Limited Time: Happiness
Limited time: happiness 1
WHY DO YOU EVEN EXIST!! WHY CAN'T YOU JUST DIE !!???
A PERSON LIKE YOU DESERVE TO SUFFER !
YOU CAN DO NOTHING! JUST A TRASH !
LEARN SOMETHING FROM YOUR COUSIN'S! SEE THEY A FAR FAR BETTER THAN YOU !!
YOU CAN NEVER REACH YOU RELATIVE CHILD SHOE LEVEL ALSO !
I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOU STUDY, I ALWAYS SEE YOU BUSY IN PHONE! HUH? WHAT IS THERE IN YOUR PHONE THAT YOU ARE SO BUSY ??? HUH?
YOUR WRITING ARE JUST USELESS!
YOUR DREAM IS TO BECAME A DOCTOR RIGHT? YOU CAN NEVER ACHIEVE! BECAUSE YOU ARE A FAILURE NOTHING ELSE !
Someone
*keeping her hands on her ears because of remember all those words and voices*
YOUR PAINTINGS ARE JUST USELESS! IN THIS WORLD THERE IS NO CAREER IN ART IF YOU BECOME A FAILURE!
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST DIE ?!
WHY CAN'T YOU JUST DIE ? WHY ?* SHOUTS*
IF YOU NEVER EXISTED THEN THAT FRIST POSITION COULD BE MINE ! ONLY MINE !
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU AADHIRA ! BECAUSE OF YOU I LOST MY POSITION! THAT TROPHY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MINE ! ONLY MINE !
I SAID YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T NOT DRAW THEN WHY THE HELL DID YOU WIN ! WHY ?? * SHOUTS AND STARTED TEARING HER BOOK !*
Aadhira (FL past self)
Ahh! * shouts*
Aadhira (FL past self)
Stop this ! Why does this memories keep coming up why ? * crying*
Someone: * wanted ly drops hot water on her *
Young Aadhira (FL): Ahh! * in pain and shouts *
Someone pushed young 7 years old Aadhira in ground and that someone who gang group started laughing...
That same gang members stole young FL book and tore it and throwed it in dustbin and next day she had same subject exam ... because of her lost book she couldn't learn properly and failed....
Many times she complained to teacher but the teacher said ....
Teacher: Aadhira ... it's just a child matter so what happened huh? you lost your book by your own fault and the pencil , easer and other stationary that was stolen because it's your fault for bringing such good stuff in school...
And Aadhira from next time onwards never ever play because you are very careless and always falls if you get hurt then your beautiful white pale skin will get dirty and do you know how much medicine gets waste on that foreigner like body ....* mocking and teasing her *
THE SCHOOL AADHIRA USED TO STUDY A CHILD FROM CLASS 1 TO 3 WAS FAMOUS FOR AFRICAN AND DARKED SKINNED PEOPLE AND AS AADHIRA HAS VERY PALE AND FOREIGNER LIKE LOOKING MOST OF THEM HATE HER FOR IT ....
THAT 3 YEARS WHERE ENOUGH TO CHANGE YOUNG AADHIRA WHO USED TO BE EXTROVERT, CHEERFUL, ALWAYS HAPPY AND LOVED TO MAKE OTHER HAPPY AND COULD ALWAYS BRING HAPPINESS IN ANY ONES LIFE ....HER WHOLE LIFE TURNED UPSIDE DOWN IN THAT 3 YEARS AND WHEN SHE HAD TO LEAVE THAT SCHOOL BECAUSE OF HER FATHER TRANSFER TO ANOTHER PLACE AADHIRA WAS TURNED INTO A COMPLETE DIFFERENT PERSON WHO THEN BECAUSE A INTROVERT, HATED PEOPLE, COLD AND SMALLS TALKS , SPEND HER MOST TIME IN ANIMAL, PLANTS, PAINTING, LISTING MUSIC AND SPECIAL MANHWA AND WRITING IN NOVELTOON WHICH WAS HER HIDDEN SECRET FROM HER FAMILY....
SHE NOT ONLY SUFFERED IN HER SCHOOL LIFE BUT ALSO HER FAMILY LIFE AS HER PARENTS DIDN'T HAVE A VERY GOOD RELATIONSHIP....AS HER FATHER WAS A CHEATER AND CHEATED WITH MANY DIFFERENT WOMANS BUT NEVER ONES EXECPTED IT AND ALSO TRIED TO SHOW AADHIRA'S MOM WAS HALLUCINATING AND WAS GONE MAD ....NOT ONLY THAT BUT MANY TIME HE HITTED HIS WIFE AND ALSO FORCED THEM TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE ..... AADHIRA WAS USED TO THIS DAILY FIGHT AND DEEP INSIDE SGE WAS DEEPLY BROKEN BUT NEVER SHOWED....
HER PARENTS COULD NOT EVEN DIVORCE AS THEY HAD NO PROVE THEIR AFFAIRS....
AADHIRA LIFE WAS JUST MISERABLE AND SLOWLY, SLOWLY SHE BECAME WEAK IN STUDIES AND LOST ALL CONCENTRATION...MOST OF TIMES SEE WAS SEEN ONLY LISTENING TO MUSIC TO TYPING HER STORIES OR READING MANGA BUT HER PARENTS TAUGHT SHE WAS IN SONE BAD ADDICTIONS....
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I am here with a new story
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This is just the beginning ୧(＾ 〰 ＾)୨
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NOTE : This chapter whatever you read is based on mostly true events...🙂
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And for information sone of my stories I am keeping in hold after fishing stories I will write those ....
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For now I will continue writing:-
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I WILL FOLLOW MY DESTINY:THE BEGINNING
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LIMITED TIME: HAPPINESS
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So thank you for reading 😃💕💕
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Limited time: happiness 2
Like this soon Aadhira again got the taught of self harm , means suicide .....
Aadhira (FL past self)
*thinking*
Aadhira (FL past self)
When I wanted to die last time ....that time I was 9 years old ....but I stopped thinking about mom...then next time I wanted to die was when I was in 10th ....I thought I should remove the word suicide from my dictionary...but it came back again....
Aadhira (FL past self)
Whatever I study it always goes away from my mind ....
Aadhira (FL past self)
Once I used to be a topper then average student then now a complete FAILURE whom the world takes as a burden....
Aadhira (FL past self)
Now mom is also happy as she is quite busy in her work live ....
Aadhira (FL past self)
I always wanted to die in young age because I deserved it... They are always right....I do deserve to die....
Aadhira (FL past self)
Why only do I have to suffer? why only my family is like this ? why am I a failure!
Aadhira (FL past self)
In next life I want a small loving family if possible it should be far away from this cruel world ....I want peace and love of my family! GOD DO YOU HEAR THAT ! I WANT A FAMILY WHO AILL LOVE ME ! I ... ATLEAST WANT A FATHER WHO WILL TRULY LOVE ME WITH A ELDER BROTHER! WHO WILL CARE FOR ME ! AND in this life you gave me a good loving mother...for that I am very thankful GOD !
Aadhira (FL past self)
* took out her paints from her cupboard*
Aadhira (FL past self)
* and started to paint on wall something*
Aadhira started to write her all the sufferings from her childhood till now and how her birth time many of her relatives from her father's side tried to kill her ....and how much she SUFFERED in everything and how she was said by everyone and everything thing ....her all PAIN and SUFFERINGS WHERE EXPRESSED ON THAT WALL...
HOW SOME EVENT IN CHILDHOOD MADE HER IN TO EMOTIONLESS AND PAINLESS PERSON....
Everything...she worte everything with her paints...she what ever paint she cherished from all the years was used in her today's write as she knew she is ready to die now....
OVER PAST YEARS WHEN EVER SHE TAUGHT OF DIEING SHE STOPPED HER SELF ONLY FOR HER MOM ...BUT NOW HER MOM IS HAPPY WITH HER WORK LIFE AND CAREER....SO AADHIRA IS HAPPY TO SEE HER MOM HAPPY.... AADHIRA ALSO THINKS SHE CANNOT ACHIEVE HER AMBITION BECOMING A SURGEON AS SHE IS JUST A BURDEN AND FAILURE .....
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let's continue in next chapter ☺️
Limited time: happiness 3
Aadhira (FL past self)
* sitting and writing her journal*
" 5/11/2030
Today is my birthday, my dear diary....
Today.... I am thinking of doing something special....
I am planning on going to beach for celebrating this painful day of my life ....
~ Yours Aadhira"
Soon within few hours Aadhira reached the beach. As it was winter time no people was there, so it was peaceful... But it had a small house which looked like no one lives there....
Aadhira was wearing a floral skirt which looked very beautiful on her ....she left her long shoulder-length hair open with that she was wearing a bracelet and a beautiful pendant on her neck ....
Aadhira (FL past self)
*sat near the seashore*
Aadhira (FL past self)
Do you know Dar....*talking to the sea*
"Dar" full form is Darling....
Aadhira (FL past self)
This pendant is given to me as a gift from my beautiful mom on my 16th birthday* smiles and talking while playing with sand *
From far someone noticed her ...
Someone
How childish that girl is ...* smiles*
Someone
playing with sand while talking to herself...* laughs*
Someone
Aigoo what am I doing , i am getting distracted. * drinks his juice and started to read his book*
Like this Aadhira kept on talking with her Dar... Means her Darlings, everything thing from plants to animals to sun , moon , sky and so on...
She said each and every thing to her Dar's and in last she broke down and started to cry while saying about her dark painful childhood and past....
Aadhira (FL past self)
* crying but still trying to control her tears and emotions*
Someone
* looks at her * Is she crying?
Uh what for me ...* again started to read his book*
Aadhira (FL past self)
Why does these things only happen in my life ....* crying*
Someone
* getting distracted*
Someone
uh what is happening to me ! Why can't I concentrate! * closes his eyes *
Someone
* breaths in and out*
Someone
Ok so let's listen to music....* goes upstairs*
Aadhira (FL past self)
My Dar sea I know that you never take anything... whatever you take you give back either this side of sea or that side ....
Aadhira (FL past self)
So for the last time will you listen to me my Dar?
Aadhira (FL past self)
Please don't.... return my life 😭....let...hic...let it go away and ...hic....get freedom from....hic ....this ....hic...this pathetic life....hic...* started to cry more *
Aadhira (FL past self)
( I know everyone will live happily after I am gone ....)
Aadhira (FL past self)
And please take..hic. .... away my body where no..hic....no one will ever find me..... please....
Aadhira (FL past self)
* started to walk in the sea*
Thunder started to make its noise and cold wind started to blow....
Aadhira (FL past self)
My Dar make it rain so much that you and sea can devour me in your water that no one ever find my body* while seeing the sky*
Aadhira (FL past self)
* walking more and deeper*
Someone
ahh... my chest why does it hurt so much * remove his earphones*
Someone
It feels like something bad is going to happen....* looks out from the window*
Someone
Uh ? Where is that girl?
Someone
What for me ...maybe she went home... And looks like Storm is going to come I should close the window* goes near it *
Someone
* noticed where she was sitting before*
Someone
She left her belongings here , but why ?
Her bag , shoe, and that shiny thing isn't like a bracelet or a necklace....
Someone
* Suddenly he noticed the sea*
Someone
Uh ....oh So she came here for suicide.... Now she is the 15th person....
Someone
* ignores and closed the window*
Someone
How time I tell this people not to take your own life but still they don't listen to me...I will save them and in last receive a slap , beating or scolding from them .... So what the use of saving them when they want to die so bad .... Any was LIFE IS SO SHORT , THAT YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW WHEN IT CAME TO AN SUDDENLY.
Someone
That why live your life to the fullest like me and killing yourself is a great sin....
Someone
But why is still my chest pain so much ....
Someone
Ahh...god geez I am going .... Going to save this 15th person now ....I think this pain won't stop Until I save this person now ... Gosh * ran outside*
By that time already it was raining heavily and Aadhira was almost at the level of drowning but the sea waves pushed her backward from drowning...
NOTE :- AADHIRA DOES NOT KNOW TO SWIM
Aadhira (FL past self)
I should have done this earlier....but it's still not so late right my Dar ...
Suddenly Thunder strike as if it was replying her....
Aadhira (FL past self)
* smiles and started to move forward more *
Someone
*Huff* finally I came still here it was so difficult to run in this thunderstorm as I almost kept going backwards ....
Someone
* noticed her bracelet and pendant*
Someone
*took her pendant in his hands and noticed that it can be open from middle*
Someone
* he opened it and saw a picture of a small child and a woman*
Someone
* got shocked and started to run towards the sea where Aadhira was going*
Someone
( My ...my first love is alive ! My sunshine! My CHILDHOOD love .....)
Someone
( I have to save her no matter what )
Someone
( I can't lose her again!) * tears started to fall*
Aadhira (FL past self)
* going more deep...*
Someone
( if only I had come earlier... than....)
Someone
(I can't lose her no matter what)
Now the rain got heavier and Aadhira started to drown and with that ,' someone' also started to drown But was almost close to hold her hand , suddenly a big wave came and covered everything and 'he' couldn't hold her hand ....and with that dangerous Storm they both vanished in sea ...only left with a bracelet, shoe , bag on the seashore....
By the next 3 days it stopped raining leaving nothing on the seashore with making the small house broken into pieces.....If anyone was there in that house then that person could not have survived by how much the house was crushed
Now Everything was finished and destroyed....the Two lives ... nobody knows where they are ...alive or dead ....
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