JUNE 03

The young girl is being thrown around by the frigid wind and the torrential rain. She laughed and played; her eyes grew softer and soon began to water. She started crying all of a sudden.

She's crying, yes she is. Why is she crying? Yes, why? Maybe because of happiness! Or maybe sadness...

The young girl layed her head on the couch, 'sniff' 'sniff' The young girl doesn't want to cry, but she's crying.

"Stupid heart, why did you even think it will last?!"

The young girl screams her throat out; all of her emotions—anger, hurt, grief, and loneliness—are on her, yet she doesn't appear happy.

"Why does it hurts so bad....Why did i expect shit from him!"

She's mad, she's mad of herself. Poor girl got played by love, she should have known. She shoul've known nothing last forever.

Flashbacks:

My heart is beating so fast, i'm excited but also nervous. He has been busy for quite a while, and i miss him so much!

Today is our first monthsary, never thought we will come this far. I'm happy, we finally made it!

I heard the door opened, he's here! I fixed myself and stood up, must welcome him.

"Hey hun, you're finally here!"

I smiled at him, and he did too. I tilted my head, he...he doesn't look happy at all.

"Gavien...is there a problem?"

He shooked his head to say no, but his face says other wise. He looks stress and sad...something happened.

He sat down and looked at me, "let's eat hun" right, eat!

It feels wrong to smile now, his face is filled with sadness and it's bothering me. I don't want to make him uncomfy so i just smiled and did my thing.

We ordered our food and talked for a while.

"Anyhow...happy monthsary!"

I smiled at him and gave him a cake, customized cake just for him! For us!

"Hm, thankyou..."

The smile in my face faded, he's not happy...

"Hun, is there something wrong?"

He looked at me, he took a deep breath before speaking.

My world shattered, everything's stopped. They said love can make the world stop, but never mentioned pain...but why did my world stop?

I was hurt....yes, hurt by his words. Why? Why all of a sudden? Of all days, you decided to tell me in our monthsary...?

"i don't want to lie to you, i can't do this anymore. I just...i just don't love you anymore"

"i can't say i fell out of love, because there were no love at the start"

Why? Because of my lie? I said sorry, I didn't...I didn't mean to hurt you.

Tears fell from my eyes, I needed him. I was excited to see him, I was hoping to tell him what happened....

I need you Gavien, don't...don't leave me..

"Let's break up"

......U N W A N T E D L O V E ......

...Rosas DW...