Dad will things be the same if we've been brought up in a city? Will mom make up her mind with us if things get resolved? Why ? Am I a burden to you too dad? .... She got flashback through last night when her mom left her dad for some other man. It gets colder when your warm house turns into a shabby house, dad with a drunk smile on his face looks older when mom's left him with a broken heart that no one's going to make it worth like she used to do it on her own way.

...Dad ? Stand up it getting colder you will get cold if you are like this-with that sad smile on his face Dawn did I make a mistake? Why did she leave me? Did I do something so wrong to deserve this much pain? No dad you don't do anything wrong she's just … I really don't know why it has to be like this. I just don't understand her thoughts mom's left house because she's in love with someone else maybe we don't deserve her,and she doesn't deserve us too with so many things to say I got stuck up with my emotions and feelings nothing can't be done even if you try figuring out where the problem lies.Dad you did your best to let mom stay someday she will regret her own decision dad so let's get you to bed dad ; Dad was crying out so much pain that I can't look at him anymore the more I look at him, I saw that he loves mom too much that it hurts when you try to let it go but still it gets hard to explain the pain he's getting through throughout his life....

****it's been a week since mom left, I've been trying to figure it out what to do with my life lately but things get harder since mom left. I Miss her but if I say it out, what about dad feelings with that I have to abury my own feelings which is hard to overcome but still try my best if things get better. These days dad has been smiling more and more because of Lany...During hard times Lany has always been there for me and dad without him it will be a dead situation..Dawn what are you doing? come here - why? Why should I come over Lany? I'm cleaning the dishes what's wrong? Dawn you don't have to worry you can clean after this- Dad and I've been thinking you should move into the dormitory your exams are near and this is a chance to get good grades and study in a good university...what are you talking about lany! I won't leave dad he'll be lonely without me and who will do house chores while I'm gone who's going to take care of him? Dawn I can take care of myself you don't have to worry - no dad I'm worried if something goes wrong I can't take it.Dawn your dad's going to be fine you're just a teenager and look at him he's not some old flunk , Dawn you can come over during weekends and I really want you to get a good grades think of me and go ...Lany can take care of me while you are gone...if he doesn't I'm done with him with that evil laugh he makes me feel like I'm some young kids trying to distract dads**** openion.

Brother Lany please take care of dad while I'm gone ,even though he's stubborn I know you'll take care of him like your own dad. Sure that's my duty_Dawn when you need something just tell me I'll be right there for you even if things get hard, so please don't hide your feelings I know it's hard so please.... Brother don't worry I know from now I won't tell dad I'll come by the weekend. Take care of yourself bye I'll be going....you know I love you right DAWN? Yeah,!² I know,, and I'm grateful for that see you this weekend bye for real with that I left him waving at me at a distance knowing I'll miss him like I always do. Wow!, these look like a good one ...I've always wanted to live in a dorm with a nice roommate but mom's always opposed with living outside but now here I am looking for my dormitory maybe even though I hate mom leaving me I get my freedom living outside haha what am I thinking? OMG am I in the wrong way? I have to find my way out where the girls dormitories are or else I have to be late for my interview.oh hi!! Can I ask where the dormitories are?? Oh!! yeah turn left there will be a canteen then turn right you'll find there. Oh!! thank you so much! Not a problem good luck girl. Yeah!! thanks; Ma'am I am here for my room keys here is my room no.****. Here you go girl you're late why? Your roommates have been waiting for you, she's curious what you will look like hahahahaha _ do I meet your expectations ma'am? Yeah by the way what's your name girl? Oh! it's Dawn ma'am ; what a nice name ! You must be a good kid from your look or do I say wrongly? I don't know but thanks ma'am Ill be on my way see you later!! . That was really awkward but looks like she's a good one but needs to be careful when she's around I can smell something fishy . Hello? Oh! Hi I'm your new roommate Dawn by the way and what's - oh yeah I'm Anne nice to meet you hope we get along well ha? well that should be my line . Oh well I gotta go I've an interview at 7pm when I come back I'll unpack my things; oh! Wait today there's a welcome party at Happy Club so I'll be waiting for you. Yeah if I can make it but I'm not that sure so don't wait up I'll see you there in happy clubs see you later. ***** ….Anne I don't think she will be coming it's already late let's go inside...Martin let's wait for a bit oh! There she's Dawn here! Oh damn she looks beautiful Anne you better make me look good when she's here; why? You're not that attractive will she notice you?**

Anne !!! Am i late? Hell yeah we've been waiting for you like decades maybe you should treat us another.... Martin shut up!! Will you??! No you are on time Dawn shall we go ahead the party is starting...okay ? And your name is ??? Me !! I'm Martin by the way I'm sorry for being rude … No you're not_ it's me I'm the one who's late sorry you've to wait for me, nice meeting you. Dawn can I get your… Martin gets away from here you're making things awkward for me sorry Dawn, go enjoy yourself out there don't come over here Martin before you taste my fist again or else … Anne why are you so angry ? Are you jealous? People may think we're lovers…OMG don't you have any shame Martin...hey² don't, we're in the club !!!okay² I'm going bye Dawn take care beauty; Sorry Dawn he's always like this let's go for karaoke. Which song do you prefer? I'm okay with any song ; okay I'll choose Be alright by Dean Lewis

*****....

.. So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent

And I know it wasn't right, but it was messing with my head

And everything deleted like the past, yeah, it was gone

And when I touched your face, I could tell you're moving on

But it's not the fact that you kissed him yesterday

It's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake

And everything I know tells me that I should walk away

But I just want to stay

And my friend said

"I know you love her, but it's over, mate

It doesn't matter, put the phone away

It's never easy to walk away, let her go

It'll be okay

It's gonna hurt for a bit of time

So bottoms up, let's forget tonight

You'll find another and you'll be just fine

Let her go" .....

I could feel the song of the writer ,it's so sad when you love someone deeply, you easily get betrayed by that person and It hurts more than anything, that reminds me of my dad when mom left me and dad** . Everyone got emotional when we sang that song , even one of them shouted "today we're not allowed to be broken" and everyone laughed and suddenly the environment changed. All new members are really good at reading the situation where we are in. Dawn is this your first time going to a club?? Says Anne; With an awkward smile I ....yeah is it obvious? No I just feel like you don't belong in this kind of thing. Anne I need to use the restroom for a while can you excuse me? Yeah go ahead I'll be right here if you need me ok! but don't get lost little one . I feel dizzy but still try to make it work to the restroom cause I don't wanna any trouble it will only get more trouble..... (stranger)Hey! lady want some drinks ? it's on me come here let's get a chance together while the night is young ha;(dawn )sorry I'm not interested maybe we can catch up later, Lady this is the right time to ..(stranger says) ... sorry, maybe... before I could think of something else someone behind me held my hands and said babe where have you been ? I've been searching for you and who are?????....(Stranger) sorry we thought she was available.. enjoyed your night gentleman ... With a fierce face he shoo them away...but looking at him he's hot, that dreamy blue eyes and those lips I can tell he's not some one to deal with... before I could think of something else he held me tight and said are you usually like this young lady??...(Dawn)No...I was trying to go*** Damn you're something else,(Dawn)what?? Sorry! thanks for your help but I can handle myself.. please if you will..**