...Everytime the session ends, leaving us sad....

...but again while going in another session it's something new all over again!!!!!...

*But this time it's worse

...~One month ago~...

(Alice and My chats)

10 may 2023

Alice:hey!!! how boring the class is😴

^^^Anna:yup....but the topics are quite serious🙀^^^

Alice:so gotta permission of using social media platform

^^^Anna:oo great, congrats🎉^^^

Alice:thanks ❤

^^^Anna:Then what you are going to do?^^^

Alice: working on that only,then byyy👋

23 may 2023

...Anna:where you had been???...

Alice:hey! I had opened a YouTube channel please subscribe it 😻

^^^Anna: are you serious means have you reconsidered it,as please if you are doing give it your 100%^^^

Alice: subscribe it!!!

28 may 2023

...Anna:why the hell you are not replying??...

Alice:Anna I want to be real... remember last semester we had fight,due to your insecurities as I had maked a new friend from then I was avoiding you.

^^^Anna:Then what about you text hey first if you were avoiding me.^^^

Alice: That's for my YouTube channel as I wanna subscribers.But now if I deleted it why to bother you....

💔

~Present~

^^^Nothing hurts more than losing friends,not even breakup^^^

She and I were close friends,it's hard to digest.Atleast I had Hannah my bestie💠.

...(school bus came)...

I had joined private school bus since 5th means that it's not of school but basically having our school students,as it saves lot of money.

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It was different to come all over again,I was the first one to be picked.Then I saw similar face ofcourse it's my neighbour crystal.And there were many new fellows too.I kept quite today as this is a first day and new atmosphere.But one guy is messing around me here.Actually he is of the same age ,so my concern is if coincidentally he ends up in my section.

No goshhh!!! It's horrible I never wanted my van fellows or tution fellows should be in my class never ever.....

(We reached to school)

As soon as I reached I went to reception to know if Ms.Rose is still our incharge of class 9 grade 3.Actually being old student is not bad because I headed to 3 floor directly as by experience I got to know where my class would be.

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The class was not that empty though I just smiled to each and everyone who were on my way. I noticed Alice *****

I settled myself in corner row at 3rd bench that's what where I love to be.Then I waited for Hanna who turned out to be 5 minutes before assembly bell.

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Downwards class 10 grade 1 was conducting assembly...because it is unusual...Maybe our head thought they might show us what assembly looks like.Not making dig.

Because the worst part is getting to know which new students are getting in your class.And I heard three new girls and 2 new boys are coming in our class.It should not be him 😬!!!!

(in classroom)

Ms.rose entered it was nice to meet her after almost a month.We all greeted her and she smiled as usual charmingly.But for first time I was not pleased with her smile as I was terrified with her words.She said ,"We are going to have to have 3 new girls and 2 new boys in our grade 3 this session." Which was definitely true as per the rumours.Everytime I believed on rumours as they were spread by us only .But it was different this time.Then Ms.Rose said,"Only 2 new boys are here on first days , because actually the girls are from our school state branch only so there classes were already started they need to wrap up."

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Ms.Rose called the 2 boy's who were waiting outside.One boy came and exclaimed with joy,"Hi my name is Lucky,I want to be in journalism.You all should be terrified as for now I want leave you all behind ." He was super fat,not so tall with round spects.I am not body shaming and somewhere fat peoples are cute too.But he seemed to have not brushing teeth and bathing properly.Apart from that I don't like his attitude.Ms.Rose settled him with Dan. RIP Dan!!!!!!😥

Next student came and said straightforwardly, My name is Aaron, nothing much I want to say .But definitely need to include I am Introvert and if I am surrounded with such people who are making me uncomfortable it may lead to social anxiety.He was tall, handsome,with nice complexion and with blue eyes deep as ocean.But I should not think that because of two reasons:-

^^^•He was that annoying fellow of bus.^^^

^^^•I am already staring one boy since 5th.^^^

After hearing his introduction Ms.Rose became worried and asked him to talk with her for minutes.The best part to sit in corner row with Hanna is in corner row no one pays that attention and Hanna can seek any information we want to know.After the new boy came she told me about him that, "He is very famous he is from third branch,and also have contacts with our school fellows."

"He is definitely going to sit with them then."I said.Which was also a relief as that fellows were 2 rows away.

"Actually that's nothing to worry I am just thinking he is influential,so why did he choose our class instead of grade 1." She said.

"It would be that his parents wants him here or his grades would be low, actually sometimes he would also not have choices."I claimed in hurry.

Because it reminded me of the bus he said there he would like to take lessons with me.I thought he was joking.His coming in grade 3 could be for me ?

...----------------...

My overthinking was interrupted,as soon as Ms.Rose said , "Aaron would like to sit with Lucas." No way !!!!!!! it can't be Lucas is my prince charming. I am just staring at him but this jackasss would be around him.Just Hell no why God......?

So , our first lecture was a complete waste of time....... because of those settlements.Ms.Rose made me the head of the class due to my grades and behaviour of last year .Today I did not stared at Lucas atleast for once because of that bloody Aaron. I got irritation by the fact that all girls are fangirling at him.Like seriously? Mostly because of that Sara a typical loser.Actually she is not my friend that's why I had not make that loser judgement. It's basically the image she holds.She is just obsessed with Aaron.

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...It's our first recess. I am sitting towards window.Almost class is empty,I guess just nerdy students are reading around.Aaron just walked towards me.He Is ******* hot.And the way he walks full of sweat........

"shut up! Anna,he is enemy remember."I said in low voice.

He whispers leaning close to me,"As I said I would like to be in same class with you,so here I am."

I said little bit firmly,"So are you here for me?"

He was just going to speak.....but I heard some,"Aww" sound started behind us.When I turned back I saw whole class was listening to us. That's ******* embarrassing.

Aaron shouts at them,"Guys you ruined all moment."

"Was it a moment?"I asked.

He said,"Yeah it was for me."

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Ugh!Sara is hating me.Maybe she would not .....But she is hating me became sure after Stecy told.Stecy is Hanna's mutual friend I never liked her.

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...(In bus)...

I annoyingly opened the door.And sat beside Crystal.She asked me if I was okay. I decided not to split anything as she is not that trustworthy.Then the all fellows including girls started talking about last year.And after sometime I was the topic of the discussion.They were pretty much interested.

Crystal:Anna was the best student last year.

Alexander: Actually yes it was often said as perfect example beauty with Brain.

Clara: Ofcourse, she is perfect at everything.

^^^................^^^

I just ignored them.Because it was not real.I mean that achievements are just the outer layer of my life which is thinner.But seriously I am not that happy or friendly, never had perfect family,and I am just afraid of commitments.Everyone said that I am naturally Beautiful,but I need to just do some nice dress-up and makeovers then everyone would love me more.Enough shit today we will reveal it one by one.

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Session start means my birthday is soon.I hate it I thought of being absent on that day. I grabbed my phone as I soon remembered that Ms.Rose asked me to message Lucas for being a member of student council as he and I would assist each other.

^^^Anna: Hello Lucas.^^^

This is Anna.

Lucas:Hey! Are you our class head.

^^^Anna:Yeah.Glad you know me.^^^

Actually I want you to assist

me in student council.

Lucas:Okay we will see.

...Anna: Thankyou ❤...

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

He was really pleasant.He really knows me great 🤗.

One notification came in my mobile.