Her First Love
Prologue
I was 15, and he was 17, we're 3 years of age gap, yet I feel in love with him in first sight
the first time we meet when me and my parents move in to the new house
and that's where I saw him
Michael
You're our new neighbor right?
we talk and talk until we got to know each other
since then we started to hang out as friends
we got closer at that time, and we got know each other stories
he brought me to his favorite café, and he tells me a lot of stuff about him
we talk and laugh all morning until night
when I was 16, and he was 18, he asked me out as if he's asking me on the date, so I said "yes" to him
Michael
so, where do you want to go?
Y/n
anywhere as long I'm with you *wink*
Michael
*chuckle* alright let's go to the park
I swear that time was my happiest because he asked me out thinking it was a date
I just realized that.... I'm in love with him for 2 years
Y/n
Yeah? *looking at him straight on his eyes*
Michael
I have something to tell you... but I don't know if I can
Michael
I... I like you... *blushes and look away*
Michael
I mean it's not actually like... what I mean is...
Michael
and I think I falling in love with you....
My heart was pounding really fast and I was blushing mess
yet I look him in the straight on the eye and said...
Michael
well it's okay of you don't-
Y/n
I said, I like you too... since the very beginning....
Y/n
not just that, I feel in love with in first sight
when I said it... he comes closer to me and place his hand on the other side of my checks
Michael
Y/n...I love you too
I was the happiest girl in the world
our parents didn't know about our relationship, we hide it from now but we told them 4 days later
and they said it's okay for us to be dating as long we study our class as well
Me and Michael went on date since then
but everything changes when she comes to our life
Stella
Hello Everyone, My name is Stella Jackson. hope we get along in here
She was the same class as me and our new student
I thought nothing was wrong and everything is okay
not until I noticed Michael and Stella seems pretty close
I thought it was nothing and thought it was laughing in friendly way
not until I noticed Michael's behavior towards me,
he hasn't replied to my text like before, he never talks to me and keep telling me that he's busy, he never asks me out on date or when I want to take him out he always refused...
he keeps looking to his phone and smiles as well
and... he never smile at me, he looked at me as if I was a stranger for him
I was hurt by his behavior towards me and started to think of I did something wrong...
not until one day... when I discovered the truth between him and Stella...
Y/n
why *sob* h-how could you do this to me....?
Y/n
Michael we're 4 years in relationship....how? are you going to throw that away....? *sobbing*
Michael
I know you will understand me Y/n...
Michael
i-i... feel out of love... I don't love you anymore....
Y/n
is it because of Stella...?
Y/n
your silent is a yes then...
Y/n
what can i do? you are happy with her...*sobbing*
Michael
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry....
he gets closer to me and hugs me tight
Y/n
well.... guess I don't have a choice then...
Y/n
if that keeps you happy... then I'll let you go...
Y/n
this will be the last time you will see me....
I pull away and turned around....
I took a glance at Michael one more time and said...
Y/n
please be happy with her Michael... I love you...
with the last final words, I open the door and left...
since then I never saw or speak to him ever again...
Paubaya English Translation
🎵 Where did everything start to change?
When was I not enough?
Why didn't you say no in the first place?
I am needed, but not loved... 🎵
🎵 Where was my love lacking?
Everything is given with just a smile on your face
Why didn't I see that you don't want it anymore?I'm with you, but look for her🎵
🎵And if you are happy with her
I won't push anymore
My only request to her
Don't let you be in pain, and let her take care of you 🎵
🎵Where does the realism stop?
Every time you mention that you love me?
Why didn't you admit that there was someone else?
I'm the huggable one, but you keep thinking about her🎵
🎵And if you are happy with her
I won't push anymore
My only request to her
Don't let you be in pain, and let her take care of you🎵
🎵Why didn't I think there was a limit?
I was the first, but she is the end
And I see in your eyes
Why you, choose her...
It's hard to fight fate...🎵
🎵Let go, let go
I leave it to her🎵
"Paubaya" means "Let it Go" or "letting go" in English
Song By Moira Dela Torre
Translation From the Google and Me (some part of mine is translated)
The meaning of this song is about a couple whose relationship had ended because the girl or boy loves another man or woman. That's why the title of the song becomes ”paubaya” which literally means ”letting go”.
Chapter 1
It's been 4 months since Michael and I broke up
I often saw him and Stella, his new girlfriend
I just walk away before he sees me
I told my mom that I want to transfer to school, so I won't able to see Michael at school
Y/n
(4 months in break up... the pain sills here...)
Y/n
*sigh* what should I do tonight?
I was in my bed laying down and watching the ceiling
when suddenly, my phone vibrate
I took my phone beside on the desk and check it
Ella, my best friend text me
she must be heard the news about me since she asked "how are you?"
Y/n
tsk, brother that jerk... *mumble*
I call Ella, and she immediately picks up
Ella
Hey Y/n, how are you? Are you feeling fine now?
Y/n
Honestly... no, I feel like I'm going to cry right now...
I told Ella everything had happened 4 months ago
and she comforts me even we're only talk on the phone
Ella
it's alright Y/n, what you did was right
Ella
letting go is right choice, I know it hurts you, but you deserve better
Ella
Y/n my mom calls me, I'll talk to you later or tomorrow
Ella hangs up and I put my phone on the desk top
I look at the ceiling again
Y/n
did I do something wrong?
Y/n
all I did was to love him... *tears*
Y/n
no... stop... *sniff* you can't cry because of him Y/n! Don't be so stupid!
Y/n
it's just a man! you can find someone better!
Y/n
*sigh and wipe the tears*
Stella
Hey Y/n! So you already know that Michael and I are dating! I'm sure you already heard it!
I just sigh and walk past her
Stella
Hey! I'm still talking to you!
Y/n
Sorry, don't have time to chit-chat with you. I already heard about you and Michael, and it has nothing to do with me if you're dating with him,
Stella
You think your so brave about this huh?
Y/n
sorry, don't have a time to fight with you
She suddenly grab my arm and made me turn around
Stella
let you go! No way! How dare you turn around on me?!
I push her down, and she falls on the floor
Michael runs on Stella and checks on her
Stella
aww, Michael... she pushed me down on the floor...
Stella
I only wanted to talk to her... but she said I was a cheater and push me down
Y/n
*scoff* can you stop pretending!
Michael
Y/n enough! I saw you push her on the floor
other student started to show up
Y/n
First, you don't know anything
Y/n
you only saw me pushing her down, well it's not my fault though
Y/n
I mind my own business my your GF keeps barking me on!
Michael
Y/n, if this is about our break-up. Please leave Stella here alone
Y/n
there! There! That's your fucking problem!
Y/n
that is why you started to hate me because you believe her more than me when I'm still yours!
the whole place was silent all I could hear was the student's whispers
Y/n
you know what?! I'm done!
Y/n
and tell her to leave me fucking alone! Or I will make her leave me alone...
I said while giving them death glare before I leave them alone
our class is already over, and I was ready to leave when Michael stops me
Michael
Y/n, can we talk? Just you and me?
Y/n
seriously Michael? Move, we're already done talking. So could you please leave?
Michael freeze as he make a sigh
I walk pass him, and he follows
Michael
Y/n, I understand you hate me. But do you really have to do that too far?
Michael
ever since Stella came here as the new student, all you did is to harm her
Michael
she wanted to be friends with you and yet you hurt her as if she's hurting you
Y/n
because she is Michael, you don't know because you weren't there!
I said made me turned around him,
Y/n
I was there when Stella bullies me every day! I was there when she framed me! I was there when she....
Y/n
she took you away from me...
Michael
I don't understand you, this is not the Y/n I love in the past...
Y/n
because it is not me the Y/n you know! Because she's dead, all because of you!
I walk away while tears running down on my cheeks...
once I got home I close the door on my room shut, I throw my bag on floor and went to my bed crying in mess
while crying under the pillow I heard a knock on the door
Matthew
Y/n, it's me Matthew your brother. Can I come in?
Y/n
not now *sobbing* Matthew....*sniff*
I said, I heard my brother sigh
Matthew said before opening the door
Y/n
leave *HIC* me alone...! *sobbing*
My brother sit down beside my bed and pat my back
Matthew
stop crying, you'll get sick because of that
Y/n
I rather cry here than going to school to see Michael and his Evil Bitch all morning until our class is over!
Y/n
I rather get sick, so I won't get to school tomorrow!
Matthew
*sigh* it's still that bastard who hurt you...
Matthew
(I'm going to kill him, but for now, I need to comfort my little sister first)
Matthew
Y/n, stop crying because if him. It's not the end of the world, yet
Y/n
it's not because of that Matthew...
Y/n
he believes Stella more than me... from the start when Stella was the new girl on our class...
Y/n
Stella frame me as bullying at school... she was playing as a victim that made everyone seen me as a bad person including Michael
Matthew
*clench fist* and why?
Y/n
I don't know... I think because she likes Michael...
Y/n
that's why Michael and I had argument because of her...
Y/n
Matthew... I can't talk about this... I'm tired...
Matthew
go on, take a rest now
My brother kiss the back of my head before he leaves my room
Mom
Matthew? where are you going?
She saw her son going down on stairs with full of fury on his eyes
Matthew
to see that bastard of course
Mom
Matthew, Listen... whatever happens, don't do anything stupid!
Matthew
don't worry mom... I won't!
Matthew walk pass through her mother, as her mother try to stop him
but Matthew open the door and went outside
His mother grab his arm bit Matthew pull away, once he got to Michael's house
he knocks on the door violently
Matthew
MICHAEL!!!! MICHAEL!!!!
Matthew
COME OUT THERE AND FACE ME!!!!
The door opens and it was Mrs. Taylor open the door
Mrs. Taylor
Matthew? what are you doing here?
Mrs. Taylor
you mean Matthew? he's on his-
before Mrs. Taylor even finish, Michael shows up behind her
Matthew
YOU SICK FUCKING BASTARD!!!!
Matthew went inside and punch Michael
Matthew
THIS IS FOR CHEATING ON MY SISTER!!!
Matthew
THIS IS FOR WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO HER THAT MADE HER HURT!!!
Matthew punch Michael none stop as the two mothers try to stop him
Matthew
STOP?! STOP?!!! YOU TELLING ME TO STOP?!!!
Matthew
Y/N IS HURTING RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF THIS BASTARD!!! AND YOU WANT ME TO STOP?!!!
Mom
I know, I know baby, please don't... for the sake of your sister... please don't... *tears on her eyes*
Matthew
.... *grits his teeth*
Matthew
This is not over!!!
Matthew
I will make you pay for this! remember that!
he said letting Michael go and walk off
Mom
Mrs. Taylor! I am so sorry for what my son did to your son...
Mrs. Taylor
it's fine Mrs. Spencer, I understand. I also apologize for what my son did to your daughter
Mom
once again, I'm sorry. I have to follow my son now...
Mrs. Spencer went out side as she follows her son
meanwhile Mrs. Taylor help her son to stand up
Mrs. Taylor
Are you okay son?
he said as he looked to the open door
Chapter 2
Y/n
WHY DID YOU DO THAT FOR?!
Matthew
To teach that bastard a lesson
Y/n
Matthew I told you not to bother! I can take care of myself!
Matthew
for what? made you hurt again?
Matthew
Y/n, I can't see my little sister cry because of him, that punch of mine will teach him a lesson
Y/n
Be thankful that Mrs. Taylor is nice, or she would call the police for what you did to his son!
My brother and Michael used to be friends, not until when Michael cheated on me
their friendship started to be changed, my brother's only friend is now turn into his enemy
Mom
that's enough now, we have to apologize to Mrs. Taylor tomorrow
Matthew
I'm not going to apologize to that jerk!
Mom
Matthew, stop it! you will apologize to him tomorrow! end of the discussion!
Y/n
*sigh* (how I'm I supposed to face Michael Tomorrow?)
Y/n
(forget it Y/n, he deserves it anyway)
as soon I got out from my house
I saw Michael out from his house with bruises on his face
I just ignore him when he saw me walking alone as if I didn't know what had happened to him and my brother last night
I went to different direction because I know there's a shortcut going through the Academy
I turn around and saw a boy behind me
Henry
do you know where the Oz Academy is?
Y/n
oh yes I know, I learned from that school
Henry
hey, is it okay if I walk with you? I really don't know where this Academy is
Henry
I'm Henry, Henry Roberts
Y/n
Nice to see you Henry, I'm Y/n Spencer
We shake hands as we smile each other
Henry let go of my hand and said
Henry and I and walked through the Academy, so we walk, Henry and I talk a lot
when we got to the Academy, we said goodbye to each other
as soon I heard Michael's voice, I roll my eyes and look at him
Y/n
can you please leave me alone?
I turn around to leave, but he grabs my arm and made me look at him
Y/n
look, if this is about happened last night between you and my brother
Y/n
don't worry, he will apologize to you later at home
Y/n
and about my brother punching you? I didn't force him or say anything that made him punch you
Y/n
so can you please let me go?
I get out from his grip and walk away
Y/n
gosh, what is wrong with him? *mumble*
I walk to my first class, as soon I get in I saw a familiar face
Y/n
Henry, Hey! it's you, your first class is here?
Henry
Ah yeah! it is, you can sit beside me if you want
Y/n
yeah sure, no problem at all
Henry guides me to our seat, I took sit first and he sits besides me
Henry
so, are you also new here?
Y/n
Oh no, I'm not. I've been here since high school here
Henry
oh, so it's been long since your here in Academy
Y/n
yeah, I started here since I was 16
Y/n
(it was my age when I first meet Michael)
shake my head to erase my thoughts and look to Henry again
Henry
Me? My mom sent me here, she told me that I should learn to control my ability
Y/n
oh that's right, this is not just ordinary Academy
Oz Academy, is where Werewolves, Vampire, witch, wizard and many more humans that has special abilities
if you're one of them like me, this school is just for you
Y/n
so, your like a witch or something?
Henry
yeah, kind of... but not pure witch
Henry
I'm actually half Vampire and Witch, my dad is a Vampire and my mom is a witch
Y/n
wow, you have the vampire's blood
Y/n
I'm also mix blood as yours
Y/n
half Human and Half Wizard
Henry
not bad for a wizard like you
Y/n
*chuckle* you think so?
Henry
yeah, wizards are pretty cool. If you know what I mean
everyone gets back to their seats when the professor gets into the class
when our class is done, me and Henry gather our things and went outside
Henry
so, did you manage to control your powers?
Y/n
Honestly, not yet... I will haven't learn how to use them
Henry
that must be very hard for you
Henry
that's fine, I'm here if you need anything
Y/n
Oh, since your new here I'm going to show you around
Henry
sure, that will be great...
I show Henry around the school
until we got out to the campus
while talking to Henry, I hear a familiar voices behind me, so I turned around
Michael
Where do you want to go after our class end?
Stella
anywhere! as long I'm with you!
my smile faded away as I remember Michael use to ask me out from the date
🎵Where did everything start to change?
When was I not enough?
Why didn't you say no in the first place?
I am needed, but not loved🎵
Stella was grabbing Michael's arm while she put her head on his shoulder
I will remember use to grab his arm and put my head on his shoulder like Stella did
Henry
This place is pretty cool for special people like us don't you think?
🎵Where was my love lacking?
Everything is given with just a smile on your face
Why didn't I see that you don't want it anymore?
I'm with you, but look for her🎵
remember those days with me and Michael makes my heart cry out, I didn't even notice that my tears started to flow on my cheeks
Henry
Is he your boyfriend?
Y/n
Ex... Ex boyfriend *sniff*
🎵And if you are happy with her
I won't push anymore🎵
Y/n
I used to make him happy before and the smile on his face used to be mine
🎵My only request to her
Don't let you be in pain🎵
Y/n
but now it's all gone, because those smiles on him it's not mine anymore... it's now on someone else.....
I try to stop myself from sobbing, but I just can't...
because it's hurting me inside...
🎵and let her take care of you🎵
I wipe my tears off from my face before anyone can even notice
and just walk away so I can't see the sight with Michael together with Stella...
The Court outside to our school
Mrs. Williams
good morning students
All students: Good morning Mrs. Williams!
Mrs. Williams
good, everyone is here. Now before we start I'd like to introduce myself to all of you
Mrs. Williams
my name is Lilith Williams, and I am a pure witch, but I teach Witch and Wizards how to use and learn a broom
Y/n
I'm surprised we're in same class *whisper*
Henry
Me too, can't believe I'm still with you *whisper back*
Mrs. Williams
Now I will tell you some basic steps on how to make your broom fly and how to ride them
Mrs. Williams
Now listen carefully because I'm going to tell you this only once
as Mrs. Williams explaining, I notice someone, and it's Michael and Stella again
Y/n
(Argh, I almost forgot that Michael is a wizard and Stella is a witch, no wonder they are also here)
Henry
Y/n focus and take a note
Mrs. Williams
Now, The broom are just like a horse, if you scare them or startle them, they will fly very fast, and it can also lose control, the only way to stop it is none other than YOU
Mrs. Williams
you will make them stop if you can't, then there's a high chance that you fall off from the broom and injured yourself
Mrs. Williams explains to us what to do and what not to do while riding the broom
she also explain the rules for our safety
Mrs. Williams
now, this is the broom, who likes to try first?
Henry
I really don't know but, the broom is old and dirty. and it has so much damage, I don't know if it's safe
Y/n
your right about that, I can't blame our classmates if they don't want to give it a try...
everyone was looking each other and whisper "you go now" or "why me, why can't you go first?"
Mrs. Williams is getting annoyed, so she went to grab the student list
Mrs. Williams
Since all of you don't want to participate, then I will call out a names
Mrs. Williams
the name will be call is the one who step in and come forward and the first to try to ride the broom
the students are now panicking and hoping that Mrs. Williams will not mention their names
Mrs. Williams
now, let's start from the girls
the boys sigh relief and the girls are now panicking
Girl 1:"hope is not me, I'm not going to sit in the dirty broom "
Girl 2: "Hope is not me neither, it has so damaged it could be dangerous to fly with it!"
Mrs. Williams
Now, I will call the name.... Let's see *scan the student list*
everyone looks at me including Michael and Ella, and I was like "great"
Henry
don't worry Y/n, you can do it! *whisper and gently hit her arms with his elbow*
Y/n
Thanks... *sadly smiles*
I slowly step in and walk towards in front
Mrs. Williams
Now, Ms Spencer, put your hands over the broom and say "Up" so that the broom flies to your hands without touching it on the ground
Y/n
(well, that sounds easy)
that was my thought, but it was never easy as I think...
the broom flies little then goes back the the ground
Mrs. Williams
Try again Ms. Spencer
after trying so many times
The broom finally flies on my hand
Mrs. Williams
Very good Ms. Spencer, you did well *smile*
Mrs. Williams
Now, ride over the broom and gently grip it tight, so you won't get fall off from the ground
I nodded and ride the broom
Mrs. Williams
as can you see the broom didn't fly, I want you to make the broom fly
Mrs. Williams
I know you can Ms. Spencer, just try your best
I shut my eyes close hoping for the broom fly at least just once
suddenly I feel my feet lifted from the ground
Mrs. Williams
Good job Ms. Spencer, I know you can do it!
everyone was impressed that made them clap their hands on me
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