My name is Sara

As 17 year old girl. I never experienced love before.

I Wanted a boyfriend. But because of my face I lack confidence to talk to even a single boy or even to look at their face.

Today is my 1st day and last year of highschool.

This year I wanted to experience something that increase my heartbeat.

But with acne face how will I do it. As l was thinking nonstoply I was startled by my BFF Lisa. She is just opposite of me very beautiful, attractive and confident of herself.

"Hey! Sara what's up".

We hugged tightly meeting after summer break.

"Oh!where is your boyfriend Lisa" I knew she never had interest in him. But Adrian(Lisa's boyfriend) he always try to win over her. Sometimes I felt a kind of jealous towards her. Because of him we can't spent most of our time together. He always being touchy towards her which is why they broke up I think.

"Hey! Lisa and Sara" said Adrian with some other new boy.

It is very uncommon of him because he never hooked with other boys thinking that it will catch his Gf attention.

Well now they broke up it can be.

"His name is Lian". "He is a transfere here and now he is in our class." said Adrian

"Hello! I am Lian Sam. Nice to meet you. "

.

"Hello! I am Lisa! "

Then the school bell rang.

No mentioning it always happen to me when my turn came to say hello to him or others.

Why It always me?.

We ran together to the class.

Our teacher is the same Mr Chen. Mr Chen "Good morning class we have a new classmate here. Introduce yourself."

And he introduced himself.

Now I see him more clearly. He has smooth perfect skin and perfect body. His hair is red brownish in colour and most of all he is handsome.

Mr Chen "u can sit in the back opposite to Sara."

"Thank you teacher. "

I think he is an obedient teacher.

Then I heard some girls were talking about me.

Girls "why he has to sit opposite to her.I envy her" and they glared at me like they are going to me kill me or something.

Hey! hey hey... u!

I was startled by the sound. Someone was calling me and I was listening to the girls gossips.

when I turned to the side Lian was angrily looking at me.

"Are u deaf. can't u listen how many times I called u": Lian

me :ahh?

I don't wanted to talk to him because everyone just shows their pitiless towards my acne and at my back they tell how horrible my acne was. what to do.

"what's your name? "

"My name is Sara. "and at last I lifted my face towards him and whao his eye lashes are really pretty.

And then I realised that I was staring him for a long time.

oh no! now what?

Liam :What are u staring at? "

" Uhmm! Sorry I... well I think u r pretty good at academics right."

Lian:What?.

OH NO WHAT I am babbling. I really don't know how to talk with boys. PLEASE HELP ME GOD.

" What are u doing let's grab the lunch. "

I turned to see that Lisa was waiting for me.

It's the right time to escape this embarrassment.

I ran towards my BFF to grab the lunch together. While I was eating Lisa was talking about his new bf. We forgot that Adrian was sitting behind us.

Then we heard a huge smack. He rushed towards me and lifted my face.

"Wha....t ar.. e doing". I said

Even Lisa was surprised.

Then he leaned close to my ears and said "if u want to get good grades and if u want to learn how to attract boys. Then play along with me."

What the..... But I can't reject it. As for me I am an average unpopular girl while he is super perfect idol for everyone.

Oh no! But where it is leading. Then Adrian pushed his chair closure to me and started to flirt with me in front of Lisa.

He was trying to make her jealous. And I am quite sure she was.

The bell rang. I was about to leave I bumped with Lian

"Are u crazy. Now u r blind ":Lian

"Hey can't u talk "

For I really never talked to boys except Adrian. And no boys dared to talk with me because of my scary face.

When I was about to run away from him I was hit by someone and fell upon him.

Noo.... now he probably kill me to death. What should I do?

'' Now will u get up"

I looked up he was looking away from me.

I stand immediately from him. "I am really sorry". Then I heard someone was laughing behind me. Oh.... It's Adrian he will probably tell everyone about this.

I ran towards him trying to attack him but he always dodge it.

"please don't tell anyone about this please.!! ''

" Then give me your number ":Adrian

" why? "

" Give me or not u decide." :Adrian as he was threatening.

" OK! Here it is I am going now"

I ran towards Lian to say sorry properly to him. He was in library class so I have to skip my class to meet him.

It's feeling awkward. Will he talk with me.

When I was about to talk with him a pretty girl approached him and started asking questions.

Today is not my day. When I was about to leave. Someone grabbed my hands.

"What are u doing here? "it was Lian

" Nothing"

Then someone called my name from behind it was Adrian

"Sara! What are u doing here let's go I promised u to teach u something."

" Lets go"

Why I am feeling so bad.

Then we were about to leave when Lian asked whether he can come with us

But

But....

If he come with us he will know about this too.when I was about to say something.

Adrian denied him. But Lian was continuously looking at me.

Oh no! Why he is looking at my acne face I don't like it. At the moment Adrian grabbed me forcibly to one side.

"Don't tell me u r going with him. ":Adrian

"But we can go together right?":me

When he was about lean closure I turned when I see that Lisa was coming towards me.

"*Look your ex gf is coming this way. She will misunderstand us."

"U think I am going to date u with your this*. "

And Lisa grabbed us together to her.

But what he meant by this. He also thinks that I am ugly Ahh I will kill you .

"Hey! Let's go to cafe nearby together. ":Lisa

Whao it was her first time inviting Adrian with us. I am sure she really likes him.

"AND Lian is also joining us"

Adrian seems irritated but he come with us.

I am sitting opposite to Lian with Sara .

Adrian gone to washroom.

Why Lisa is not talking there is completely awkward silence. As I was about to ask Lisa about the h.w we left to do.

"I am going to the washroom. OK! Wait for me I will be right back. ":Lisa

"Okay "

Now what? I don't know what to talk to guys.

He is not even looking at my direction.

"Uhmm sorry for my fall. I don't meant it. "

"Do u have any bf." :Lian

"Ahh? Do u think with my appearance I can have one. "

Suddenly he changed his seat with Adrian's.

"Wha..t are u doing ".

Then Adrian came first after going to washroom.

"What the.... why he is sitting with u. "

I was about tell something then Lisa came but she seems calm.

What happened between them.

Lisa she was acting like nothing happened and took a quick leave with some weird excuses like her tummy does not feel good and all.

Now I am all alone with this two guys who aren't talking anything.

And I was about to take a leave Lian grabbed my phone from me.

"Hey give back my phone what are u doing. "

"Just taking your number ".

"My number why do you need. "

As soon as he gave my phone Adrian take my wrist and smack out from the cafe.

I don't understand him sometimes. Was he jealous because he broke up with her girl.

"Why did u gave him your number' :Adrian

" I did not he took it"

"And I think Lisa likes u. You are really pretty in making her jealous. "

Then I realised that I was too late to go home. By the time Lian also came out. And I said bye to them and left for my home. My mum definitely got a kill me.

"Don't play with her feelings ":Adrian

'I won't hurt her. But she is quite interesting":**Lian

Imagining when he was talking with her in the library about dating*.

"What he meant by this. I am angry to him Adrian should not have mentioned my face to this*".

Bip Bip.

Whose message is this at this late..?