Life sure is great.

That's always the word that my friends used to tell me. They always think that when our friend circle is together nothing can be imposible.

I remembered when I first saw them.

They smiled at me.

I thought they are mocking me or theres something in my face. So I go sit next to them and ask them whats wrong with me.

"Ah Ahhm excuse me is something wrong with my face?" I asked

"No, Nothing sorry I didn't realized I was staring at you. My bad" One of my friend replied

"Stop , Hiding it youre inlove hahahaa" the Girl beside her said.

I don't know what mood suits this senario fits so I just laugh.

One of them wispered something At that time I cant hear it but later they told me that they think Im crazy luaghing loudly at a corny joke.

And thats when I first met them The five friends I have in my college days.

They are the kind of friend that will be there at your lowest and Invites you to roam the city and have a food trip even though the money they'll be spending is yours .

Theyre the one that once give joy in my life.

My family?

Maybe their the one to blame why ill be doing this.

I don't want to remember them in this last step Ill make.

I used to saw someone do this thing writing a letter behind but for me I guess I dont need that anymore. Im sure earth will still revolve after I do this and the family I used to have dont want me anymore.

Maybe Im this useless, That even a nameless family like mine dont want me to bring thier Last name.

I hope I can be with my friends again.

Laughing together ,

Escaping school during class hours together.

And having so much fun together.

I guess I need to stop thinking about meaningless what ifs and just take a step.

Now that I look at it the chair that Im standing in sure is strong to be able to carry a 80kg person like me. I hope this rope will hold out and wont break too . Im sure if it break that would be painfull.

Well this is it the final step.

"tack"

The last step of a man was made. In the last sound he heard was "Tack" .

Sound of a single chair in a four cornered room.

"Tack"

The sound that echoes while all the memories of a man fades out.

"Tack"

As the snake that tells Eve to eat the fruit , Wraps his neck as another sin were told.

"Tack"

Tack

Ta..ckk

As the sound fades away same as some memories , Regrets come to mind in this former man that turns into a wandering soul.

"Wait, Is this it ? is this the end?" He asked

Of course his self , he dont have something to talk too.

"I thought there were heaven why did I became like this!" he added

As he stare at his hangging body.