A sweet voice and scent.

By now, I've realized that my body is filled with all sorts of scents. We're so close that there's no space between us. A tingling exquisitely sweet feeling fills me. A nostalgic voice is calling my name.

Abruptly, my eyes open with a clean slate. I'm in my room all alone.

Looks like I've been dreaming. I sit up. It's so sudden the tears come, for some reason I'm crying.

And I can never forget what I was dreaming about.

I wipe my tears, get out of bed, leave my room, and head to wash my face. I grazed into the mirror, my reflection stares back she seems unhappy.

I do my hair, then put on my suit. And went to the station take the bus. Leaning against the window, I watch the scenery, the scenery never change and everyday is full of surprises, a spring sky, a hundred people crossing road, the road seems busy, suddenly I caught sight of him after 5 years he was in good spirits as always.

Before I know it I was looking for him. Only him.

It's been so long he might have forgotten me. Maybe I should try to forget him.

\* \* \*

Now, someone calling my name, but I'm still sleepy I don't want to answer.

The voice is calling my name as if she's about to kill me. I think I heard this voice somewhere she seems someone I know but who. The moment I open my eyes Lumlum was standing in front of me with a pair of wide eyes.

"What're you doin'?"

I give her my honest reply.

"I was just thinking about him, you know he is here".

Haaah.....

"......?"

I look at her she look so angry and annoyed.

"What..... What Do u mean He is here, maybe it's just your imagination".

Come to think of it, it's been 5years.

"Emm... I can't forget those feelings in my heart. I'm waiting for him".

"And u still can't let him go?" I can't take it anymore, she scream.

She sure something else today, screaming all of a sudden like that.

I inspects her suspiciously, seriously, what's the matter with her? It's creepy.

Ding-dong-ding-doong.

Suddenly, extremely loud voice over the door come. The voice belong to my friend Amy.

She look so cute and sexy like a foxy with her ponytail and straight accross bangs. So.. cute!

"Hurry up and get ready," she grumble.

"Why?"

"You don't remember?"

"....No."

"For real?"

"Yes."

"C'mon, how can you forgot that we have reunion party today. They chorus.

".....I don't want to go". I frown.

Lumlum speak up "she probably stressed that's all. Right?"

Stressed?

"Wait, hold it.. what's all this about?"

"Emm he is back, that why she is like this."

\* \* \*

This is so stupid, why did I even listen to their nonsense. And came here.

"Rosie!"

Suddenly, a voice booms out. My breath catches in my throat.

I don't believe this, why he is here.

I turn beet red, it's so unfair that I almost start crying. I want to run.

He shout at me. The whole crowds turns to look at me.

This could not be worse. The crowd is whispering. The background music that was playing a min ago has disappeared, and without a soundtrack, it's absolutely suffocating place. I want to leave this place.

"Why are you acting like you had amnesia or something".

"Have you forgotten me or what".

Flustered, I try to reply back... But something really is off here. I can't speak up a word.

"Mm.. who are you, Sir you got the wrong person."

"No way, are you serious!" Why are you doing this to me.

"I'm heading' home." I bid my farewell to him.

"You seriously don't have to! Actually, don't you dare to go." He warn me and hold my hand.

"What? What are you doing someone might see us behaved yourself."

"I can't."

"I like this version of you better, you've changed." He whisper.

"Forget about all this. Wanna stop at my place." He grin.

Ohh my heart! His smile is absolutely unbeatable. It make me want to give him everything. I've realized that I'm falling for him again.

Slowly, I extend my hand toward him and hug him. I took a step down and kiss his neck and then slowly kiss him leaving love bites on his neck.

\* \* \*

"Aww.. can't wait anymore, I wanna do it." He smirk.

He took off his shirt and started to kiss me on my necks and bite me near my neckline and then he slowly carry me up.

He make me sit on a table and then gently his hand move towards my shirt and then slowly unbuttoned it. He hold me up and then he took me in the bedroom, gently throw me to the bed.

He again started to kiss me from my feet, then slowly he move up to kiss my belly.

"Aaa..Augh....."

"Ughh..mmmm.."

I started to ****, taking some long breathing.

I try my best not to make sound. But the way he touch me down there, I can't stop.

I wrap my arm around his body, hugging him.

Tears spill over. Plump teardrops fall relentlessly from my eyes.

"You want me to stop?"

"N—no." I say something really boneheaded.

His expression fading — I can't see it clearly.

Everything about him is warm.

I don't recognise that ringtone.

I'm still sleepy, I'm going right back to sleep.

I grope for the smartphone I know I put beside my pillow.

Grr, where'd I put it? That alarm is so noisy.

"____Ow! It's hurt."

My back Ow, ow, ow.. it's hurt so much. Even though it hurts, I don't wake up.

"Did I fall out of bed or what?"

I finally open my eyes.

The room is completely unfamiliar.

Huh?

Where is this place.

"Where am I....?"

Did I sleep over somewhere last night?

The moment I start murmur, my throat is bone-dry, I notice a strange mark on my body, it's all over my body "is this hickey" I scream.

I try to get up but my leg gave me out, it's hurt so much that I can't even move from the bed.

"Rosie, are you up?"

Abruptly, a man voice calls from somewhere.

The voice come from the bathroom.

"I'm sorry did I wake you up!"

"I'm heading out. There's soup— go ahead and finish it off". He glance at me.

My eyes were riveted to his face. The view leaves me breathless.

I inhale deeply, as if looking at the sun.

"Hey, where did you buy this stuff?" I murmur.

"You want something else?" He came closer, but when I try to get up my waist and my legs it's hurt so much that I can't move. I fall over to the bed.

"Are you okay, did you hurt somewhere ?" He seems worried.

"Why are you here?"

"Ahh.. about that I got an invitation. Well not just because of the party."

"Then why."

"For her."

In that moment, I feel a tense, squeezing pain all over, as though something inside me has taken hold my heart. This is wrong. We can't possibly be together just because he is back.

I start getting nervous.

"Uh, I mean, um.... about yesterday......"

I turn red.

"You don't need to say anything I understand. We're adult just don't take it seriously."

"Huh... Wait, no way__ seriously?" He frown.

"Emm and I don't even remember..."

"Don't gimme that crap!"

"I know you still have a feeling for me."

"What about you, do you ever love me." Inside, I'm crying my eyes out.

"Ofcourse, you idiot. I love you."

He glance at me and whispers, " I've got this!"

He hold me up. As he speak, he looks me right in the eye. His long eyelashes, and his sexy voice sends a tickle down my back.

"I love you." I instinctively tell him.

My cheeks flush a little, and I hastily look down.

"It's even cuter than it was before!"

As I try to say something, a yawn slips out. Starting to get sleepy.

* * *

The birds are energetically twittering again this morning, peaceful as usual. The sun rises from the edge of the mountain. I've just woken up.

I know there's a boy named Jamie who lives far from me. We've just started communicating with each other everyday, every mins.

But I have this strange sense that tells me that oneday I might gonna fall in love with him.

We've been texting, but for some reason we never try to call each other.

Our memories of time we spend together, it feels like a lucid dream.

We both keep each other's lives intact and undisturbed.

All of a sudden....

We start dating.

Unfortunately, we don't live in same city. And we never get a chance to go on dates.

We might not be in same city but we're grateful that we talk to each other everyday.

Sometimes it's kinda fell lonely not having him by my side.

After 6 months of dating we finally decided to meet for the first time.

Even though it's a weekend, the area around station is still lively. I arrived ten minutes to spare. As I catch my breath, I check my phone to make sure.

I started looking for him.

....I'm on a date with him. Not only that, this is my first date ever. A first date with him....!

"Sorry. Did I keep you waiting?"

"No, I wasn't waiting! Uh, I mean, yes I was!....."

What's with that question?!

If I tell him I waited, I might make him feel bad, and if I tell her I wasn't waiting, then he might think I was late. Aaagh!

Flustered, I look up. He is standing right there,.....!

He looks incredible handsome. Tall, skinny Jamie with his burr cut.

Mechanically, I open my mouth. Even so, no word come out.

"I blew it."

"....Are you hungry? We could go get something to eat—"