This Time I Won't Love You
Died?
My name is Yui, I got married to a total monster his name is Austin
We're friends since we're young our age was around 13 years old when we both became friend
He was telling me all of his secrets, one of it was when he has a huge secret crush on a guy 2 year older than him
When he told me about his crush my heart went tighten, I feel I was rejected even though I didn't even confess my feelings yet
The name of his crush was zian
Zian eyes was kind of similar to me that's why Austin sometimes calling me Zian while looking at my eyes
Not until his grandma and father talked to me and wanted me to marry Austin
When I saw Austin at that time he was just quiet and didn't dared to speak to me
When we both got married he totally change he ignores me, gave me a cold shoulder, and always mad
Even so we're married for around 4 years, I didn't expect that he has a relationship with "Zian"
He always bought Zian to our house, I didn't dare to question him about that or else he might get mad...
He gave him luxurious things and he gave him all of his time and attention which is he never did to me any of those
There's a time that he was so furious maybe the two of them fight, he went to my bedroom and start hurting me
Few days has passed at that time, I've got a news that Zian and Austin broke up
And i didn't expect that he'll come drunk at my room at that night, he start touching me...
I was disgusted even so i liked him before doesn't mean i will like his force touch
He start touching me until he touch my thing... He looked at me in shocked and say that I was "INTERSEX?"
Everyday he was abusing me and touching me without my consent, I also got pregnant but at the same time i got miscarriage because he keep hurting and räping me
I feel like i was no one, he didn't think of me as a human
I feel like i'm embracing all of the darkness, i feel so lonely, i feel like he won't come back as what he used to
I don't know why he have to hurt me...
Is it because he married me instead of Zian?
Why can't he tell me directly instead?
I didn't even think that I can divorce him.. Stupid right
From the top of my head to the bottom of my feet I was hurt all over of it
He killed our child, he räpe me, and even abuse me
I didn't think of anything but killing myself, I forgot that I have a brother who loves me
At the end i died yet my brother went to my death and keep crying all day
Yui (Mc)
Huff... *Panting*
Yui (Mc)
W-What just happened? *Blink Blink*
Yui (Mc)
I feel so healthy...?
Yui (Mc)
I-Is this a dream?
Yui (Mc)
If this is a dream then that means I am still in Austin house?! 😨
Yui start looking at the room
But he saw it wasn't his room at Austin house
Yui quickly ran to the bathroom and start looking at his face and body through the mirror
Yui (Mc)
I look so young...
*Caressing his face*
Yui start looking for a calendar to see what date today
Yui (Mc)
This year, I was still a student?! *Shocked*
Adriel Sal
*Worried Voice* Yui...
Adriel Sal
How are you Yui?
Yui (Mc)
I'm good... *Still in midst of shocked*
Adriel Sal
I think you were cold...
Adriel Sal
It's because you just fell on the water while you fell on the pool while playing with your friends
Yui (Mc)
..... (Ah right...)
Yui (Mc)
(They totally betrayed me...)
Adriel Sal
Do you feel dizzy?
Adriel Sal
I saw what they did to you... *Hold Yui hand*
Adriel Sal
They pushed you and didn't even help you
Adriel Sal
Why are you such an idiot?
Adriel Sal
I already told you don't make any friends all of them just using you...
Adriel Sal
*Jolt* Y..you won't protect them?
Yui (Mc)
I trust you, you're telling the truth
Adriel Sal
ARE YOU REALLY MY BABY BROTHER YUI? 🙀🙀
Adriel Sal
*Chuckles* Cute...
Yui (Mc)
I'm not cute, i'm handsome *Confident*
Looking so scared
Adriel Sal
*ruffles Yui hair*
Adriel Sal
Be careful next time.
Adriel Sal
You should take a rest for a while.
Yui (Mc)
But my school...?
Adriel Sal
I'll call your teacher
Adriel Sal
Also don't prioritize your study, think about your health first.
Adriel Sal
You're making me worried.
Yui (Mc)
Brother you look so cute when you're worried.
Adriel Sal
Take my words seriously brat.
Adriel Sal
I will leave first.
Adriel Sal
I still have work to do in my office, don't forget to eat and drink your medicine.
Adriel Sal
If something happens just call me.
Yui (Mc)
(He's so worried)💭
Adriel was about to leave but then he stopped and turn around then looked at Yui
Adriel Sal
Don't you dare call any of your friends to come and visit you.
Adriel Sal
Sorry about stopping you from coming to Austin's house.
Adriel Sal
I'm just worried, even though he was your friend since you're 13 years old.
Adriel Sal
😟 You know i'm just worried that if he or anyone might know about your sex...
Adriel Sal
They might treat you so bad...
Yui (Mc)
I understand, sir!
Adriel Sal
I'm sure you're not taking my words seriously brat.
Adriel Sal
*Leave the room*
Yui (Mc)
I'm so lucky to have you brother...
Yui (Mc)
While I am stupid for not listening to you before...
Yui (Mc)
*open the door* ?
Yui (Mc)
Y..youu.. *Shivers*
Yui (Mc)
W-What are you doing here...
Yui was too shocked, scared, and his voice was trembling in fear
Austin (Ml)
Why are you trembling and looking so scared ?
Yui (Mc)
(It's alright... He can still be my friends but not more than that...)💭
Austin (Ml)
Adriel told me, it was your friends fault.
Yui (Mc)
But forget about it
Yui (Mc)
It's just a small matter
Austin (Ml)
What small matter?
Austin (Ml)
You know how worried your brother? You know how worried am I?!!
Yui (Mc)
(If i still like him i would be jumping in happiness because he was worried right now, he's showing this kind of expression as if he like me)💭
Austin (Ml)
Don't be careless Yui
Austin (Ml)
We're really worried
Yui (Mc)
But you don't have to worry that much.
Austin (Ml)
*Kiss his forehead*
Yui (Mc)
(Such a flirty..)💭
Yui (Mc)
(He act like this but he's just flirting)💭
Yui (Mc)
Stop being flirty, Austin
Yui (Mc)
If someone sees you being like this they might misunderstood you that you like me.
Austin (Ml)
Why? Don't you want to~
Austin (Ml)
Let me come inside your house. 😸😸
Yui (Mc)
You don't have to
Yui (Mc)
I think you're busy, you should go back now.
Austin (Ml)
Hey, why i feel like you're pushing me away?
Cook
Austin (Ml)
*already went inside*
Yui (Mc)
Austin!! Don't play around.
Yui (Mc)
Go back to your house.
Yui (Mc)
I don't have a time to play right now.
Austin (Ml)
I'm not going to play Yui.
Austin (Ml)
I'm gonna take care of you.. 😘😘
Yui (Mc)
(Ahhh... He's such a real flirt)💭
Yui (Mc)
(No one dare i'm so stupid back then)💭
Yui (Mc)
(But looking at him right now... He look so innocent and can't even kill a mosquito but i'm totally wrong..)💭
Austin (Ml)
Are you hungry?
Austin (Ml)
Let me cook for you
Yui (Mc)
I'm not hungry Austin.
Yui (Mc)
Leave now, i'm not in a mood dude.
Austin (Ml)
How could you be so mean to your best friend?!!
Yui (Mc)
Wha-what are you doing??
Yui (Mc)
(You're the one whose mean here Austin..)💭
Austin (Ml)
C'mon let your handsome best friend cook for you~ 😉
Yui (Mc)
Alright I give up
Yui (Mc)
Go and cook there
Austin (Ml)
What do you want?
Austin (Ml)
Sweet like me? Or spicy like me?
Yui (Mc)
Stop being a flirt or else I'll kick you out of the house.
Austin (Ml)
Such a meanie. 🥺
Austin (Ml)
Fine fine, I'll stop it
Austin went to the kitchen
Yui (Mc)
(I end up being his friend again in this life)💭
Yui (Mc)
(But even so... I will never let that thing happen again, i will never suffer from his hand again)💭
Yui went to Austin and watching him cooking
Austin (Ml)
*wearing an apron*
Yui (Mc)
(shit he look so hot right now..!!)💭
Yui (Mc)
(i can't deny the fact that i kinda still like him... 💢)💭
Austin (Ml)
Your cheeks look so red right now Yui
After the food was cooked
Yui (Mc)
Whoaa~ *drools* 🤤
Yui (Mc)
It looks really delicious...
Austin (Ml)
Ofcourse it is
Austin (Ml)
After all it was me who cooked it.
Austin (Ml)
I'm gonna eattt
Austin (Ml)
Why are you forcing me to leave without inviting your cook to eat with you? ಥ_ಥ
Yui (Mc)
Why would I invite you to eat with me?
Yui (Mc)
Also I didn't force you to cook for me.
Austin (Ml)
Such a bad best friend. *Pouts sadly*
Yui (Mc)
Alright, eat and after that wash the dishes and leave
After a few minutes the two start eating together
Austin (Ml)
I'm leaving Yui
Yui (Mc)
Yeah go shuu Shuu
Austin (Ml)
I will leave, you don't have to shuu me 😬😬
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