Euphoria [TAEKOOK, VKOOK, YOONMINSEOK, YOONMIN, NAMJIN]
1. My Life's A Nightmare.
Disclaimer: This is only a work of my imagination and has nothing to do with the real members if bts. please support me if you like the story and thank you for reading.
This story contains:
▪︎Drugs/Alcohol
▪︎Suicidal Tendencies
▪︎ Anxiety
▪︎Past Trauma
▪︎ Homophobia
▪︎Self-harm
▪︎Boy's love
▪︎Smut
▪︎Fluff
▪VERY SAD
▪︎Nightmares
▪awful parents
side ships:
°yoonminseok
°namjin
Booms the voice of a little boy, a little boy too innocent to realize the disaster he was about to cause.
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Tete, all the pizza places aren't open anymore.
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I'll buy you pizza the moment the sun lights tomorrow, okay?
Another voice came, trying desperately to calm his impatient son. His stupid son but nothing could stop the boy's stubbornness at the time.
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Taehyung please, calm down.
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I hate you! give me pizza! I want pizza! I want pizza!
The boy hadn't realized what he was doing or even saying he just wanted pizza. He didn't mean to do anything wrong. it wasn't his intention.
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Fine, I'll see if I can find a pizza place okay?
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Yay, pizza! pizza! pizza!
He'd been so happy, but all that for what? was the pizza worth the cost?
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mmh, I'm not. I just love pizza
It's raining, and it's peacefully, the sound of the rain falling against the window of the car is drowned out by the laughter of a man. It sounds so familiar but why?
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If I buy you pizza, you can't throw tantrums like this anymore
The voice booms again, and he's heard it before.
He remembers it like it was yesterday, maybe because there hasn't been a day when his mind doesn't think it should bring up these memories. These hauntings, he hates so much.
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You really are your mom's son, aren't you?
The man laughs again, and the pitter-patter of the rain drops are drowned out by a loud crash that follows.
The laugh dies, as does the man.
The heartbeat is faint, almost like it's his own. The longer he listens, the duller the sound gets until it's completely been erased and the only left to be heard is the rain drops falling on the crushed car, washing away the blood of two. A father and a son.
Taehyung screams as he jumps up, gasping for air.
He checks his surroundings, searching desperately for the car, the road, the rain...his dad...
But it was just a dream...
One he should be used to by now, but if he's being honest he doesn't think he'll ever truly get accustomed to it, and he can't complain because it's what he deserves for what he's done.
He sobs, hugging his legs as he thinks back on the nightmare and how badly he wants it to stop.
Taehyung
I'm sorry...*sobs*
Taehyung
I.. I'm so sorry... I...*sobs* it...
Taehyung
It should've been me *sobs*
Jungkook turns the light of his room on, before he shuts the door with his feet. He had a glass of water in his hand, tightly gripped. He takes a sip before made his way over to his bedside table, and he opens the drawer, pulling out what you could say was his best friend.
A small pill, but it knew exactly how to get the job done. How to make him feel...better.
He opens the cap of the pill bottle, and he shakes 1 out in his hand before he closes the cap and drops it back into the drawer.
Just as he raises the pill to his mouth, his door flies open revealing his mom, in a robe that seemed to be way too big. It was probably his dad's.
Mrs. Jeon
Tomorrow is report card day, right?
Mrs. Jeon
Weren't you going to tell us?
Jungkook nods hesitantly. Lying as if it was his first language, and maybe it was because that's all he knew how to do around his parents.
Mrs. Jeon
Your dad will accompany you to school tomorrow to collect your report card. I'm hoping all that time-wasting you've done doesn't affect your grades. Otherwise, your dad will be pīssed, and you know how he gets when he's pīssed. Don't you?
Jungkook nods, his eyes trained on the floor as he thinks about what she said. If anything, he knew a little too well what his dad was like when he was pīssed.
With a scoff, his mom leaves the room, oozing disappointment and tears pool in Jungkook's eyes. He's done nothing, and somehow he's managed to disappoint her.
He takes a deep breath, letting his eyes fall closed before he wipes his eyes and he shakes off his sadness replacing his frown with a smile, a fake one but a smile nonetheless.
He grabs the amphetamine, throwing it in his mouth, and he swallows it in one go (his 4th one today) before he plops onto his bed, staring up at his ceiling. He eyes the empty space as he waits for the feeling the drugs bring him to kick in.
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