Have you ever been in love?

people have their own opinions about love, depending on their experience,but one thing is for sure...we all do crazy things for the one we love.

It isn't the sweet sides that makes the story of romance interesting,it is the pain, passion, sacrifices that builds up the story. loving someone takes more than just your words, your whole life and dreams is among the desired efforts.

I've loved someone so much that I'm willing to give up my life just to see her smile and happy. That smile on her face just gives me hope and motivation, the calmness on her voice when she's happy and telling me stories about herself, her childish side that I love caring for all the time, lol I forgot to mention how she's probably a spoilt little brat that makes me do all the chores for her, but I love doing it all the time even when she doesn't ask for it.... I love the way she smells, I'm addicted to her fragrance. The softness of her skin and how smooth it feels when I rub through her skin makes me want to do everything in the world for her, her lips that are sweet as cherry blossom, the warmness of her breath while we kiss and make out, "I love you so much" those are the words she whispers to my ears while we cuddle and **** **** to each other passionately on the sweet and gentle side of our bed. The way she grabs me and hold me tightly just wants to make me dominate her the more.

The way she gets wet for me makes my body vibrates to the tune of her lovely voice when she morns.

You know, it is all sweet and romantic until life comes with the bitter side of love, your heart and body began to experience the chaos going on in your mind and your head, you get lost in between pleasure and pains. First it doesn't seems chaotic but all fun and gentle until life tells you otherwise. The fear of society and family rejections comes in hand with the questioning of self worth, you begin to leave in the shadows of your fears because of what you think people will say when they find out about this forbidden love.... love is always Positive until life situations finds her ways through the doors of your mind.You began to question yourself every single time, and question why everything becomes so difficult each and every passing day? "why are things getting out of hand?" "why the sudden change?" "why is your heart aching anytime you think of her cheating?" "why are you willing to do everything for her even when you don't have enough at the moment" "why is she the only one you can think of and you're loosing control over your own self?".....those are the questions going through your mind when you fall so dip in the ocean of love, that is when responsibilities and anxieties welcomes you into their world with a warm hug of fear and resentment. you begin to think you're not good enough, your minds start playing tricky games with you making you feel low of yourself, wondering why you're not meeting up to the expectations of your lover. you want to be the best in all ways for her, you want her to be your princess, you want her to just sit and relax and enjoy the blossom of your wealth,love and affection, but the chronicles of life's mystery just makes you feel unworthy of her love and less of yourself. You just don't know where to start, you start questioning your stupid self if she still loves you, if she's gonna stay or leave at this moment, you start having trust issues,you start seeing some sides of her you never wanted to see, you'll start to see the importance of money in the world of romance even when she told you money can't buy her love.

Yeah, money can't buy happiness but money can build your happiness. it's a story for another day....the mystery of love and reality remains unknown and unchanged to it's victims..

But still, she'll forever be my princess and I'll always love her and willing to go miles for her.

It is 9:00am in the morning, Didi is all dressed up as her usual manly look. she is wearing a pair of suit trousers with socks, a white shoe and her favorite short sleeve button down shirt that has a color mixture of golden brown and white. She is all ready for classes and also have other motive. "don't tell me you're going to morning classes looking all seductive today"... Danny said with a voice that sounds like a person tired of life and is trying to sleep her *** out before thinking of making any decisions for the day..“as you can see I am, and I'm also going to visit...you already know who after my morning classes,"..Didi replied back with a lively voice, she seems to be really happy and joyful, the tone of her voice shows she is enthusiastic and is ready for the day... " I pray she takes time out for you today, you can't be this dressed and your lady won't be flattered " Danny said trying to tease Didi, but Didi is on her best mood and she acted like she heard nothing."I'm off, see you later in the even, or tomorrow, because I might be busy pleasing my woman the best way I can, ha ha ha" Didi said laughing as she is on a haste to go for her morning classes, she left in a hurry and rushed out of the house, she enters the cab she ordered already, the place she lived is a bit far from school and she had to take a cab because she also don't want to get her clothes stained by the people on the public bus.

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Lectures are getting boring for Didi she looked at the watch on her wrist and it is half past 10:00.All she could think of is her surprise for her princess. She can not wait to get out of class so she can go straight to Lexy's apartment, she had the day planned already,she is working with time, she ordered a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolate for her princess, once it gets to the school gate she'd leave the lecture for her adventure . She never told Lexy she was coming to visit, she wanted to make it special for the both of them, she is planning on surprising Lexy with the beautiful diamond ring.."I know she's going to accept, can't believe I'm about to propose to the love of my life"..she said to herself with a bold smile and confidence, as she stood at the gate with the gift from yesterday and the bouquet of flowers and box of chocolate.

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The cab arrived and she entered.."sorry Ma'am, I'm a bit late because......" the Driver tried to explain but was caught short by excited Didi who wasn't bothered by anything at the moment.."it's okay tho, I don't mind, I just want to reach my destination that's all"... she replied back like a child that was gifted a new toy.

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She arrived at Lexy's apartment, All dressed up and happy, Didi went straight to the door and rang the bell, smiling and waiting for her love to come open for her, she tried ringing for the second time and still no answer, she tried bending the handle to check if the door is locked but to her surprise it was open. "Maybe I'll just go in and wait for her, she might have gone out in a hurry and forgot to lock the door"... She went in and took the gifts to the living room, she is about dropping them on the couch when she heard a sound from the bedroom,.."I wonder who's in the bedroom, did her sister came to visit?" Didi said to herself walking slowly to the bedroom. The door is not locked so she tried to open it and check who is inside..

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Dead shock standing in front of the door, Didi saw her princess laying passionately in bed and making out with the same guy Lexy told her was someone that was helping her out on her project. She cannot believe what she saw, she was confused and broken at the same time, the bouquet of flowers fell from her hand and that was when Lexy realized someone was watching her, Lexy turned around to check who it was and saw Didi standing and staring at her in tears. "Please I can explain"..Lexy said trying to hump out of the bed and run to Didi, but she's too late for Didi had walked out on her and rushed back to the cab. "Babe I'm sorry, please try and listen to me!" Lexy cried out with a yelling voice but Didi is already in the cab. "take me back to my apartment" she said to the driver with a trembling and shaking tone on her voice.

He had to drive off, seeing how Didi was paranoid and he didn't want her to vent her anger on him leaving Lexy behind, she is tying the white duvet around her chest covering the vital parts of her body. "who was that"..Kenneth asked trying to put on his black boxer and pair of Gucci trouser.. "that's my girlfriend and I think you should leave" Lexy replied with an angry voice trying to chase Kenneth out of her apartment. "girlfriend!! you never told me you where into girls and you had a girlfriend".. Kenneth replied trying to make fun of the situation. "it's best if you leave okay, this never should have happened in the first place....

Didi, is still trying to understand why lexy would do such a thing to her, she wanted to go back home to Danny (her roommate) but she thought about the words Danny would say at that moment and it will only hurt her even more, she had to go to a bar to calm herself down, "why did she choose to hurt me this way? I've tried my best to make her happy and it wasn't good enough".... she said to herself drinking the second shut of taquila that she ordered. She was in so much pain seeing the only person she cared about the most betray her.... She has cried the whole day and was lost in confusion and anger, she was feeling betrayed and same time wanted to take her revenge on Roxie, but she thought about the good memories she had with Lexie and was hurting the more...

she had spent her whole day at the bar and there was a girl across the bar that was watching her the whole time, "are you seeing that stud over there? she looks so pretty and cool" the girl was whispering to her friend that came with her to the bar, "yeah I saw her, but I don't think you should approach her, she might be one of those studs that like playing with people's emotions and is probably out here cry because one of her sugar mummies dumped her", the friend said jokingly, "Diane!! stop saying such things, you're just being mean and sarcastic, I'll go and talk to her"... She said and left Diane..... She walked towards Didi and tried to introduce herself, "hello, I'm Jane, I've been watching you from the other end of the bar and was wondering...." she was caught short by the way didi replied, "please just **** off, I'm not in the mood for one of you bitches trying to play sneaky games with me"... Didi was drunk and wasn't seeing clearly or saying things clearly anymore, it was like the influence of the alcohol she took has taken her soul to another planet... "Wow, I can see you're drunk and probably need some lessons to bring you back to your senses" ... Jane whispered to Didi's ear, ..." and what lesson can you possibly teach me?".. Didi asked with a curious and angry tune,... "come with me and find out then".. Jane said smiling and walking back to the position she was sitting, "what have you been saying to that stud?"... Diane asked her friend, "nothing much .. we'll find out soon"... Jane replied sitting and smiling over to Didi's direction, ...

Didi got up and walked towards Jane and Diane, "do you mind if we go somewhere more private and talk?" Didi asked, she's still drunk and her confidence was coming from the influence of the drink. "Sure we can" Jane replied and she stood up immediately, "I'm in one of the rooms in the Hotel opposite the bar so we can go there and talk" Jane replied back, Diane was trying to give her a signal asking her what she was doing, but Jane bluntly ignored and took Didi to the Hotel apartment she was in,... Jane is putting on a very hot and sexy red gown, and she's slim and Very pretty, "Now that we're here what is it you want us to...." she was cut short when did pulled her close and started kissing her... she held her tightly and was about to strip her ***** like a hungry animal trying to devour it's prey....but Diane held back trying to pull herself out from Didi.. "you're a bit hasty and you're hurting me". Diane whispered calmly to Didi.. It was at that point Didi realized she is at a hotel with a stranger and tried to adjust herself. "I'm really sorry, it wasn't intentional, I'm sorry I got you scared, I'll have to take my leave now"... she left Diane in the room and rushed back to the first floor without even letting Diane speak, she took a Taxi home but forgot her Wallet in the room. Diane saw it and picked it up, she saw the name and details of the person written boldly.."hmmm Audrey Dickson, what a nice name, hope to see her soon tho" Diane said with a smile on her face, she kept the card at the table and went to take her bath.....

it is very late and Didi just arrived at the front of her home, the gates of her apartment were locked she had to text her roommate after calling for sometime...."I'm outside please open the gate"...her roommate opened the gate, she is dark in complexion, she had broad eyes and is a bit hairy, she is average height with curvy shape.."you're finally back" she said yarning like someone who just woke up from her beauty sleep. "how did the proposal go? I knew she is going to love the gift you brought for her, all girls love roses and teddy and...." she pursed when she saw the way Didi was looking abnormal and tired..." she didn't show up, and I'm a bit tired, I need to sleep," Didi said trying to pass the entrance of the gate and go to her room. "are you sure you're okay?" Danny asked, seeing how sad she looked.."yeah I'm fine, I just need to rest a little that's all.. Didi replied with a soft voice as she walked pass Danny trying to take off her shoes.