"The night" has started here:

That is the first time I met him in person without anyone only me and him.

I don't really intend to meet him at night but somehow it happened in a blink of an eye.

When he first came and standed in front of me, it's like I totally have forgotten that the place we are standing is our home garden and if anyone came outside we definitely finish in that time but When I see him in front of me i totally forgot what is what and where we are. It's like a dream, a dream that I never imagined a dream that came true out of blue and a dream that is created a particularly "precious" movements in my life.

That night and that movement i will never ever forget it in my life.

And coming to the point _

This is all started with my birthday. In my birthday i'm causally asking him to come and he is like 'ok! I'm coming.' first i thought this was a joke. and until he came and messaged me i don't know he really came.

and I was shaking here not knowing what to do.

And When I finally see him although I can't tell his shirt colour but i can feel his eyes lighting up like stars and they are waiting for me.

He looks so great that I just stood there and keep looking at him like I never seen him before and I kept seeing him without blinking like if I blink my eye lids then he is gonna disappear and it gives me goosebumps. I was so happy that I don't know what to do or what to say.

And you know what - he came to wish me on my birthday but he forgets to wish .

lol! that was a crazy movement.

At that time we both are like two idiots who kept staring at each other without speaking, without doing anything and just only staring like we stare at stars in the midnight where the stars are so beautiful that we dare not to miss it even it is for one second.

That time he kept shaking like a baby but can't do anything to me. he is controlling himself to not look embarrassed because he is too shy to express his feelings.

He is like a giant baby that I never want to keep away myself from.

but now somehow we are not together today and we had a fight that I really miss but don't have a chance to tell him.

"i really miss my giant baby."

He was like a villain who looks like second ml in dramas or novels.

somehow I think I have a thing for second ml"

This guy totally messed up my mind that I only thought of him whatever I do and wherever I am.

He gave me the courage to love someone again and again happily. And I don't really thought that he is the one that I want to love again and again and again ….

But here I'm ingnored by him and reflecting on my self for not controlling my self.

I know this is not gonna work even I reflect on myself now.

but small hope to tell you the truth a little bit greedy for his love and little bit greedy to get all of his love for only myself and alone myself only.

This not only little bit greed but also little bit selfish.

"wait for other episodes to know more about the story and the man I kept thinking about!"