When I was 6 years old I found my mom and dad are arguing about all there problem's I was at my room crying all night and when I woke up I said to mom "mom where's dad" and right before that I Saw my mom face there's a bruise on her left eye I said

"mom are you ok" and she, said yes darling don't worry about mom ohh you're dad he said that he want to stay with his friends house don't worry about him ok and you're dad said that he will be away for one day only .

...And when it's afternoon I will sat down and wait so many hours. And that one year turn into 3 then 4 years and when I'm 18 I still wait for dad because I know that dad will come back, mom said {darling stop waiting for you're dad} and I said (mom your lying to me you said that dad just away like one day mama how I'm 15 mom 15 and dad didn't even come back mom I'm always sitting her looking all stupid of waiting for dad) mom said {I'm sorry love but your dad have another family now I'm so sorry love} as mom said that my heart is breaking and I run and go straight to my room crying and I said to my self dad why you have another family now I always look so stupid about waiting for you and when my teacher said bring your dad tomorrow how I'm supposed to do that you left without telling me.I hate you dad and from that day on I'm gonna forget about you dad I hate you....

And when I'm 17 mom got married by his second husband his name is Michael and his a good mam

and when my 18 birthday my stepdad said [your mom said that you can drink little bit of alcohol] and I asked mom she said { No! I didn't said that} and they had a big argument and I said ( I wish I didn't tell mom ) and when mom is in her work and my stepdad said that time for dinner and after I drink a little bit of the juice I'm felling dizzy and when I looked at my stepdad he was smiling at me and then I passed out when I woke up somebody was sitting on my down private and holding my ****** and I can't move when I looked at the guy face and it was my stepfather and I can't move and I said help help everyone help me I was screaming in pain help someone is Raping me help as I said and then he said my stepdad shut up if you don't shut up you see this one when I saw-it it was a knife I said please don't and he said good girl and then I thought when I'm screaming for help I thought know one's hearing it and my neighbor Mrs Jones call the police because she was just listening to our backyard and when she heard me screaming for help and she fast called the police and after the police come Michael grab the knife and the police come and get the knife and then I passed out and when I Wake up and I was in the hospital and my mom is holding my hand and she said I will call a doctor and she go get the doctor I was crying in pain about what Michael did to me and when I come back home I was screaming because Michael ****Raped me in the kitchen table I was crying and screaming and mom and I stayed at aunt Zoe's house and aunt don't have a child and she loves me so much and then when she heard about what happened in me she said sister it's all your fault that Elysa (my name) and I said to my aunt (aunt please stop ) saying that in tears and I said I'm gonna go up stairs as I go I saw Aunt crying and mom when I saw Aunt mom face I was crying to as I go to my room I get angry I throw everything I see and I locked the door and crying when smashing thing's and mom aunt come to my room and when they saw me I was cutting my Pulse and they said stop Elysa what are you doing stop and I passed out when I woke up I saw Aunt mom and doctor said ohh you're finally awake up.