My name is John and in my whole life I just wanted to be a happiest guy in whole world I wanted to make my mother and father proud of myself but I don't why how I ended up dying. when I think about it, it's all started when I was in my highschool I was getting good scores enough get into a good college, I already aware of my family problems I was living in old house with my family. and i was have a girlfriend until a Exchange student came he was born rich I mean his family is very popular in city his father is business man they make Electronics and sell throughout the world. I was just feeling jealous I don't why maybe because I was poor when you think about it, it doesn't matter. The exchange student name was Darren Ryuk. When I was looking at his selfish face I saw my girlfriend blushing towards him but I couldn't even yell, maybe I'm Coward but why did my girlfriend is looking at him like that, after his intro he sat by my next seat. 1 week passby since he came one day he came to me with my girlfriend and said hey you poor shit you didn't even touched your girlfriend and she was also making fun of me and then I make my self promise that I will come to top in class no matter what but when exams came I was doing my best but suddenly that guy came and took my work sheet and putted his name and teacher was just watching not even saying anything and after that I failed and that came by my house and tortured me to the hell with his roadside gangsters and when I aske hin why you doing this to me he said I don't like your fucking face you piece of shit and they bullied me I tried to kick him and he break my legs, I already knew what's gonna happen next but I was trying to ignore it and it happened I failed in highschool and my father lost his job and my mother ended up getting sick after to much stress and I couldn't even done anything I was pathetic after a month my mother passed and my dad started drinking my happiest life turned into hellish life I just wanted to die but I also wanted to live I started working at 24 hours store and tried to living my life I was already 21 years old and my father also died and I have no idea what I'm gonna do next day that bastard came to my store just make fun of me with my ex and I was this angry that my eyes turned red because I wasn't blinking and then i took the knife and stabbed him and I said In tone of happiness and darkness "I have nothing to lose you bastard what can you do to me now huh tell me you piece of dog shit" my ex was shouting murder murder everyone ran out of the door I was feeling free now and I got arrested in attempting murder because that bastard Didn't died he survived, I got punishment of attempt murder and got 15 years sentence one day that bastard can to cell I don't know what he wants from me at that time I turned 28 and when he came in front of me I shouted what do you want now you bastard and he said look at you, where you are now in a jail you good for nothing trash go die some where. I don't know why but he was in bad mood I guess some one killed his father and now he came to me but what it has to do with me, and that is that he took me away from cell by blind folding my eye and shooted bullets in middle of my head and I died with too much hatred this much hatred I never have after that.