Claire's POV

Well ,I never thought that I will end up like this .

Awake, *****,on a soft woollen bed that isn't mine ,and wrapped in the arms of a terribly handsome stranger that I absolutely don't recognise .As if that isn't bad enough, I have no memory of what happened previous night.

I shut my eyes for va few seconds ,hoping , praying that,

I'm dreaming .But I open them again, only to be faced with a pair of icy blue eyes and I scream.

I had no Idea who the man is or how I got into the room. All I know is that the previous day was my 18 th birthday. And just like everything else in my life , was a horrible nightmare.

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One day earlier

''F**k me , Alex ! Yeah baby ,hader,fast baby ! You are the best I love you! ''

I was standing at the doorway of my boyfriend's room. We'd been dating for 3 years and yet he was with other woman on the bed and making out ...he was pounding senselessly. With this view my heart broke into pieces..... I don't ready to accept that it was reality . I prayed to god that it was only horrible nightmare... though that is reality. The horror encompassing me at this moment contrasted starkly with how I felt this morning.

I woke up with an elated buzz in my system . Even if no one cared about me but I care about myself, I deserved to enjoy the day . Afterall, turning 18 was a major milestone.

To my surprise , my boss at the bakery shop let me leave from work early as a birthday present. And with a heart soaring with excitement, I made my way to my boyfriend Alex's house.

Alex was the only person in my life who had shown in love and care despite what others thought of me . I trusted him , and in a matter of seconds, that illusion shattered into a million pieces.

Nothing could blind my eyes to the awful visual I was exposed to . They both were ***** and had their back to me. The girl was clutching bedsheets whilst Alex was behind her, panting like a hungry dog as he thrusted into her.

''You like that . Tell you you like that.''Alex asked her .

''Yes baby . F**k me , you make me crazy and hungry for s*x '' she replied him , this make Alex to ramp up speed .

''You feel so damn god !'' she said erratically trying to speak as her body jerked in motion to Alex's pounding .

And then as if he wasn't close enough , he threw himself forward.

''F**k I'm close ! You are so good at making out''he said to her as his body got ready to explode in release .

I didn't know what snapped me out of my frozen state of shock , but just as they slumped down I found the courage to scream . ''How could you ..Alex , Why did you do this to me , I loved you for 3 years but you cheat me ....Why ? I said that and burst out in tears.

He looked at me with shock and tried to catch me but I don't want to hear his explanation as I already saw him with my own eyes, so I fled, rushing out of the house ,barely catching a glimpse of that girl who stucked behind him.

I should have seen this coming ......I should realise by now that my life was destined to be one of misery.

I ,Claire am a complete disappointed ,Even my family ...my father don't love me since I am a girl.