Hey everyone....myself Kitti
So first of all i would like to tell you guys that this is not some kind of a fictional novel or something....but a true desire of my heart.
I know many of you might be confused and might even be thinking then what it is all about...so this is actually my testimonial to some great people i met here on MT.
THIS IS TO GIVE THEM A BIG HURRAH TO BE A PART OF MY LIFE...
Guys i just want your little patience and cooperation and lots of support 😉
Now the most basic question that might be revolving in your mind is
WHO THE HELL EVEN AM I ?
Well to answer this....i am NOBODY. Just another girl among this 7 billion population. I have not achieved anything good in my life and i have not done anything worth mentioning.
But i am proud to say that atleast in the eyes of some people, I am not just a no one or nobody and i can feel that. Its a tribute to all those special ones in my life that i have come across who made me realise that i am worthy and that i am being loved.
I want to ask one thing.
What is that thing that is the most important in life ?
Now some might say money...ofcourse true while for some its love...which is a priceless treasure indeed...
but for me maybe friendship holds a much higher pedestrial than love....a friendship which is not limited to just hi hello hru
but one which is beyond everything.
Not a friendship which is tied in the chains of favours and hesitations
not where a person has to say,
" OH I THOUGHT YOU WERE BUSY AND SO I DIDNT CALL OR MESSAGE "
But the one with confidence and trust
where a person can say,
" WHERE ARE YOU GIRL!! STOP EVERYTHING AND GET YOUR *** DOWN HERE ON PHONE " 😂😂
So basically i have seen people yearning for good friends their whole life...friends whom they actually call friends. But its too hard. You never know when and where you find one.
But friendship is where you dont give excuses for your silence saying that you are an introvert but you give the evidence that "bro i knew it that you are the one with whom i feel like opening my mind and heart." A friendship which makes you a better person not just from outside but inside.
This reminds me of a very great concept of soulmate i read in the book of Paulo Coelho and i would like to share too....
Someone asked : IF NO NEW SOULS ARE CREATED !! THEN HOW THE POPULATION TODAY IS SO MUCH THAN WHAT IT WAS WHEN HUMAN RACE STARTED ON EARTH ?
Quite reasonable. Isnt it ?
So the book answered that its quite simple. Our souls divide into two. It can be more than two also. And thats who we call our soulmate-- the person who is the bearer of the other half of our soul. It can be a boy or a girl. So the one we feel comfortable to talk with . Where we are not afraid of being silli and childish or we are not grabbed by the fear of getting humiliated.
And to be truthful i get this feeling with very less people. I have not many friends in reality. But what i have i am proud of that. Because i have something which others might not. As i said many are still yearning and searching. One thing is quite common which you hear every other person speaking --" i dont have friends "
And would you believe i have heard people saying this to their own friends. How hurtful that might be !!
i heard a quote saying that you will get hundreds of people telling you how beautiful this world is...but you will find only handful of them who will tell you how beautiful this world is because you are there in it.
You know guys i dont quite follow the word friendship..
For me a friend i met today....or a friend i met 2 yrs back or the one i have been with for about 15 yrs are not at all same.
THOUGH ALL ARE FRIENDS...
For me a friend to whom i wave hello daily and the one i go and talk daily is again not same.
BUT ALL ARE FRIENDS....
For me the one who knows the best about me and cheers me and the one who knows about the most vulnerable part of me and cheers me too are not same again.
BUT THEY ALL ARE FRIENDS.....
But guys this is also a misconception that duration governs the trust between friends. A childhppd friend might hurt or betray too. And you can also find a soulmate in a friend met yesterday or a few days back only ( like me ) 😂
To be honest guys, i didnt just find friends here..but i got a whole family. I could never expect to find such people online in my wildest dreams.
But this is how the saying goes:
MIRACLES HAPPEN AT A TIME WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT TO HAPPEN.
And i am happy to tell you about this beautiful journey of mine and i will introduce some very beautiful souls to you😉...
I heard people saying we have 500 friends and all love me.
Guys i have even less number of friends in reality than my total fingers in my hands. But i am more happy than them. Remember i said i am a nobody and i am not loved by everyone. Cz i have never done anything. But the love i have got from these few people weighs much more than i could have got from 500 Friends.
Friendship comes with few conditions amd responsibility and the most difficult of them is time. In this mad rush to have more....we leave behind soemthing much important and dear.
I am sorry guys if i bored you so much with my monotonous speech here but somehow i want to make this so much. I hope you will support me in this small journey of mine from beginning till here.
Love you all really.😘
So it was a long wait...haha
I want to introduce briefly the people you will be meeting in further chapters.
So the list is divided in two categories as follows:
***CATEGORY ONE***
Its nothing to worry about..😥😥 I have just taken two categories to make it easier.
First category deals with my big sisters or the ones who are in my age group. Believe me or not they are the most superb people i have met in this world.
# LUCA SIS
# ZEKI SIS
# ERIANA SIS
# CANON SIS
# HOSTA SIS
# CLOUD SIS
# NEHA SIS
# ADHYAYAN BRO
***CATEGORY TWO***
This deals with my small and dear sisters. The ones who always showers their love and support on me.
# MIA CAT
# LITTLE CHOCO
# SWEETY TREAT
To be honest...i have so many more amazing friends here but i still have so much to know about them. And i will work hard...hehe
Believe me this list will go on. I believe this is not the end but a new start and i want to trust the magic of new beginnings.
These people have given me something more than just a simple friendship. I have found a belongingness in them. Most importantly i have found a better myself in them. This is something i will explain how in the end !! These people have been with me all along. Not just in my good times but in my bad ones too.
I Love you so much that is beyond any words. ❤
I would like to share why i want to make a story about it so much :
There is no specific answer to this...maybe not in the words which human brain comprehend but in those words which only a heart can understand. Its a feeling....
Ok so there are these people with whom i talk daily...
Going and talking to them have now become a tradition....a kind of routine for me just like any mundane thing i do daily. But this excitement never fades...this feeling that i get while talking to them never cease to exist.
Going to them
Talking to them even if it means saying one hello in the whole day..it feels as if i have done the most important thing.
I could have never told them this in person but i want them to know that how much they matters. I want this to be a testimonial to them. I want this to be my vow to never forget them. Its not daily that you meet good people.
And so i am writing this whole thing.
You know friends....i have always been afraid my whole life...mostly from these social medias and stuff. I have nothing like insta or fb or twitter or snap. So i was never so open in making friends virtually. I didnt even know about all this stuff in the first place. 😂😂 Me coming on mangatoons was only a result of my love to read mangas. But i dont know when it turned into an obsession to write. It all was coincidence. And like we all say....one cant chage the destiny.
So i just believe :
THAT WE WERE ALL DESTINED TO MEET. LIKE FATED TO BE TOGETHER
HEHEHE THIS IS MY FATE ENCOUNTER
So here is my first sis 🤗
Luca deeee.....even thinking about her makes me smile just now...ooof
If i would like to desrcibe her in few words...then she is totally a wonder woman. This is what i call her.
MY WONDER WOMAN PAINTED IN BEAUTIFUL BLUE.
So she is just beautiful inside and outside....everything about her is so pleasing. Her personality, her attitude and mostly her smile. I have never seen anyone more stronger than her. Life is never easy for anyone . But my dee has seen those faces of life which either breaks some or make them headstrong. My dee is among those who never gives up. A total down to earth person who never brags about anything. But if you ask me, she is just amazing. She is even very wise and intelligent but she never beleieves me. So i think i will have to work more hard 😥😥
I must warn the life early on that you are messing with a wrong person...a person whose smile washes over hundred of worries in the blink of an eye...a person whose words can touch every corner of a heart...a person who sounds even sweeter than a koel....
She is 4 years older than me but i never get this feeling. She is so childish with me. She is naive, innocent, bubbly and goofy. She is like a cocoon who is yet to grow into a colourful butterfly.
She calls me with many names....
she calls me kitti baba or shona mona 😂😂😂
She always says that i am her wise little girl. 😁 I have to agree that my dee is super stupid sometimes. I am not that smart either. Its just that life is the biggest teacher. We never learn from someone else' s mistakes but only our own. I have also done the same.
I think i am not smart but she is too innocent. And i am telling even if we compete in the game of stupidity, no one will be the winner...but we both will always have a tie.😥😥
She has been my first in everything here....
● First author whose novel i read ( i hate you-- bl )
● first person whom i disturbed here about guiding me how to write my own novel. 😂😂
This was crazily fun. Believe me
I never commented on any of her chapters and read them in one go. It was on reaching the last chapter that i realised that this is the end and i was like
Oh its last 🙂
Ohhh yea ☺
ohhhh....last ? 😐
* scrolling screen *
WOAHHHH...SERIOUSLY 😬😰😩
😂😂😂😂😂
and then i commented on her last chapter. I used to think that she is a boy because she had a boys pfp and her name also sounded that of a boy ( luca ). Then i started pestering her believeing to be ' a him ' 😂😂 in guiding me how to write the novel. This reminds me of some other novel ( Fate of mine by zeki dee ) Its the same...i disturbed a person unconsciously so much that that person now has become my best friend and a best sis.😂😂...so i am not a pervert ofc 😥😏
she was the first perosn who followed me and told me how to do chat thing. So she brought me into the chat world. Else i always used to scratch my head what is this messgae section for ? 😂
Thats all where it started. Our first meeting. I apologised for disturbing. But i shamelessly kept disturbing 😂😂 and then i finally came to know that she is a girl and i realised the reason too on asking 😉😉.
Going further.....she is my first in other things too
● First to chat as i said
● She was my first bigger sister amd i was her first small sister.
Now this calls for a party. right ?
There were many things in which i was her first too
● She told me about herself and her life. She trusted me more than anything. And i dont ever wanna break that.
Like seriously...we are lot more similar...like totally resemble each other in many things.
Like.....
Our birthday month ( july and its real soon hehe )
Our favourite place to spend time at ( terrace )
Our likes and dislikes
Our stupidity level...this is something which we are trying to change.
We have promised to become tough together and we will keep trying
FIGHTO DEE...
And one day i am sure we will be able to proudly say
LIFE...COME AT US.... WE ARE READY TO FACE YOU...HEHE
As i said she is 4 yrs older than me but she never once made me feel that. She is always being so bubbly and childish with me. She is like a small baby bud to me that i cant help but embrace tightly and never let go. I never want to leave her alone. I love it when she cares for me. I love it when she asks me
" kitti baba what should i do "
And to tell you a secret, she has been scolded more by me than i have been scolded by her lol.
She is so dear to me that i wanna keep her close to my heart. She seems delicate but she is strong. She is everything.. a super pack for me....consoles me when i am sad....laughs with me crazily like two drunken crazy stupid girls......jumps with excitement over smalll things....
We always put matching dps...cz she is my soulmate guys 😉😉
MY BIG SISTER
And i am telling you dee...when we meet someday...i will hug you tightly and we will talk a lot...two talkative ppl will have a total blast. We will sit on the terrace enjoying the view of trees. Hehehe
LOVE YOU LOTS
SO HERE A PIC OF OURS :
OUR CAPTURED MEMORY:
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