"We'll Be On Our Way Of Making Our History"

I'm Julian a lot of people hate me from what they can see, I'm a brat, a girl who don't know how to pick things on her own

As I laid down thinking things they said about me while I didn't realize tears starting to fall without knowing what I feel

They called me weird kid sometimes quiet girl some people know how to read emotions, and I'm one of them

I use my words to comfort others while knowing those words won't work on me as I know no one will be able to give me a word from what they heard

Once a person experienced a tragedy they wouldn't want it to happen again, while I myself want to experience it

My own family hated me, from what I can see they have anger on my Dad but after he past away there hatred crawls down on me

I deeply think if I'm part of there family once in a while knowing that they wouldn't accept me anymore

When my Dad left us I didn't know what to do I got depressed a lot of things happened, but there were one time

I met a girl from an app that my friend recommended me, but we started off in a wrong way

"I met her in January 14th 2022"

I was the First one to make the first impression I talked to her all night not knowing the time

Time flies so fast when you're with your loved one, but I wasn't in love by then or so I thought

After a day all I was thinking is her we text every day and night to the point I didn't realize I'm slowly falling for this girl

After some days I confess to her not being sure how I'm so in love in such a short time

Unexpectedly she was into me, she wanted to get into relationship but I wasn't sure, I have no experience being in relationship

(She was my First Love)

After months being in relationship with her, I began to know her more and more to the point I know her friends and cousins

But on her birthday I received an unexpected news

While she was on her friends house she got really drunk and didn't know how to get home, so she stayed at her friend's house for the night

When she woke up she saw a red mark on her neck which she didn't recall being hit that night and getting into an accident

"One of her friends said maybe it's a love mark"

She keeps saying that she wouldn't cheat while being in relationship with someone

"While the culprit says: I've liked you for so long ****"

While My girlfriend is in state of shock for not knowing that the culprit already showing signs of interest in her, she keeps quiet

while all I can do is comfort her on the side of the phone where I'm hearing her cry...