Riya!!

Riya wake up!!! You little dinosaur

From where this voice coming oh its my Pooja

My friend since I know me i know her

Pooja: you cleared the JEE(Engineering Entrance Exam) i checked your results, you did it

Me:She hugged me and wishper in my ear you are going to kota for preparation of JEE Advnace

For two months. I will miss you

Ah see really don't know how to wake up some...pooja let me sleep.. Goodnight

Pooa: You little naagin (snake) I brought such a great news but all you want is to sleep

Let's go to market and have fun after that you are going to be buried in books so.. Lets go

Me(Riya) :How much energy do you have just go and charge something with your unlimited energy.. Let me save my energy... 😴😴

Pooja: you are always on energy saving mode, so don't make any excuse you lazy puzzle

Me: Go away 😴😴😴

Pooja : let's celebrate... Before I start my emoitionl torture to you

Me: okay.. But I will not go as I am.. No dress up.

Pooja : okay as you wish

Mom: very good my tiny riya.. Go to kota and work hard.. You need to go to IIT college.. Your father would be very proud

Me: my father an proud Indian army officer he will never be happy. If I join army he will be happy otherwise everything else is worthless in his perspective

Mom: don't think too much.. Go and enjoy today.. You are leaving tomorrow for Kota (A hub of coaching centres in India)

Finally after finishing packing I want to sleep but I am not able to sleep.. The only question in my mind what I want what I really really want.. Like mom say. Go to college get a good job then merry to an Indian Rajpoot that would probably be serving in military then have kids...Raise them good..then merry them to go to same life circles- Then die

That's what I want nooo..

Like half of the human I don't know what I really want but one thing for sure i dont want a simple life of merry-Children -death.

Well for next two months I have to study hard for now that's enough to know.

I don't know how those to months pass with waking up-break 4hrs class - lunch - 4hrsclss-15min snacks break-4-5 hrs class-dinner - notes revision - DDP (daily practice papers) - HC Verma(books of physics) - RD sharma (books of mathematics)

Then sleep of 3-4hrs.. Same cycle everyday day.. Plus Sunday have test too🙄🙄

Waiting for results is most annoying.. Everybody asks same question.. How was the paper.. My same answer.... It was okay okay

Or good

The result day.. I am crying only crying 😢

Now u know why I didn't Crack it.. I failed 😢😢😢

So does everybody's expectations

My Mon can't show off that her daughter is an iitian

My father :don't worry u can join army

Me : I want to be an engineer(that's sound cool)

I wanted to be an engineer don't know why I thought they are cool 😁😁

Dad was sticking on me being army officer and I was sticking to become an engineer.

He said there is an engineer in every house

I said but not in our house, I want it.. want it at any cost, but he wouldn't allow it. He is so sturborn so am i.

One morning I asked him after giving him his favourite coffee, he said doing engineering from private college is not good, if you happen to qualify JEE I will let you go to IIT(well known government college for engineering) but private college their culture, structure is not good, they don't have much discipline

Oh my dear dad don't you trust your daughter

I know i am not as filial but from the childhood you only told me to do what i want, how i want. I have remembered all your teaching by heart

Once morning you said to me"live your life as it yours not as it borrowed "

I know you have big dreams for me but I also have dreams for me please let me do it

He said let see and left

Let see really let see.. I am not good at talking he knows that, i prepared this speech in whole night and what I get" let see" -_-..

My stars ane not in my favour

Well 🤔let's try to convince home minister first so, i rush to mom

Mummy mummy let's go to market it have been long since we have went for shopping.

She said what do you want, I am not helping you it's between you and your dad don't fletter me - _-

I don't know why mom know everything

I am not giving up that easily

Aahhh! You are thinking wrong

Vishal's mom said there is new saree's sell (Indian women dress) in the mart, I thought summers are coming you might need new light febric saree but lets leave it here.- - /

Vishal's mom brought 6 saree, what can we do, you don't need it😒

6 saree she brought 6 i don't believe she is soo miser how can she do that mom said.

I said Mummy the sell is really good you should at least give it a try.

Okay only because you are insisting and mom went to get ready😏

Every girls weakness sells and shopping i smiled 😏😏

I called vishal to bring his mom to mart using same trick.

At the mart my mom waves at someone and said misses shukla you are hear too this time you have to buy full mart.😁😁

I said 🙏 namaste aunty ji, hi vishal what a coincidence we meet here{not so coincidence hunh 😉}

As typical aunty my mom said or vishal what will you do now, which field will you choose before vishal would said anything her mom interrupted he is going to birala institute (a high profile college)

With proud gesture he will persue CS (computer science) engineering then a high profile job his future is set

Today's engineering are ruling words with so many invention I am soo happy he will be one of them my dear golden son

{Ahh.. I always hate the way she talks like she is so superior but today I kinda like it

Aah mom going to get jealous

My plan is working aunt please ask about me too... 🙂🙂)

Aunty said what will riya do {.. here she goes😉.. } she is such a bright child but not as much my vishal

She must do bsc and then marriage. That will be good for her {.. Aunty g you are crossing limits now, mom please say something, get jealous and say that my daughter is not inferior to your son she will become the best engineer... Moooom....}

My mom said vishal is good but my riya comes top in class she will definitely do engineering from best college {.. that's what I want that's what I want haha😁😁.. }

Aunty ji : i know she is good but school studies are nothing compare to engineering studies, she will not handle that much pressure she will drop out in middle it's better not to send her there.

My mom: she is an army brat...she faces everything with smile face {... My mom protecting me and saying good words for me aaah my mom love you thousands times... I will make tea for you today..}

Aunty ji : aah don't take it to heart I am just saying only for her good i also want her happy, I am in hurry vishal father's will come anytime

Mom: okay but from which shop you brought saree

Aunty ji : which saree

I hurriedly said mom we are getting late and winked at vishal so that he can take his mom away

Mom are you okay..

Mom: Okay!!! her son is only going to Birla college its not iit, not even nit but look at her so haughty arrogant. Why i have a daughter like you, you didn't qualify the exam, you even don't know how to cook

{.. Indian mom's logic if you don't know cooking you are not worthy for anything...}

Mom you have said that I am going to college but do you think father will agree,

Don't worry i will talk to your father.

As an obedient daughter i make his evening tea and serve it with his favourite banana chips 🍟, and set near him and said : Daddy.. He said hun! After his reply I said nothing I know he is off so I let college thing on mom's shoulders,

Next morning father comes to me and said do you really want to persue engineering, because when you were child you used to bear my uniform and said dadda when I group I will become like you, an brave army officer, I will fight beside you so I can protect both you and our country. When you were child you want to serve country now suddenly you want to become engineering, I shouldn't have sent you Kota,

Your mom told me last night that she will send you to your desired college at any cost, she argued with me like for an hour so, I told her that I will give you a chance,

You can go to whichever college you want but before that I want an satisfying answer why do you wanna go to that path so, I can be sure that it is just not a flicks, it is something you really want. I don't want you to get regret later, take your time and think 🤔.

After hearing father's words i really thought why i want to become engineering, why I am going against father.

Father was about to leave, I said daddy you know I always want to do something different,

Doing engineering is not different in todays world. I don't know much but one thing that I want Tp participate in the change that is bringing by these people, I want to do something, invent something, want to contribute to this change. Today's technology is really fascinating and fast really admirable, the way we have evolve, we know a tiniest particle quark to the bizarre universe, I want to be a part of this bizarre fascinate world.. .

After hearing this father said you are just mesmerized by science its good but it requires a hell lot of dedication and hard work and a great commitment to never give up.

I smiled and said I know you want me to be with you as much as possible, graduation is required to apply for army officer, so you can take it as my graduation. Then I laughed { because my little victory is almost there..}

😁😁😊

Father laughed you have really grow up now you can trick me with words hahaa Haa

As much as I want a peaceful life for you but I also want you to follow your heart ♥..

I was being selfish I don't want you send to another city, I want you to be infront of my eyes little more because after marriage my little bird will flew away leaving this nest empty and dry😞😞😢for forever. He has teary eyes so do I.

{.. I know for parents children are the only joy their life they spent most of their life on us...}

I hugged him and said i will live forever in your nest😊😊