thank good you back save hony l miss you soo much , i was so worried thank god he save you for me ......I love you

I love you too my love ❤

hony whose that child , from were you bring him , were his parents ? why you dosent say any think , wait is he your child ? 💔 dont break me down like that speek somethink...

my love he is our child now ❤ , the god bless us with him to make us happy again he sent him for us , he listen our prayres ...

hony what do you mean ?

my love he is our child now , i found him cry alon in the house he was near death , i save him and bring him her to make him our child , see how beatifule he is ❤❤...

hony is that true , is he now our child - omo my god ( thank god ) he listen to me and made me mother after lost my last hope

give him to me let me hold him let me pamper him with my love ..

here my love , have your son ..

hony what should we name him ?

my love i will leave that for you ..

ok i will name my son as (pearle) , beacuse he our pearl now and happiness , i love you my son i love you my pearl ...

huppy i wont tell you somthing

oh my sweet what hapen is every thing ok ? tell me my live you made me worried , are the kids fine , appa , emmoa are they fine

huppp dont be worry , every think is ok , it just happy newes for you i wont tell you about ..

really my live what is it ??

huppy there will be new member came to our family soon .

huh .. who is he my live ?

huppy i am pregnant .. i just was not sure but tody i confirmed at hospital that am one and half month pregnant , huppy am soo happy , i wish you were here right now to hug you and kiss you and celebrit togather ..

oh my god - oh my live , i am so happy that there is no words describe my happiness now , i love you my live , thank you my sweet my live , thank you for this gift , i wish am there with you now and hug you between my arms and kiss you , but still am so happy now , thank again my live for your love and presence in our live my live , i love you my sweet ❤

i love you too huppy , am glad am able to make you happy my love , and thanks for your persence in my live and your love for me , i love you too huppy

ok my sweet take cure of your self and the baby and kids too , be curefle and eat good and have good sleep and rest , dont hold or made heavy thing and alawys made your self relax dont take so much stress or pressure , i will try to take leave from the duaty and back to the home to take cure of you but now you should made all things i told ok my live ...

ok huppy i will dont worry , and i will wait for your comeback we love you and waiting for your come back , you too be safe and warm and take good cure of you , wear heavy glothes its gold now dayes ok huppy

ok my live you too wear warm clothes and take cure of your self

i love you , my sweet i should leave now dont miss any of my words ok i love you

ok huppy be safe , i love you too , by by .....

I still remember that day when I returned home after that war that took away from us the most precious thing we had, which was our inner peace, our clear minds, our laughter in the middle of things, and other simple things that embody our souls.

War usually leaves nothing in the soul but pain, terror and fear, the terror of death and the smell of blood, the fear of loved ones from loss, lots and lots of screams, looks of pain, helplessness and disappointment, tears of blood and moments of silent farewell.

I still remember how my wife Anna's eyes were filled with tears, fear and terror, how she embraced me with a death embrace and a final farewell, and how her lips spoke words of encouragement accompanied by pain. I wanted so much at that time to tell her that I would be sure of my return and that she would be in my arms as usual, but her brown eyes would be filled with reassurance, and I would stroke her locks of hair that matched the beauty of chestnut until she fell asleep every night, but I couldn't!! I stood helplessly as I looked into the eyes of my beloved, which I knew were mesmerized my features for the last time.

I still remember that bloody war and the smell of blood, ash and gunpowder as if it were yesterday. These things cannot be erased by time, but you are forced to live with them so that they do not drag you to the bottom of their ocean and make you bait for their depths. They are like the raging sea with its violent waves. You do not know when it will be calm and when it will be raging. But I did it and survived, and all of this is because of my happiness, and the secret of my survival is my son, my heart and my eyes, Taehyung.

I still remember that moment when I held my son in my arms while he was crying from hunger and shivering from the cold. His lips were trembling and blue, while his white blanket was filled with the smell of ash and the smell of destruction. But what the war couldn't destroy were his eyes, which reminded me of my beauty's eyes. They had the color of coffee, but he had another magic in them that I didn't know at the time and didn't know until this moment. At that moment, I decided to take him with me and raise him as my son. I couldn't have children with Anna because of her illness, as pregnancy threatened the life of my beloved and my child at the time, but God decided to give us the most beautiful compensation for him in this life, which is our son Taehyung.

Mom, you are the greatest, most wonderful and most beautiful mother 😍 How much I love you mom...

You naughty one, do you love me or do you love the strawberry cake I make for you? Haaa, you swindler...

Mom, what are you saying? You know that I love you with or without the cake, but with the cake, I love you more😍..

I know, I know, you swindler, and that's why I make it for you every day so that you love me more than your dear father, but i know that he is your favorite father of your parents always, no matter what I do. 😓

Mom, don't say that, I love you both together, you are the two dearest people to my heart, no one is like you to me...🥹

I was listening to their conversation from the kitchen door and I was smiling widely, this is their usual conversation, my baby is jealous that our son shares all his secrets with me and loves to do what pleases me always, and she thinks that he loves me more than her, but who can tell her that he sees no one but her in the world and I am the one who is jealous of her... Nevertheless, I have to intervene and please my baby , so that her frowning does not make him feel bad, and I also have to support my son in his words so that he does not get upset as well.

 Her precious pearls fall as she looks at those things in front of her, touching them with all love and care, and smelling their fragrance that never fades with all infatuation and passion. How could she not, when these things belong to the most precious person in her life, ever? They belong to the apple of her eye and the light of her eyes, her son, whom she can never forget no matter how many years, months and days pass, even though all her lovers told her to forget and move on. But no way,

how can she do that when that flame of hope still burns inside her, that flame that she kept to herself and kept always shining because her heart tells her that she will meet him one day, and then she will embrace him inside her ribs, and drown his beautiful angelic face in kisses and inhale his captivating fragrance to the point of satiety, but no, she will never be satisfied and quenched, for the thirst of the years and time has been barren to her…. It's okay, she promised herself to wait, and she will wait, and the time of the meeting will come inevitably...

As usual, she carefully and carefully put her most precious things back in a box and locked it so that it would not be far from her eyes because it carried the only thing of her beloved’s scent, which was her lost son, who the world always told her had died at that time, but she believed that she was a survivor, for her heart told her so… Her tears, which were like pearls, were falling as usual for years during her solitude, for these tears had been the companion of her heart for years, and years. They were what made her patient with the pain of separation and suffering. They were what made her fake a smile that was distinguished by its beauty in front of others, for she had the most beautiful square smile that the eyes had seen, and her son had one of them, so she smiled to remind herself of him.

I had returned carrying a bouquet of my aunt Kat's favorite flowers, those fragrant jasmine flowers that always resembled her scent.

 Today when I woke up, I found my aunt upset and as if she wanted to cry. Although she hid it with a smile and an active and affectionate voice, her eyes were glassy and shiny, indicating the amount of sadness and pain she carried. Therefore, I decided that when I returned, I would bring her favorite flowers from the field to perhaps make her a little happy.

 My aunt is my favorite person in this universe. She is my friend and the well of my secrets, who always supports me. She raised me with my mother and considered me as her lost son whom she was waiting for, despite everyone saying that he died in that war, and she was waiting for a mirage. But I cannot believe that. My aunt tells me that her heart tells her that he is breathing and that he is present in this life, and I believe that a mother's heart does not make mistakes. As I expected, I saw my aunt's tears shedding as she looked at that box, her box that is most precious to her heart, how could it not be, as it contains some belongings of her lost child inside it. My heart aches for her, but I can't do anything except ease her pain with the simplest things, and I hope I can do something, even a little.

I had announced my arrival when I called her even though I was here before so as not to make her feel sadder, and she sees that I saw her tears as she does not like to make me sad for her even a little at all…. My aunt, I have returned, and I have brought you your favorite flowers, here you go, the beauty of the whole world 😍, my aunt laughed while I bowed to her in a royal way, and she took the flowers from me with a beautiful smile adorning her lips that made me relax even a little for her

Your aunt's lover Jungkook, I thank you, my aunt's soul, the smell of flowers is so beautiful it refreshes the heart, it's like your smell, my aunt, that's why you love it ☺️. Your aunt's lover, may God protect you for me and for all of us, you are the compensation for my life, the cure for my sadness, and the balm for my wounds. You are the one who made my life meaningless so that I can continue and live to wait for my son and see him. 😓 My aunt, my love, you are the most precious person to me, and I am sure that a day will come when you will hug your son and talk to him, and I will definitely be jealous because he took you from me, but it's okay as long as you are happy... My aunt laughed and pinched my cheek and told me at the time that we would be best friends, but who knew what the future had in store for us

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Longing refused to let his conscience yearn

..., and every longing person is worthy of yearning....

 Can a person conceal a pain

 That is revealed by tears and sighs?

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That Arizona sky burnin' in your eyes

You look at me and, babe, I wanna catch on fire

It's buried in my soul like California gold

You found the light in me that I couldn't find

So when I'm all choked up

And I can't find the words

Every time we say goodbye

Baby, it hurts

When the sun goes down

And the band won't play

I'll always remember us this way

Lovers in the night

Poets tryin' to write

We don't know how to rhyme

But, damn, we try

But a, and really know

You're where I wanna go

The part of me that's you will never die

So when I'm all choked up

And I can't find the words

Every time we say goodbye

Baby, it hurts

When the sun goes down

And the band won't play

Furthermore, I'll always remember us this way

Oh, yeah

I don't wanna be just a memory, baby, yeah

Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo

Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo

Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo

So when I'm all choked up

And I can't find the words

Every time we say goodbye

Baby, it hurts

When the sun goes down

And the band won't play

I'll always remember us this way, way, yeah

When you look at me

And the whole world fades

I'll always remember us this way

Lady gaga Always remember us this way

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I was sitting at my desk reading the mail and during that, a letter I was waiting for caught my eye, so I opened it quickly, hoping that I would get it... I was reading it while smiling because this letter was to get my approval to move to the company branch that I wished to move to because it is in the Italian countryside and I wished to live there with my family away from the noise of the city and indeed I got it and now I am very happy because I will move there by the end of this month, which is after about three weeks, which is enough for us to prepare ourselves for the move. I know that Taehyung is the happiest with this news because he always wanted to move there and live with nature because he loves this thing very much 😍 Well, it is late now, I will tell him tomorrow morning so that I can see his smile, that square family that is the reason for my happiness, because our move was nothing but a desire to fulfill his desire to live there.