I'm not sure whether I completely remember the whole things at the nursery when I was about 3 or 4 years old, but I remember riding in front of my grandpa's bicycle on the way to the nursery. I think it was one of the moment where I truly felt happy.

I remember my teacher and the Nannies to this very day they all were so kind and fun back then. I really am sad that I never got the chance to see them again.

It was when the teacher showed us all the pictures of animals, which were all an amusing site for a 4year old that all the kids attention were on it, except for me, I was all focused on the little cute thing that sat in front of me. It was my first ever time that i noticed him. From that day onwards I never took my eyes away from him.

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The mornings were pretty good, all the kids were allowed to play in the swing for some time and only after that the class begins.

One day while swinging, I clearly remember the rope getting twisted and next thing, I fell. It was a pretty hard hit and the first ever real accident I ever had and he was there too. Teacher along with 2 nannies held me took me to the hospital. I remember my mother waiting at the hospital I just saw a glance of her and i was immediately taken to this room full of nurses and they were trying lay me down, as I was screaming as hell. It was my chin that was bleeding out, as they were stitching it up it felt like eggshells being attached to my chin, and i remember calling the nurse a"dog". It was hell of a day, which I'll never forget.

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A few months later my grandpa bought a scooter and my ride just got upgraded. I was so proud of him, and then my mother started to practicing on it. Short after that she bagan to pick me up afternoon. I had minor accidents with both my mom and grandpa on the scooter, not to mention at the same site.

I didn't had any best friends back then and I was fine with it, didn't really think that l'm in need of one. I just knew few kids Harry, George, Austin and Him. George was the one with glasses, Austin was cute with his mushroom haircut and Harry, he lived around there, practically my neighbour then and also now.

To talk about him, I don't know what to say thinking about him makes my mind go blank. Aaron, that's his name. A cute square shaped head, white face with baby pink cheeks and curly brown hair and i remember it all too well. He was not like everybody else, he felt different to me. He was friends with Austin. They both were so cute back then.

I don't understand to this day why in the world would he ever come to my nursery which was like 9 miles from his current home. I know it is too cliche to think of it as fate, but I already carved that stereotype into my head a long time ago and there no way getting it out.

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I vaguely remember the day of admission at the school. My aunt was with me and we bumped into her friend from college, she was apparently a parent of my soon to be classmate Daisy.

I remember seeing so many faces down the corridor but all of that faded once my sight were fixed on you. I can't tell how happy I was to see you there. That day at home I told everyone that i saw you back at the school. After a few days i started to go to school, let's say, it was hectic for my parents in the mornings.

The teacher, she looked exactly like my neighbour and was so sweet. I didn't see him in my class, I was a little upset, then I saw Harry and Austin, I was happy to see a familiar faces among those many unknowns.

After two periods there was a ten minute break so everybody was out so I started to look for him in other classes, and there he was, with the smile that unknowingly makes me smile too, he was standing outside of his class. Finding him almost took all of my break time, so I didn't get the chance to say anything.

After two more periods there was lunch break, but I found it different from the first break, the nannies come and take us out in line to a hall were we all sat down and ate our lunch. I was a slow eater, so I finished late and got barely any time to see him. I always hated the lunchtime, it was all crowded and food here and there and the passage to the hall was narrow and dark.

The next break after two periods, I ran out of the class and waited for him to get out of his class. But when I saw him I couldn't move I just stand there and watched him afar. I was not a shy type, atleast back then I was not. It was not shy that I felt, It was something else, a fullness that can't be explained, I knew it was enough for me just to see him. So that's what I did, everyday from that day on I would see him at the breaks. And I don't ever remember talking to him back then.

It was around that time I made my first friend, Violet. She was nice, I remember getting scolded by the teacher for talking to her during class.

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The next year I was in Daisy's class and there I made friends with two other kid Teja and Neha. They were all so bright and brilliant. Personally I sucked at studies. I got C in most of the subjects, I didn't really care much about it.

That year for my birthday I still remember the dress I wore to school, It was a white frock with a mirror work on the neck. I actually didn't had a necklace to match with it so I didn't wore any, I was upset about that and suddenly Daisy and Neha came to me and said you don't have to wear a necklace for this dress, it has already a necklace type pattern around the neck. I knew they were comforting me and it did work. They were the best.