I know it hurts when you are still in love with someone, when they don't love you anymore!

either you start to fall apart and feel lonely or you just become stronger and smarter and better..

"or" part is not always easy to happen.. because you are still trying to find why they stopped loving you suddenly? what was the reason? why didn't you stop first???.....

there are thousands of questions running in your mind like all day long, everyday, everywhere, you are in your own world of thoughts, and the worst part is you don't know what to do or how to stop?!

there still be two options left with you

1- either you go on like this and after sometime, you might start to let go and move on.

2- or the other, you try to make them fall for you again. which is not possible in every case!!

Especially when they are already in love with someone else!

all you get is to cry, cry, cry and cry! and get hurt!

and the other, might not care at all or they are just busy with their new lover.

he's always fine..and you are getting hurt every single day!

what would you choose to do then?

would you leave and live your own life your way?

or you just stay?

and wait and wait and wait?

This story is about this girl who is in the same situation. trying to figure it out.

so can you help?

so yeah! let's start!

This girl,*Mahi roy* and her ex-boyfriend, *Rishab rajput*....

Mahi is a high school girl! Soon she will be in college. she is cute, medium height, fair, quite skinny(which she doesn't like about her body at all) and has thick brunette hair with long bangs that falls directly to her eyes(which makes her look even cuter).

she's a dreamer and has a shy nature. she's quite a reserved type (doesn't much like to talk to strangers).

she never had a boyfriend but all her friends have. She is a believer of true love that never ends..and not like these days relationships. So, she's waiting for that true love of her life.

however, she have had a crush on her classmate from when she was in 5th standard. but never revealed it to anyone except for her three or four best friends "ankita singh" "sneha gupta" "Akanksha sharma" and "Ishita patel".

while her friends used to tease her with the guy's name "ayush shekhar".

here she is more like a fan of that guy! haha! she used to follow him, no no, not always but sometimes,

those goosebumps that she gets when he's around..you can imagine how her situation was.. just like a fan...

Oh! that school time one sided love.

you only want to see them! their smile!

and those small talks with your crush!

you are still satisfied with only getting these small packets of happiness!

and friends teasing you when your crush is around like..hey, AYUSH!! come here... or call you as "ayushhhhhhh!" "Shekharrr"..or sometimes like "hey ayush come, come, mahi wants to say something!

Her life was almost perfect with these...

then....

( a few days later)..

mahi: hey?!

ayush:(standing at the gate of his class) huh? me?

mahi: mhmm.. swati's there in class?

Ayush:(letting her see inside) no!

mahi: oh! ok!

(coming back to her class)

(thinking:it's really hard to talk to him..and even he seems not at all interested in even talking to me.should I try again someday?)

(why is it so hard to even speak infront of him) (like him??) (oh! honey, don't think too much..)

(back to her class)

mahi to ankita(who's her bench partner as well)

( while sitting down on her seat)

"i tried to talk to ayush."

ankita:- oo.. how'd it go?

mahi: not good..he seemed not interested.but I'm not sure!

Ankita: don't think too much. you don't know what's going on his mind, right?! so chill! and try some other day!

mahi: if only god makes us sit together someday!

"I'll get to be his friend atleast!"

(thinking:- ok drop the plan right away! this is not going to work ever! he's a very different life!)

(focus on your studies more)

*everytime she tries getting close. something weird happens! she would get nervous and does something she would never do Infront of him or anyone)

so she later stopped even trying.

*one of her bestie got to seat with AYUSH in the monthly exams. so she became friends with him!.

(ishita was the one)

ishita started chatting with him. and found out he was hitting on her while chatting.

she said "I'm not interested in you but a friend of mine is,very much!"

" would you like to see her someday?"

ayush**-"ok!" "no problem".

ishita:" ok then! next day! "

"wait for me when we arrive at school."

and don't tell this to anyone..ok!?

ayush:- okay!

but ishita now knew two things

1- that this guy is a flirt..and she's not sure if he's ever going to be loyal.

2- though mahi likes him..but she's not going to try anymore. she's more in studies now.

(ishita and all the other girls in their group has boyfriends but mahi! so ishita wants mahi to have a boyfriend as well, and specially the one she likes! because she gets alone when they are with their boyfriends.)

(many boys try on mahi, but nahi never responded to any)

(but mahi here only wanted to become a friend of Ayush.. nothing more than that! only friends!)

(she thinks she's not ready for a relationship)

next day at school...

when all arrived school..ishita asked ayush to wait near the busses after class. so she could bring mahi to introduce her to him.

(during class)

ishita:( writting on the back of her notebook) ishita come with me after this class. i have to show you something near the busses in the field.

mahi: aaand ..what is it?

ishita: something worth seeing.

mahi: you are not gonna make me meet some guy, are you? (as ishita tried lots of times to introduce mahi to her guy friends..but she denied everytime. as she is a shy gurl!)

ishita: no, no, not a guy for sure!

mahi: ok then! will go with you!

(after a pause) only for 5mins, ok?!

(mahi still had doubts on ishita.)