Cersha's POV

The first days of school were always the worst. When you at school listening to people scream like a couple of animals, seeing people that you never thought you would see again. Being around such a noisy, dirty and judgmental environment was never for me. Every one was always stuck in there little bubbles and never let anyone new in.

I never had the style and personality of people at my school, sometimes it felt like I was a caged up bird and there was no way out of the misery. I was always too weird to be around marvelous people. As a child I was always considered boring and weird ,and I was never given a chance to explain myself.

I hanged around with one specific person 'Lynda' but it seemed like she was only around me because she was doing me a favor, she had multiple friends and I was always left out of all the nice things she did. Lynda and I were friends since child hood and we were so close. Till we got to high school of course. High School changed her and changed everything for me.

She started drifting away when she got all the attention. Boys wanted her and it got to her head. Lynda went from guy to guy the whole way. Let's not even get to her grades because ever since these niggas got to her head she's been focusing on them instead of school work. She became the beauty with no brains kind of girl.

Hi I'm Cersha and I'm a lonely black girl. Well I might blame myself for being loney. Fat, pimples, love eating and clothes don't fit. Welcome to my miserable life.

Most of my school years was spent on following Lyn around, being the third wheel, being the laughing stock for these prettier girls and just me being me, WEIRD. Lyn's friends were just like her, pretty, tall, with perfect boobs and big booty kind of girls. They preyed on shy and uncool girls weaknesses. I never knew why they always had to be so cruel.

First days of school just had a different feel. Like you just landed on another planet or different school, all of a sudden. Well of course it was obvious people have changed. Attitudes have worsened and people looked way better than they did the previous year, well all of them except for me. Even Simphiwe the girl that no one paid attention to last year was getting more hugs and kisses than I've ever got in a year. Why couldn't anyone give me a hug?

My school had really pretty girls except for me. At that time I couldn't wait to finish so I could just be away from such people who didn't like me and thought I was weird all the time. The only time people didn't find me weird or push me away is when they needed help with school work and shit. Yeah yeah yeah the weird girl in this kind of stories is always the smart girl too.

Back at home I always felt secure and, had the confidence and courage to do things I could never do at school. Like putting on make-up and dressing up like one of the pretty girls. As a child I never really had it all and when Lynda came into my life I was convinced I had it all figured out. That she was gonna be my best friend for life and no one was gonna separate us. But I guess I was wrong and it all collapsed in front of me.

My Mom thought it was weird how I never talk about school and how I've never mentioned a boy when I talk to her. I never thought me and my mom were ready for that kind of conversation. She was a little too clingy at times and it made me wonder if she would let me go live my life once I was done with school. When my dad passed my whole world changed and I was forced to just face it and continue with life cause that's what he would have wanted for me.

Cersha's POV

The first days of school were always the worst. When you at school listening to people scream like a couple of animals, seeing people that you never thought you would see again. Being around such a noisy, dirty and judgmental environment was never for me. Every one was always stuck in there little bubbles and never let anyone new in.

I never had the style and personality of people at my school, sometimes it felt like I was a caged up bird and there was no way out of the misery. I was always too weird to be around marvelous people. As a child I was always considered boring and weird ,and I was never given a chance to explain myself.

I hanged around with one specific person 'Lynda' but it seemed like she was only around me because she was doing me a favor, she had multiple friends and I was always left out of all the nice things she did. Lynda and I were friends since child hood and we were so close. Till we got to high school of course. High School changed her and changed everything for me.

She started drifting away when she got all the attention. Boys wanted her and it got to her head. Lynda went from guy to guy the whole way. Let's not even get to her grades because ever since these niggas got to her head she's been focusing on them instead of school work. She became the beauty with no brains kind of girl.

Hi I'm Cersha and I'm a lonely black girl. Well I might blame myself for being loney. Fat, pimples, love eating and clothes don't fit. Welcome to my miserable life.

Most of my school years was spent on following Lyn around, being the third wheel, being the laughing stock for these prettier girls and just me being me, WEIRD. Lyn's friends were just like her, pretty, tall, with perfect boobs and big booty kind of girls. They preyed on shy and uncool girls weaknesses. I never knew why they always had to be so cruel.

First days of school just had a different feel. Like you just landed on another planet or different school, all of a sudden. Well of course it was obvious people have changed. Attitudes have worsened and people looked way better than they did the previous year, well all of them except for me. Even Simphiwe the girl that no one paid attention to last year was getting more hugs and kisses than I've ever got in a year. Why couldn't anyone give me a hug?

My school had really pretty girls except for me. At that time I couldn't wait to finish so I could just be away from such people who didn't like me and thought I was weird all the time. The only time people didn't find me weird or push me away is when they needed help with school work and shit. Yeah yeah yeah the weird girl in this kind of stories is always the smart girl too.

Back at home I always felt secure and, had the confidence and courage to do things I could never do at school. Like putting on make-up and dressing up like one of the pretty girls. As a child I never really had it all and when Lynda came into my life I was convinced I had it all figured out. That she was gonna be my best friend for life and no one was gonna separate us. But I guess I was wrong and it all collapsed in front of me.

My Mom thought it was weird how I never talk about school and how I've never mentioned a boy when I talk to her. I never thought me and my mom were ready for that kind of conversation. She was a little too clingy at times and it made me wonder if she would let me go live my life once I was done with school. When my dad passed my whole world changed and I was forced to just face it and continue with life cause that's what he would have wanted for me.

. Cersha's POV

The first days of school were always the worst. When you at school listening to people scream like a couple of animals, seeing people that you never thought you would see again. Being around such a noisy, dirty and judgmental environment was never for me. Every one was always stuck in there little bubbles and never let anyone new in.

I never had the style and personality of people at my school, sometimes it felt like I was a caged up bird and there was no way out of the misery. I was always too weird to be around marvelous people. As a child I was always considered boring and weird ,and I was never given a chance to explain myself.

I hanged around with one specific person 'Lynda' but it seemed like she was only around me because she was doing me a favor, she had multiple friends and I was always left out of all the nice things she did. Lynda and I were friends since child hood and we were so close. Till we got to high school of course. High School changed her and changed everything for me.

She started drifting away when she got all the attention. Boys wanted her and it got to her head. Lynda went from guy to guy the whole way. Let's not even get to her grades because ever since these niggas got to her head she's been focusing on them instead of school work. She became the beauty with no brains kind of girl.

Hi I'm Cersha and I'm a lonely black girl. Well I might blame myself for being loney. Fat, pimples, love eating and clothes don't fit. Welcome to my miserable life.

Most of my school years was spent on following Lyn around, being the third wheel, being the laughing stock for these prettier girls and just me being me, WEIRD. Lyn's friends were just like her, pretty, tall, with perfect boobs and big booty kind of girls. They preyed on shy and uncool girls weaknesses. I never knew why they always had to be so cruel.

First days of school just had a different feel. Like you just landed on another planet or different school, all of a sudden. Well of course it was obvious people have changed. Attitudes have worsened and people looked way better than they did the previous year, well all of them except for me. Even Simphiwe the girl that no one paid attention to last year was getting more hugs and kisses than I've ever got in a year. Why couldn't anyone give me a hug?

My school had really pretty girls except for me. At that time I couldn't wait to finish so I could just be away from such people who didn't like me and thought I was weird all the time. The only time people didn't find me weird or push me away is when they needed help with school work and shit. Yeah yeah yeah the weird girl in this kind of stories is always the smart girl too.

Back at home I always felt secure and, had the confidence and courage to do things I could never do at school. Like putting on make-up and dressing up like one of the pretty girls. As a child I never really had it all and when Lynda came into my life I was convinced I had it all figured out. That she was gonna be my best friend for life and no one was gonna separate us. But I guess I was wrong and it all collapsed in front of me.

My Mom thought it was weird how I never talk about school and how I've never mentioned a boy when I talk to her. I never thought me and my mom were ready for that kind of conversation. She was a little too clingy at times and it made me wonder if she would let me go live my life once I was done with school. When my dad passed my whole world changed and I was forced to just face it and continue with life cause that's what he would have wanted for me.

. Cersha's POV

The first days of school were always the worst. When you at school listening to people scream like a couple of animals, seeing people that you never thought you would see again. Being around such a noisy, dirty and judgmental environment was never for me. Every one was always stuck in there little bubbles and never let anyone new in.

I never had the style and personality of people at my school, sometimes it felt like I was a caged up bird and there was no way out of the misery. I was always too weird to be around marvelous people. As a child I was always considered boring and weird ,and I was never given a chance to explain myself.

I hanged around with one specific person 'Lynda' but it seemed like she was only around me because she was doing me a favor, she had multiple friends and I was always left out of all the nice things she did. Lynda and I were friends since child hood and we were so close. Till we got to high school of course. High School changed her and changed everything for me.

She started drifting away when she got all the attention. Boys wanted her and it got to her head. Lynda went from guy to guy the whole way. Let's not even get to her grades because ever since these niggas got to her head she's been focusing on them instead of school work. She became the beauty with no brains kind of girl.

Hi I'm Cersha and I'm a lonely black girl. Well I might blame myself for being loney. Fat, pimples, love eating and clothes don't fit. Welcome to my miserable life.

Most of my school years was spent on following Lyn around, being the third wheel, being the laughing stock for these prettier girls and just me being me, WEIRD. Lyn's friends were just like her, pretty, tall, with perfect boobs and big booty kind of girls. They preyed on shy and uncool girls weaknesses. I never knew why they always had to be so cruel.

First days of school just had a different feel. Like you just landed on another planet or different school, all of a sudden. Well of course it was obvious people have changed. Attitudes have worsened and people looked way better than they did the previous year, well all of them except for me. Even Simphiwe the girl that no one paid attention to last year was getting more hugs and kisses than I've ever got in a year. Why couldn't anyone give me a hug?

My school had really pretty girls except for me. At that time I couldn't wait to finish so I could just be away from such people who didn't like me and thought I was weird all the time. The only time people didn't find me weird or push me away is when they needed help with school work and shit. Yeah yeah yeah the weird girl in this kind of stories is always the smart girl too.

Back at home I always felt secure and, had the confidence and courage to do things I could never do at school. Like putting on make-up and dressing up like one of the pretty girls. As a child I never really had it all and when Lynda came into my life I was convinced I had it all figured out. That she was gonna be my best friend for life and no one was gonna separate us. But I guess I was wrong and it all collapsed in front of me.

My Mom thought it was weird how I never talk about school and how I've never mentioned a boy when I talk to her. I never thought me and my mom were ready for that kind of conversation. She was a little too clingy at times and it made me wonder if she would let me go live my life once I was done with school. When my dad passed my whole world changed and I was forced to just face it and continue with life cause that's what he would have wanted for me.

.