It was month of August , even though it doesn't usually rain. Today we are having thunderstorm .as I saw outside the window it was poring heavily as if something is wrong, as if the almighty is upset.

it was my first day of school particularly the horrible first day I ever had. I was a middle child of my parents basicly they abundant me when I was 18. Through many part time jobs and immense number of struggle I got myself into this medical school. I worked hard . I worked my a** out for this. This is my dream.

LILY

"Lily we are out of beer ,can you go buy some for us we are already drunk " said martha. Martha is my roommate and also my classmate she is sweet but at this same time she is a bad b**** too. she is so rich that she can even own this medical school but I don't know why she wanted to do this at first place.

MARTHA :

I am so comfortable with her even though we have know each other only for couple of weeks .

"okay I'll get you some. "

Just after saying that i took my cute yellow umbrella which was a gift from my childhood friend Devin and went outside. a sharp cold breez hit on me which basically shivered me from inside out. I feel fresh now as it was already a tiring day .As soon as I reached the beer shop , few men's in a tight suit went running.They were like a ganster. or else I might have seen too much drama these days ." it's 15$ mam" said the shopkeeper. As I reached my room , they were already half drunk. and my room seems like a pub or a cheap motel room. The hard smell of liquor was burning my nostril. so i decided to go for a walk. I changed myself in a white cream hoddy and sweatpants with a cool white crocs . it was already 1am in the morning but here in the New York City it doesn't matter.The rainfall just stopped leave the light sent of wet soil .

it was a silent alley with light burning outside their house. I think this must be some rich people's house where they have chimney for santa close . " shoooottt" A loud noise of gun shot i heard and it scared the crap out of me . I ran with all the energy i had . loud voice of people running is all i could hear. There was a dark alley in front of me with big box. I managed myself to hide there as I don't want to die so soon . I would have never imagined that crime is here too. Growing up i have always thought that big cities are filled with light and opportunities to make money and to be independent. But this seems the end of my life. I closed my eyes and chant prayers silently asking God to show mercy on me but suddenly a man actually a giant man in came running towards me. before I could react he reached for me folded my hands behind with one of his hand and another hand on my mouth because I didn't even realise that i was shouting like a stray dog .

If you want to leave this place alive stop screaming "he said . All i could see is his green shiney eyes filled with ager and hatred and a hunger. who is he? in a black tie!

you never know what comes next in your life and same thing happened to me you know sometimes bad things needs good in my life and I wasn't aware that my life is going to be this change after what happened at that moment.

"shut up your girl if you want to go out alive is" what he shit said.I was scared like hell like. "what's going on" fear on my face was clearer then water in Ocean." I bet you don't want to die at young age like this. you help me I'll help you out" I was confused at the same time amused to see him . He appeared just as villans in drama . he was like mafia big body , sharp jaw ,suit and tie. pride was visible on his face . "Stop staring me young lady " a voice break into my thoughts." I'm sorry" i said as low as possible." there take my hands"

" and run on the left alley don't look back"

"now go" It didn't occur to me what the situation is but i started running. as fast as possible.

"Lily what's wrong?" amartha? where am I ?

you are in your room darling, what happened? owner son derik found you on the stairs at first we thought you were drunk but then we realised that you were fainted . is everything alright? "yeah " is all i could managed to say.

I don't know what happened last night . all i could remember was his green eyes. He helped me. I want to thank him but I don't know who is he where he lives or is he alive still? . brushing all my thoughts I went to take shower because I have already missed my morning classes I don't want to miss the afternoon ones. so i put myself in a black dress with white lace. I bought it in a sale last summer. I like how this dress fits on my body.

after i reached my classroom,martha was already there reserving a seat for me .

"you good " her eyes were soft filled with care

"yeah I'm fine " i said giving her a small smile.

"you are comming to fresher party tonight?" "all hot chicks will be there "

"I don't know I'll think about it"

Lily stop being a boring person it'll be fun and 'you'll be able to find a boyfriend '

Martha was an extreme extrovert she is a expert in making friends. but i was just opposite as her . if she wouldn't have approached me first, i don't think i could have had a single friend. I know it's so boring and stupid but this is what I am . I can't make friends, i get chills when guys flirts with me.

after class martha and i went for some shopping. she bought some spicy black dress with sexy lace on in and i must say she looks damn hot in it. I bought a green dress with cute flowers printed on it. I wasn't as hot and attractive as Martha but I like it. it suits me. after having some snacks we came back to our room . and half of the way martha only laughed at the choice of my dress. I know I'm 21 already but still I don't like dressing revealing myself too much of my skin.

It's 8 pm already martha is ready to find a boyfriend as she was looking hot as ****. I don't know it's her aura or the expensive makeup she had on herself.

I put on my green dress and some makeup. this light shade of nude lipstick goes well with my skin and my soul.

Ready ?

hell yess " martha said smilling to me .

"let's go and let me remind you one thing Don't get drunk and sleep with strangers " i warned martha more like a mum.

ughh girl' sometimes you act like my mum i hate you "

I can see small smile on corner of her lips.

after taking cab we reached and i couldn't believe what i saw.

as we reached I knew it that i don't belong in this place. I reached for Martha's face and she was already staring on me and at that moment I just regretted. "Don't you dare go anywhere ***** " martha was sharp yet cute.

I nodded and went inside the house. it was more wild inside. some were already drunk , some were hotting for a girl getting undress on the table .

just after few minutes martha was gone . I don't know what to do i don't know any single person here.

'hey cute greeny ' a blone guy with a cunning yet charming smile said to me .

hey ". I'm mark and you? I'm lily .

nice to meet you lily . just buy the way cute dress.

yeah so cute that you can puke any time .

I was like wtf is wrong with me why am insulting myself.

hey you're cute too. common let's go have fun with us. mark said .

I don't know what else to do so i joined marks but as I am i soon got bored and i left the house after fourty-five mins.

mark insisted to drop me off to dorms but i know all the guys want to do is to sleep with you. and i just don't want it know.

ok so here I am roaming on streets again .

walking alone at this hours reminds me of those green eyes . it's not like I miss him or something but i want to see him . May be out of curiosity. drowning in my own thoughts i didn't even realise i was almost a street behind my dorm. I don't know i like to walk just' long walks with thoughts.

' shooottt' a loud voice breaks into my thoughts. and i realised it's a gun . but this time i wasn't scared but shocked. it felt like my life is short .