...***Daddy just cut your hair today, didn't he?...

...Yeah ☺...

...Do you like it?........

...No, I cried...

...You did cry a little bit........

...I cried...

...Sweetie, will you come home?...

...We're tracking your car...

...Who are you with? What are you on?...

...Pick up the phone ........

...When I was young...

...My problems were her problems...

...Now, I don't wanna 'cause trouble at all...

...I don't want the call...

...Sayin', "We're worried about you, we're worried about you"...

...Don't worry about me, just worry about you...

...So, don't tell my mom, I'm fallin' apart...

...She hurts when I hurt, my scars are her scars...

...She'll talk to her friends, impress all of them...

...At least in her mind, hеr daughter is fine...

...Oh, pleasе (please) don't (don't) let (let) her hear...

...I'm dyin' inside...

...'Cause she's dealt (dealt) with (with) this (this) for years...

...I got it this time...

...I wait 'til I'm home...

...Cry in the shower for two to three hours...

...'Til the tears are gone...

...Then pick up the phone...

...Now when we speak...

...I lie and say I slept for eight hours...

...All seven nights of the week...

...She'll get to sleep...

...'Cause I worry about you, I worry about you...

...Don't worry about me, just worry about you...

...So, don't tell my mom, I'm fallin' apart...

...She hurts when I hurt, my scars are her scars...

...She'll talk to her friends, impress all of them...

...At least in her mind, her daughter is fine...

...Oh, please (please) don't (don't) let (let) her hear...

...I'm dyin' inside...

...'Cause she's dealt (dealt) with (with) this (this) for years...

...I got it this time...

...What you don't know won't hurt you (ooh-ooh-ooh)...

...Mama, I'll lie, just for you, no...

...What you don't know won't hurt you, oh (ooh-ooh-ooh)...

...Mama, I'll lie, just for you...

...So, don't tell my mom, she's wearin' my heart...

...Her daughter might cry, but she'll be alright...

...Songwriters: Henry Russell Walter / Connor Mcdonough / Riley Mcdonough / Taylor Cameron Upsahl / Renee J Rapp***...

...: Credit to the owner :...

...***Source: Musixmatch...

...Don’t Tell My Mom lyrics © Universal Music Corp., Artist Publishing Group West, Songs Of Universal Inc., Avocados And Affogatos Music, Cirkut Breaker Llc., Cirkut Breaker Ventures, Grouptherapy...

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..."We are born of love; Love is our mother." "When you look into your mother's eyes, you know that is the purest love you can find on this earth." "A mother is she who can take the place of all others but whose place no one else can take." "Life doesn't come with a manual, it comes with a mother."...

...She is the source through which the child can fulfil his dreams. A mother can assume multiple roles and fill the gaps in a child's life, but no one can take her place. The mother is the greatest influence in her child's life - especially during the formative years***....

...I'm in my bed...

...And you're not here...

...And there's no one to blame but the drink in my wandering hands...

...Forget what I said...

...It's not what I meant...

...And I can't take it back, I can't unpack the baggage you left...

...What am I now? What am I now?...

...What if I'm someone I don't want around?...

...I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling...

...What if I'm down? What if I'm out?...

...What if I'm someone you won't talk about?...

...I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling...

...You said you care...

...And you missed me too...

...And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you...

...And the coffee's out...

...At the Beachwood Cafe...

...And it kills me 'cause I know we've run out of things we can say...

...What am I now? What am I now?...

...What if I'm someone I don't want around?...

...I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling...

...What if I'm down? What if I'm out?...

...What if I'm someone you won't talk about?...

...I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling...

...And I get the feeling that you'll never need me again...

...What am I now? What am I now?...

...What if you're someone I just want around...

...I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling...

...What if I'm down? What if I'm out?...

...What if I'm someone you won't talk about?...

...I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling...

...Source: Musixmatch...

...Songwriters: Thomas Edward Percy Hull / Harry Edward Styles...

...Falling lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Ltd., Hsa Publishing Ltd....

...: ***credit to the owner :...

...ingore please :-)...

...You can't become a decent horseman until you fall off and get up again, a good number of times....

...There's life in a nutshell....

...Most important thing in life is learning how to fall....

...The harder you fall, the heavier your heart; the heavier your heart, the stronger you climb; the stronger you climb, the higher your pedestal....

...Falling in love is like getting hit by a truck and yet not being mortally wounded. just sick to your stomach, high one minute, low the next. Starving hungry but unable to eat. hot, cold, forever horny, full of hope and enthusiasm, with momentary depressions that wipe you out....

...It is also not being able to remove the smile from your face, loving life with a mad passionate intensity, and feeling ten years younger....

...Love does not appear with any warning signs. You fall into it as if pushed from a high diving board. No time to think about what's happening. It's inevitable. An event you can't control. A crazy, heart-stopping, roller-coaster ride that just has to take its course....

...And falling's just another way to fly***....

...I can't find myself...

...I get lost inside my brain...

...I think I might need help, mm...

...But I pushed all of 'em away...

...I took the cards they dealt...

...And there's nothin' I can change...

...So, when I'm by myself...

...I just pray for brighter days...

...Sometimes I sit, and I reminisce 'bout the good times...

...Wish I could get those back...

...I keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind...

...And they go on these tracks...

...I'm not ready to erase all my memories...

...Hmm, I fight depression and I let it get the best of me...

...Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go...

...Look around, there's liquor bottles all on the floor...

...Fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home...

...Drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone...

...I can't find myself...

...I get lost inside my brain...

...Think I might need help...

...But I pushed all of 'em away...

...I took the cards they dealt...

...And there's nothin' I can change...

...So, when I'm by myself...

...I just pray for brighter days...

...These thoughts are drainin' all my energy...

...I try to tell 'em to God, they said, "I'm goin' insane"...

...And then they recommended therapy...

...And I go and talk to a man who's gettin' paid to explain...

...He started sayin' that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain...

...Ain't connectin' to accomplishments associated with movin' on...

...All in life and passive things in life, my heart cannot contain...

...So that happiness won't sustain...

...And he read me my options...

...He said, "Here goes a pill, only take two, eat a meal"...

...And they don't know how I feel...

...I can't find myself (I can't find myself)...

...I get lost inside my brain...

...Think I might need help (think I might need help)...

...But I pushed all of 'em away...

...I took the cards they dealt (took the cards they dealt)...

...And there's nothin' I can change...

...So, when I'm by myself (when I'm by myself)...

...I just pray for brighter days...

...Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?...

...I've got all of my flaws livin' inside of this boat...

...I've been anchored in pain, the weight is makin' me choke...

...It's gettin' harder to breathe, it's pullin' right at my throat...

...I've been hopin' for change, but don't know how to restart...

...They say you ain't a man when you're exposin' your heart...

...Then they say you insane until it tears you apart...

...And then it cuts you so deep, and they can tell by the scars...

...We can only see change when we accept who we are...

...Try to run from the shame, and you will never get far...

...Don't you bottle the pain and live your life in the dark...

...You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star...

...Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression...

...Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards...

...With our God, you can beat all the odds...

...Keep your faith, and you'll never be lost and say...

...I can't find myself...

...I get lost inside my brain...

...Think I might need help (I think I might need help)...

...But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)...

...I took the cards they dealt...

...And there's nothin' I can change...

...So, when I'm by myself...

...I just pray for brighter days...

...

...

...Source: Musixmatch...

...Songwriters: Daniel Nwosu...

...credit to the owner:⁠-⁠)...