hello ! how are you today is my birthday so as birthday gift I want to ask you why can't you love me I am in love with you for 7 yearsbut in this year's you can even realize that how much I love you? how deeply I am falling love with you? why?I am that ugly to you that you even can't think about me. I know from that past I am to you a tomboy that never liked hag out with girl and always like to play with boys and hang out with boys . l amnot even lady like ,not beautiful ,not tender and not even grease full I am just a tomboy boy your and others eyes and like a dude to you but because I am love I am change my self and l am dressed up like a girl , behave like a girl Even I don't like but I hanging out with girl but even now you don't like me , and you told me that you love someone else how could you do that to me . but I never blamed you . but it's my bad luck that girl not anyone's ales but my best friend . just because of this I can't even complaint . you know if you not choose you best friend , and if you accept my love so in that's way I am happiest person in the world ,but there are no if that change my life you that night you proposed my best friend I was there had night front of me . that time I want to suide but know don't like caword girl so I am hold my self . and if I commented suide so you start having self gity nees and I don't want your future nees I want your love for my whole life had love like a lover or bady I didn't care.

anyway know in my new college I met a boy he just look like you he behave like you talk like you . he just look like you . have you know that bay proposed me and give me ot tree day to answer . but I directly rejected him . but hi said that even I rejected him he continues chase me because he said that I have to right to rejected by him but I don't have right to stop him to chase my . but he didn't know that so I want ask you a question that right to rejected him directly or not can you give the answer please because I am very cafused . to what to do

hi what are you doing . today I am the letter of you because I want to tell you that you remember that gay whom proposed me I don't know but why I sadnaly start Haven feeling for him I can feel his love to me i want to respond his love I want to tell you that was my feelings for him right or not . my feelings of him just attachtion or love . I know I shouldn't not ask you questions about like that I have to discuss my feelings my self but I can't diced so please give me the answer about it please