I'm Lee Yohan and I live in a world where gender doesn't matter. There are alphas, omegas, and betas.
I'm an omega and a relationship with an alpha named Kim Jaehyun, he was the love of my life and the sweetest guy I've ever met. He recently got promoted and was super happy about it that he talked non-stop. The days were normal but as months passed, he changed, He was always mad and took it out on me, but I was too blinded by love to see that he was hurting me physically and emotionally. One day, I was going to his favorite restaurant, but I saw he was there with another person, I thought they were his co-worker, so I observed them because I was curious what could have been making him so mad since he had a happy expression at that time which I haven't seen in a while.... I arrived home and didn't think too much of it. Hours passed, and he still wasn't home, he is usually never late to come home or texts me when he is going to be late. I went to his workplace and asked his manager if he had already left, and they said he has. I was worried, so I texted and called him, but he never answered. I then saw a picture of one of his friends on Instagram that they were drinking, and he was in the picture and looked wasted. I recognized the place, so I picked him up there and left. When we got home he suddenly pushed me to the wall, and he was hard, I tried to get him to his senses, but he just completely ignored me and continued...that night was painful but also felt good at the same time. A few days later I started feeling weird, so I went to the doctor, and they said I was pregnant, I was shook since I couldn't believe it and how I would tell Jaehyun.... I made up my mind to tell him but when I came home I saw he was with the person I saw in the restaurant kissing. I couldn't process what was happening and thousands of thoughts went pass my mind, he tried to explain, but I understood immediately why he was annoyed when he sees me...it was because he was seeing someone else and felt that I was getting in their way. I bursted out crying and ran to my friend's house, Kang Seojoon, my friend since elementary. I told him what happened and including that I was pregnant, he was shocked just like I was and asked how I'm going to raise it since my job would not be able to support both me and my baby, I said "I was hoping Jaehyun would be happy about the news, but now, I don't know anymore...". I stayed in Seojoon's place for a while and Jaenhyun kept texting and calling me, but I ignored it all, after a few weeks with the help of Seojoon, I made my mind to break up with Jaehyun, I told him over text and instantly refused then told me "I'm sorry, I was stressed that time, and I wasn't thinking straight, so I ended up doing that with him, but I didn't mean to, and I will do my best make it up to you, so please don't break up with me...please?" I didn't want to forgive him that easily thinking of how much he made me suffer from his harsh words to him being violent and hurting me physically. He called and begged multiple times for me to forgive him and come home. I blocked him and a few months later I got a work-from-home job and soon enough, I was able to afford an apartment suitable enough for me and my baby and I thanked Seojoon several times for helping me out and letting me stay at his place. I made sure Jaenhyun wouldn't know about where we live and especially about Ae Cha(Female name which can mean 'loving daughter'), my little angel.