Hi I am Aanavi...I am just a normal ordinary middle class girl with no beautiful face. My life was like a rollercoaster...just moving in its own way ...facing ups and downs. I know I am ugly but I like my pretty attitude. I just wanted people around me to smile more ...I love happy atmosphere.

But things won't go as we wanted because it's life. I am the same girl who wanted someone to love me...someone to care for me ,when I am down and someone who would never judge me for my appearance. I am an introvert ...who takes time to talk with people. I was habituated to stay alone and spend time staring at the clear sky. I didn't have besties but do have few friends.

That's about me ....being a girl I too have crushes . In schooling ,during college and even in job ....I have crushes .But I couldn't feel the true love in any stage.

During my schooling ...I just know it's an infatuation..I used to have crush on a boy named Arjit. He is handsome and used to sit next to me. He used to fight with me for silly things. it's the stage where we didn't know what love is . I wanted to play with him more and wanted to see him more. But he happened to like my friend Sanya.

She is beautiful and acts innocent. all class boys wanted to talk to her and flirts with her. Even Arjit likes her . He treated me as a friend but never liked me. I didn't want to make any mess. So decided to let them like each other and kept on studying.

We feel sad only when.... the person with whom we wanted to spent time, doesn't want to spent time with us. the more pain is when ..He doesn't know how much we like him ...but thinks we could help him to like someone else . So girls like me wanted to quit that love / infatuation state and concentrate on studies. Read for hours to just avoid any overthinking.

I could still remember the last day of schooling ...when Arijit came and said about Sanya liking him too ....in joy ....which made me fragile and weak for no reason. Then I decided to leave them and never contacted them...not because they are in love ...just to escape from my past .

I know the fact that he didn't love me because I am not as beautiful as Sanya. Most of the Boys love looks and wanted a beautiful lover. But is there anyone who truely love one's soul. if so...why I didn't find any?....those lines circulates in my head everytime I see a couple.

Everyone will love someone. But it's hard to happens for two i.e., to love each other at the sametime... only when such thing happens ..your lucky enough to find love.May be in search of true love I started my college life......