We were still in high school when I first met you. It was the first day of school when the teacher assigned us to be seatmates. I was so nervous and shy and I could feel my hands shaking as I introduced myself to the whole class. As he stood up and introduced himself, I saw his hands shake but he hid it in his pockets so no one could see it, I laughed silently and said

"haha what an interesting guy",

he heard what I said and told me that

"I actually saw your hands shake but I didn't tell you because you might get embarrassed". I didn't know what to say, I don't know how to react, in my mind I said

"should I be angry just laugh?". For so many days have passed, our relationship got closer and closer, we got the same vibes and laughed at each other's jokes.

Both of us became best friends.

While both of us are sitting in an old big tree, a leaf suddenly fell on my hair, "oh, something fell on your hair, let me get it for you" he said. As his face went closer to mine, I felt my heart beat so fast and it was like something was burning in my chest. At that time, i didn't mind what I felt cuz I thought it was because I ate too much during our break time, but as time went by, i realized that I like him. A few months have passed and we still have the best friend relationship, while our teacher is discussing the lessons in front, he suddenly leans on me and whispers

"are you free after class"?

I said "yes, why"?

he answered "I would like to invite you for dinner at a restaurant, i just want to tell you something"

I nodded.

While I was waiting for him at the restaurant, a girl suddenly approached me and said " are you Jillian"? I nodded,

she introduced herself as Jhen-an. I'm still confused, how did she know my name?

Later on, Ricci arrived holding a bouquet of flowers, I thought it was mine, i thought he was going to say that he likes me, I smiled so graciously as I watched him hold the flowers, but Jhen-an suddenly stood up and received the flowers from his hands. I was stunned, it felt like my sky was falling down on me.

Once again he introduced the girl to me, "hey this is my girlfriend, her name is Jhen-an and we have been dating for 2 months, will you support our relationship? I was hesitant but I nodded, cuz I don't want to ruin our best friend relationship. After he introduced his girlfriend, I made an excuse that my head hurts "may I leave you two alone? my head really hurts and I should go home to rest"

they agreed and I left the restaurant holding my tears.