MY FIRST LOVE" Written by: Yuna (Episode 1) While I was on cellphone, I thought of opening ml. Because I didn't feel like playing, I just chatted on world chat and I didn't think anyone would reply. Actually, many people replied but only one caught my attention. He was Kevin. He said hi and I replied immediately. Then he followed me and I followed him back. We got to know each other and it didn't take long, we became friends. So as a friend, he asked me what my fb account was so that we could chat and I immediately answered. After that, he added me on fb and we talked. As time went on, I felt something strange for him. When it's time for him to turn on, all of a sudden I get annoyed and what do I think like maybe he doesn't want to talk to me anymore or blaa...blaa...blaa. Suddenly Kevin doesn't give me any hints for a few days. I often open on FB because I'm taking the risk that he's going to make his feelings known but he hasn't yet. I wondered what was happening. I was sad because when I got used to him, he would leave without saying goodbye.-----------

MY FIRST LOVE" Written by: Yuna (Episode 2) How many days past, he suddenly came back. He immediately apologized because he was only on now. And he told me the reason why he was only now. Immediately I understood it. I was very happy because he came back. And after that, our conversation went back to the way it was before. I know we're friends, but my feelings for him are different from other boy best friends I have. My feelings for him I just felt this beautiful feeling. So I said to my self, Am I in love with him? Ohh noo! It's not possible. I can't be in love. I promised my parents that I won't fall in love with anyone, especially to him because I haven't seen him yet. Since I met him, I seem to look at love differently. I asked myself, "is this the appointed time for us?", "Is he the person for 'kin?" But I'm still too young for this kind of thing. I'm just confused. ────

MY FIRST LOVE" Written by: Yuna (Episode 3) I was even more confused when he confessed to me. He said that he likes me. He said it started when he came back. He said it was one of the reasons why he came back. I was suddenly shocked by what he said. I didn't know what to say, so I just said, "Are you serious? You're just joking right? Then laugh. And he immediately said that he was sincere. He said that what he was saying was not a joke. So I couldn't move even more. He must have noticed that I didn't reply him so he chatted again. On chat: Kevin: hey Zaf! Are you okay? Are you still there? Did I say something you didn't like? Why didn't you reply? Zafie: Oh sorry. I was just shocked by what you said huhu. It's my first time to experience it. Kevin: ahh that's right HAHAHA. So may I ask you Zaf? Zafie: yeah sure Kevin. What is it? Kevin: Can I court you? Zafie: wh-whattt? Are you serious? Kevin: yeah Zaf, like what I said. I couldn't say anything anymore so I waited for him for a few hours before he answered. ────

MY FIRST LOVE" Written by: Yuna (Episode 4) 2 hours later, I replied to him. I said, I'm sorry but I can't yet. I have an strict parents and I promised them that I won't have a b-bf first. . And he understood that. He said, he's ready to wait until it's possible. But because I also want to experience having a bf, I answered him. I said yes with him. And he said, are you sure? So let's go. And I just laughed. We were really happy during those days because finally, we were. But I still can't get rid of my guilt because I had a relationship without even permission from my parents. But they said to myself, they won't know because we are in LDR. So I decided to make our relationship secret. I promised myself that I won't take him seriously but as time goes by, I love him more and more. I can't seem to keep the promise I told myself that I won't take him seriously because I can't handle being without him anymore. We're almost 1 month old. But since we became one, many things have changed. He has been online for a long time and then when he is online, he goes out very quickly. It's like he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. 

MY FIRST LOVE" Written by: Yuna (Episode 5) One day, I caught up with him online. I asked him if something happened. Why does it seem like something is different? Is there something else? And he immediately replied. He said that no one else. He just got busy so he didn't go online often. I said, got busy? You're always open on ml ah. Is that what's busy? And he didn't pay attention to it. Before he went out, he said to He just turned on our montharry again which made me angry. I wanted to say and ask him a lot more but he is already out. November 3, 2022, our 1st montharry. He has fulfilled his promise to do o - he's on. On chat: Kevin: happy monthsarry love! I love you so much. Zafie: happy monthsarry love too! Why are you only now? Kevin: I've been busy, besides, I kept my promise to I'm going to turn on now. Zafie: yeah, you did it. But does that mean, after this day when you want to turn on again, you'll only turn on then? Is there a problem Kevin? He couldn't answer it again because he suddenly went out again. It's like he's avoiding my questions. Our RS is so messed up.

MY FIRST LOVE" Written by: Yuna (Episode 6) Many days have passed, but nothing has changed. He is still the same. He was last online when we were together for 1 month. After that, there was no sign of him. Many things come to my mind. which is not good. I'm thinking that maybe he's just playing with me. Of course we're in an LDR, it's not far for him to do that. But even though that's what I'm thinking, I still waited for him to come back and when he comes back, I'll ask him if One day, he went online. I didn't ask the things I wanted to ask him anymore because he has reasons why he is here now. There was nothing I could do but believe. For when I came to him I felt stupid. I never thought that I would be stupid just because of a man I have never met. We are almost 2 months old. I can't take what is happening to me anymore. Even if it hurts, I have made a decision I'm about to break up with him the very month we say goodbye.

Hmmm let me see Episode 4/5/6 chapter 6 is the end of the story I'm so superb sorry cuz it's just a short story... and I'm so superb busy right now can't write another story. support me even when I have no story huhuhuhh....🤧