The promise story: a girl has really long hair, but the thing is that she doesn’t like it. Everyone thought her life was perfect, she smiled everyday. But in the inside, she was crying for help. One day she was born, their parents made a promise to her. The dad said, I will love you with all my heart no matter what. But... those words meant nothing. When she was 5, his dad looked at her one day, and he was thinking that she looked ugly. His own dad said that.She had a very rough childhood where her parents fought, because the dad was drinking because of the little girl. The mother tried to tell him to stop drinking, but it didn’t work. He was addicted to it. He started abusing the little girl emotionally, and physically. Leaving her bruises and scars, and with dreadful tears. She cried, and cried for several hours, but of course, the dad didn’t care. A few months later, his dad hated her daughter so much, that he left. Before leaving, the dad told her daughter 9 words that she will never forget. He said, you’re not my daughter, and you never will be. Her heart broke into more than one million pieces, as if you were to break a window. The mother still loved his husband, the mom went up to her and said, “I will never leave you.” A couple months later, her mom met a man. Petty much the same age as the little girl’s mom. They started to hang out. Her mom was getting feelings for him. So was the man. They then became boyfriend and girlfriend. Once her mom told her that he was her boyfriend, the little girl stared at him with anger. She clearly did not like him. She could since that something was not right. One day when they were all eating dinner, the boyfriend said, “So I’ve been seeing you getting bad grades lately.” They were all silent for a moment. The little girl said, “why do you care?” The mom Immediately stood up and screamed at her to not talk like that to her boyfriend. The little girl said for the very first time, “I hate you!” She ran upstairs to her room and shut her door. Soon the mom also started drinking and did the same thing to the little girl like the dad did to her.

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Soon they both got married. The little girl felt miserable. She was 12 and she had 2 friends who had known each other when they were 7. But the other 2 friends were getting tired of her. They thought she was boring because she was into math, and they too were into sports you know.. one night the girl went to a fast food restaurant all by herself. She saw her 2 friends unexpectedly. She was about to go up to talk to them. But as she got closer, she overheard them talking about her. They were saying that she was slut, and was a nerd. She felt a stab in her back. She then turned around and ran away crying. She became depressed and started cutting. Some people saw that she was acting depressing and they said she was doing it all for attention. She one day cut her hair and somehow she felt happier. She forgot about all the bad memories. But then at school, everyone was staring at her, she felt strange. Her 2 ex friends had spread a rumour about her. They all hated her. When she was in high school in her 3rd year, still nobody liked her. She lost all her friends. The teachers even hated her! And she thought, “why am I still here? No one loves me.” She wanted to undo her sad. All the ones who used to love her, made a promise. And they broke it. She once walked up the stairs. Everyone stared at her. She was heading up to the rooftop. Some people followed her. She was climbing up the fence of the rooftop. “Just jump.” Said someone. So she did. Everyone was shocked. Some even started sobbing. She heard them crying and she wanted to undo it. But she couldn’t. She also started to cry... and she said her last words... she said, “it’s for the best.” She hit the cold hard ground. She died. It’s over. Game over.

You can’t undo decisions you make. Our decisions are final and we have to live with that. If you’re depressed, please find someone to talk to. Parent, friend, therapy, anyone you can trust. Please. For what I’ve heard, every 40 seconds someone commits suicide. I don’t want that person to be you. Stay strong. You have so much to live. 💜

please remember these words 'You are important that's why you are alive sometimes you just don't know what your meaning to the world is. but i know that everyone reading this everyone in the world! is important that's why they are alive so don't take your life no matter how hard it is stay strong, wait, because good things comes to those who wait! God made you, He started you and he is the ome to end you. only he can take your life! because when you end your life.. you aren't fixing the problem... your running away from it... please.. i also almost tried to end my life but i realized that i am important and so are you! please spread this story so people can open they're eyes. if you are having a hard time Surrender everything to God! He will listen to you! Open your heart to him! he will help you with your problems! Tell everything leave no detail! God will Help you, Listen to you, Fix you, fix your problems, And will love you forever in his everlasting Kingdom! i hope i inspired you to open your eyes! please love yourself! There are alot of people that love you but the one who will never leave you is God. Amen. i love you! i hope you learned a lesson!

\-Faith Emerald Cayabyab \(my name\)