I don't really have a life I just stay home most of the time and read yes I have parents but they don't pay attention

to me what so ever they are always gone my mum is always off with her "friends" I call them socials  because they always have the need to be on every social media app to all mankind oh yea you guys don't really know me let me  introduce myself my name is Mia I live with my parents in Italy i was born and raised here and i'm a 22 year old with absolutely no freedom what so ever and who has to live up to her parents image all the time even in the house that they are never in I can't party, I can't have friends form school ,I can't go to peoples houses,and they can't come to mine my parents want me to be friends with their friends kids but they are all just rich brats I mean i'm rich to but i'm not a brat yes I have a mouth when I need to for example today, Me and my parents don't talk to each other unless we have to, today my mum and dad called me to the office and told me I was getting marred and told me I had no say it was an arranged marriage that my parents have probably been planing since I came into this world I laughed I thought they were joking but they weren't I started to cry because I just realize my parents had sold me to some rando for money their only child and they just sold me like that no hesitation no glut they were proud of the amount of money I had sold for they never apologize never once did I hear an i'm sorry for this or I wish you could stay they where happy I was leaving I say to them siete i miei genitori come avete potuto farmi questo(it means, your my parents how could you do this to me) they say its just business Mia business I shout back i'm your only child i'm not just business they still never say i'm sorry once then I say to them So che non mi hai mai amato o apprezzato, ma come hai potuto vendermi a una persona a caso che non ho mai incontrato?( it means, I know you never really liked me but how could you just sell me to some random person I've never met)they just tell me not to mess this up, dad told me to pack my things we are leaving in the morning so I went up to my room and started to pack i don't want to be in this marriage I never wanted to get marred anyway but an arranged marriage is most definitely not in my book of life I try to think of a way out of it and I come up with the idea to just push his buttons until he is forced to divorce me as i'm almost done packing my dad comes in my room and says"così puoi ascoltare"(it means, so you can listen) I just looked at him he told me the name of the man I was marrying he was no normal man he was Gabriel knight the most feared man in Italy, New York and London I knew right then and there that the plan I had before wouldn't work with him divorcing me but killing me for getting on his nerves the life I had always wanted just kept getting farther and farther away form me I say to myself Non so come farò a superare tutto questo da solo.(It means I don't know how i'm going to get through this on my own).