Heart, heartbeat are two beautiful words when you hear this word. What things first come into your mind: love,feeling, a person but in my case, it's the other way around. When I hear these words, the first thing that comes to my mind is hospital, medicine, surgery. My name is Jini

No no I am not a Doctor I am a patient a heart patient .My heart is useless. The doctor says I need a heart transplant but my grandma is unable to afford it, so it has been going on like this ever since. I have had this disease since middle school after my parents death . When my parents were alive they used to say that I like my grandma, my features, eyes, nose, skin color, and my habits . But they didn't know that I had another thing in common with my grandmother, which was my disease. She died two years ago and since then I have been alone.Now I feel that this disease is better than everyone else, because even if everyone leaves me but my disease has not left me, it is still with me. I am happy in my life because I want to be a fashion designer and I have a small boutique.

Jini(self-talking):   "Jini, now it's time for your work . Do your best, never give up so let's start working ".

?P?: Hey! Jini, good morning.

Jini: Very very good morning, so tell me how I can help you .

?P?: I have a cousin's wedding. So I have to make a dress and I have these buttons open up please fix it a bit.

Jini: Ok you chose colour and materials and here some catalogues chose designs .

?P?: OK, but my dress's buttons .

Jini: OK give me this, I will fix it and you Choose whatever you like .

?P?: jini I selected these things. 

Jini: Hmm, here's your dress ,and give it to me.Here's your receipt. Come here after  two days.

?P?: This is because of that dress and your advance .Ok thank you Jini bye, have a good day. 

 Jini: Bye , have a good day, take care. 

                       (Time skip at night )

Jini(self-talking): aahaaa! mummm! What time is it now? It's already 10p.m. Jini day by day you became so workaholic. Now it's time to go home.                         

Author pov : 

( Tidy up all the messes and close the shutters of the shop and head home those things. )

  (After few minutes)

Jini(self-talking): wait a minute! Am I forgetting something? Oo shi** I have to go to the convenience store now, I completely forgot.

I think I started having problems with my heart along with my head. Along with the heart, it seems that the head will have to be transplanted. Oh! God  finally arrived. 

Jini: Hello ,how are you? 

Shopkeeper : Fine , how are you? 

Jini: Very fit and fine. 

Jini: Very fit and fine. 

 Author pov :

(After a while after doing all the grocery shopping for the house)

Jini:Ok bye ,good night.

Shopkeeper :  bye ,come again ,sweet dreams. 

Jini(self-talking): Wait,RAIN It's raining now, but today it wasn't supposed to rain. Is the universe kidding me? I don't think the rain will stop now. I feel like going home soaking wet like this. 

( 5 minutes late Jini POV)

(I suddenly noticed a mutilated body lying next to a dustbin in the rain in the lane.I immediately ran to see it and found a young man wounded.

I leaned a little towards him.And placed my hand on his chest and felt his heartbeat.After feeling his heartbeat I realised he was not dead yet. He was alive 8 and tried to wake him up. )

Jini:  Hey Mr. Wake up ,hey open your eyes.

(Jini POV)

(Then he opened his eyes and looked into my eyes . For the first time in my life I saw a man so closely and  that was the first time I felt my heartbeat, I felt my weak heart racing like a marathon race. for the first time in my life I felt another rhythm in my heartbeat. Then suddenly I heard some footsteps. Immediately I put my bag in my jacket and I hid with the man in the big garbage bag next to the dustbin.

But still he took one look at me. Which made my heartbeat in a different rhythm again.Then I whispered to him)

Jini: Mr. don't make any noise if you make any noise your enemies catch us.