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The night was cold, a slow hum of the pitter-patter of rain on the windows kept the ambience alive. Amid this tranquillity, chaos breathes inside his head. He lay down with an exasperated sigh. the bed was so warm, a striking contrast to this gloomy essence that seems to spread like tiny dust embracing everything in its clutches.

Face towards the ceiling, he watched the fan slowly rotating doing its best to provide a little cooling to ease the heat inside his head maybe, which was honestly useless. Useless, because of this temperature and just like his thoughts.

An ugly emotion crept up his heart as he dwelled further on degrading himself. With how eerie the night has become, the sound of the clock outside in the hallway seemed too loud. When did everything change, he questioned himself. Although he knew the answer by now, he still needed to remind himself.

The feelings that he treasured so much, the bond that he was proud of, the home which once seemed like heaven, now have shackled him, like a bone stuck in the throat. Everything was his fault, he knew but he nonetheless continued to maintain his facade. A facade of a good person, when in honesty, he was loathful. He was disgusted with himself for harbouring these impure thoughts.

The sound of the bell halted his chain of beliefs. He quickly covered himself with the duvet and closed his eyes as he focused on the noises that filled the house. He is back, the sole impression of his self-loathing. Min yoongi, his best friend, his saviour and his everything.