

I wanted to hug him but I knew that It would not change a thing so I could only feel bad , it was then when I promised myself that I would help my father get revenge in the future, but for now I had to focus on my studies and not get involved.

my father sat next to me and whisper something in my ear "I love you and always will ,I would come to get you as soon as I sort out the company's problem. I would give u everything you want and wished for ,just wait for me .Work hard and stay strong for me,8 love you goodnight "

the way he said it I was sure he was about to leave soon I had held back my tears, and by the moment he left the room tears started flowing down my cheeks like water flowing down a water fall .I could not sleep the entire night and felt sick the entire week,I avoided everyone and everything that I saw and soon fainted from the lack of food and sleep.

during my stay at the hospital I found out that my best friend got in to a car accident and only had a few days left ,when I thought things could not get any worse. I immediately caught the first flight to China where my best friend, Jay, was.

I knew my parents did not know I was going to China, but at this point I just wanted to get away from everything,and see my best friend for the last time . since my parents were getting a divorce Jay was the only person I would have left but now he was dieing

I broke down in the plane hoping that I would make it on time , to be beside him when he takes his last breath

After what felt like eternity the 10 hour flight I was on finally landed, his parents were rich so their driver picked me up and brought me to see Jay

When I saw him in the miserable state I had a full mental breakdown, everything was happening to fast. I want up to Jay and shouted "you promised if one of us was to die I would die first, how could you just leave me behind "

He looked at me with regret, pain and sadness In his eyes as he tighten his hand on my arm and pulled me closer to him and said "I am sorry, I can't stay here with you longer forgive me. Please don't join me any sooner and if you were to have a boyfriend in the future or kids you have to bring them to my grave so that I can approve them and see you"

See him suffering this much I did not want to give him more things to worry about when he died, so I kept what I was going through a secret and lied about how great I was doing.

I stayed with him the entire month, the month pass by like a flash of light. And at the end of the month he died peaceful in his sleep right next to me holding my hand, when I woke up that day to find his life less body next to me, I scream and broke down waking everyone in the mansion.

His parents came rushing in and saw me on the fall as we made eye contact they knew what they feared for a long time had come true, Jay's mother broke into tears while sitting next to me as Jay's father tried to comfort as while trying his best to hold back his tears, but to his best efforts he failed

We sat next to Jay's lifeless body, and the fellow week that came was his funeral. During the week I locked myself in Jay's room as all the old memories flash before my eyes, as I was crying I noticed that my parents had been trying to contact me for a month.

At that time I did not want to speak or hear about anyone, but upon realizing that my parents might be worried about me, I decided to call them back upon the first ring my father immediately picked up the call and asked if I was OK

I told him the whole story about Jay and told him that I would probably not be back for another week or so, then I hanged up on him and want back to crying .The day of the funeral arrived, and I knew I had to stay strong for Jay.

I felt bad for Jay's parents ad Jay was their only child, I held back my tears through the funeral and comfort his mother,huang mei en,Ms huang.she hugged me and couldn't let go as to her I was just like a daughter to her