Have you ever noticed?

How quickly a second goes by, so quickly that we miss it

Well I have noticed it, you know why? Cause I am that second that was missed.

U must be wondering why tho? Well I am here to guide u with my story

Story of a missed second

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- CHARACTERS -

Name: Jeon Jungkook Age: 19 Is a student of Devatha University, currently single, likes food, painting, studying, his family except his mom. Loves: Taehyung Hates: gold diggers, rapists, sluts, and his mom. HE IS A GAY BISH 💅

Name: Kim Taehyung Age: 19 Is a student of Devatha University, currently single, likes strawberry, bunking classes, his family and friends. Loves: No one Hates: same as jk HE IS A GAY BISH TOO 💅

Name: Park Jimin Age: 19 Is a student of Devatha University currently single, likes mochi, studying, and his friends. Loves: Yoongi Hates: same as jk GAY BISH 💅

Name: Min Yoongi Age: 24 Is uncle of Jungkook, likes sleeping, and sleeping and sleeping and sleeping and well sleeping -_- Loves: In a relationship with Hobi GAY BISH 💅

Name: Jung Heosok Age: 23 He loves spanking Yoongi .... No words Loves: in a relationship with Yoongi GAY BISH 💅

Name: Kim Seokjin ( prefers to be called as WWH ) Age: 43 Father of Taehyung, loves to do dad jokes, likes screaming at his family 👍 Loves: Happily married to Namjoon GAY BISH 💅

Name: Kim Namjoon Age: 45 Father of Taehyung, loves to read and destroy things. Has a secret Loves: Happily married to Jin BISEXUAL BISH 💅

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These are the main characters

Before I start the chapter, I would like to say some of the details of the story: 1. This is not fiction, it's based on real life 2. Its bl, as it is based on real life, boys can't get pregnant. 3. It includes rape contents, abuse etc. 4. Top is tae and bottom is jk

If u r not comfortable with this type of story then u r always welcome to leave but pls don't leave any hate comments

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Love

Love is a strong word, when love is on a journey it brings along pain with it, some people get to the end of the journey to explore the new ways of love, while some get stuck in the middle of the melancholy love...

*jungkook's pov* I thought about this love thing ( that u just read ) in the middle of the class, I love studying but this class?? I just cant, who can when he is here. I blame him 😤 because of him I can't focus in this class, it's his fault HMPH 😤

This was Kim Taehyung, I have loved him since the beginning of the university, but he doesn't know me. I just get so lost looking at him, those hazel like eyes in which I drown, those pearly white skin which I just wanna touch, those lips which makes me feel goosebumps, that voice which makes me feel butterflies inside, that deep voice like the ocean in which I just want to explore more and more..

*end of jungkook's pov*

*after class*

*jungkook's pov* I was walking alone as I don't have any friends in this university, I am popular but I have no real friends. Suddenly I see Taehyung come towards me, eh......WAIT TAEHYUNG COMING TOWARDS ME????? TF WHY IS HE COMING HERE, HELLO??? should I run? No that would look I did it intentionally...WELL I AM DOING IT INTENTIONALLY, ok just calm down , I am sure it's for notes ya it's not that big of a deal

Jungkook was freaking out, because THE KIM TAEHYUNG ASKED EVERYONE FOR HIS NAME???? AND HE WANTED TO TALK TO HIM AHHHH DJDBJDN

Oh..he wanted to ask me this, what did I expect. It just hurts when u expect from people and they crush it without even noticing..

when Jungkook leaves

*jungkook's pov* I hate myself..you know, as a human being, I expect too much. But I have feelings, feelings that I can't control, they go run off wild, and me who is lost between them. I just wanna paint right now, painting is the only thing through which I can tell my feelings and I am gonna do that

Pov ends

Last period being free Jungkook leaves the university and goes off to paint his feelings, feelings that he can't control but can make use of it

Feelings

There are too many feelings to be expressed one by one, because of this , most of the time, all of the feelings that u can't control come out together. Sometimes messy and sometimes paths in which u can get out.

But the most painful feeling is love

Love makes u stronger they said...when?

because I am not, I am dying, I can't take it, I want love and yes I am greedy for it but I am not bad right? Wanting love and being greedy for it is not bad...it shows that u did not have it when u needed it. You might not agree with me but it's what I believe, everyone is selfish for love, let it be emotional love, physical love, affection kind of love, anything.. But every one of us is selfish

Believe it or not

we are.

Even paintings want to have fun~

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It was an another day, in the morning and there was a boy sleeping peacefully, but he woke up due to the warm light

the warm light kissing his face gently waking him up, that warm light making him look so alluring, so appealing, if any one saw him they would be heard over heels for him

The boy slowly waking up, instantly remembers his painting..his painting of the dismal memory. He looks over the painting recalling and processes everything that happened yesterday, memory of melancholy love

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the painting ~

Suddenly the door opens

Jungkook gets freshen up for university, now he is applying his favorite flavour lip balm, strawberry

He is wearing this

he reaches downstairs and sits down beside his little brother

She coughs to gain attention

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And here comes the awkward silence

- after breakfast -

Yeonjun isn't going to his school as he has holiday but kookie doesn't as he is senior

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while sitting on the bus, Jungkook thinks, what's the point of life anymore? I have feelings for someone who doesn't even know me, I don't have friends, I don't have anyone to share my feelings with. It's like I am alone, alone in this dark world, I walk endlessly trying to find that person, that light through which I can finally let go of this burden of my shoulders. A person who gets me, who asks me how am I, who will listen to me....but I have no one, not even my family. Will I ever find that person? Who makes me happy? I don't know, but I hope I do cause right now I am bleeding, bleeding deeply and I need someone to heal this big scar on my heart, this big scar that my heart can't even heal.

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As I reach the school, I get of the bus and go to my class. As I walk through the hall, I can just sense people don't like me, why? What did I ever do to them? I am a person who stays within myself, I don't even talk to them so why do they judge me like that??? Tell me!!?? Why? .... I hate myself, I hate how easily I let them judge me even though I know I am not what they call me..i let them walk over me, why? Because I am weak, everyone in this life wants someone whom u can be comfortable with. And most of them have, but what about me? What about us who don't have? don't we deserve love too? DONT I DESERVE SOMEONE WHO CARES FOR ME!?

I guess I don't if I did , god would have sent me someone

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As I reach the class, I go to my seat which is beside the window , I sit there alone, I don't have a partner.

I wait for the teacher to start the class when suddenly someone barges inside the class, he looks kind of familiar

Oh it's Taehyung, nice..WAIT TF TAEHYUNG??? Wait, he must have come for work with the teacher. Don't get ur hopes high jungkook, it's not like it ever actually happens ....

... WHAT? WHY? HOW? WHEN?

This is what jungkook thought

ME? WHY? I WOULDNT EVEN WANT TO SIT WITH ME SO WHY IS HE??

so he is going to sit with me ... IEBEHDKNEHDIDD AHHHHHHHHH I AM BLUSHINGGGGGG Ahem, while Jungkook fangirls Taehyung walks up to him and taps on his shoulder

As he looks up, he gets mesmerized

He just looks so heavenly handsome with that boxy smile, that cute sweater showing off his neck area that he just wants to bite, the whole him just looks so .... Beautiful

After class

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