"mom where are you I been looking for you since morning now you are calling me that's not fare".

"oh my love I am so sorry I got an urgent call and I have to attend office earlier".

"it's okay mom"(Lisa say that with a upset face)

"Lisa my love I will come home soon as possible honey. Don't be so upset."

"okay I will not be if you make me chocolate cupcakes".

"okay honey I will make you so many cupcakes with so many sparkle okay. now I have to go honey I have to attend a meeting. take care bye bye. I love you"

"love you too mom"

......

she cut the phone and Lisa become alone again. Lisa is only 12 years old. she always have to stay in the house because she have a problem with her stomach. it's a born problem but she always active like normal kid. Lisa's mom Mrs Ria is a co of international company. she always so busy and she didn't get enough time for Lisa so she took a babysitter for Lisa her name is Nane

"what am I going play today. uuuuu how about hide and sike. Nane Nane where the hell are you come and play hide and sike with me or else I will call mom and tell all about you".

" I am here Lucy go and hide I will find you".

"okay I am hiding come and find me".

"okay Lucy" (Nane didn't do it quickly because she was doing some other work.)

"where should I hide where should I hide. oh no Shee must be coming up where should I hide. how about mom's room.lets goooo" (she run). wow Mom's room have so many places to hide. let's hide under that book slfe it's big and she will not find me there.(sometimes latter) I knew that she will not. uhh ( she bumped her head with a book) "wowww it's so beautiful what is this book I never see it before. what's its doing such a dirty place". ( she opened that book) "this is not a book there so mane had written..(she skep some page) woo so it's my mom's dairy."

"let's read it she must write so many things about dad".(Lucy never meet her dad she only live with her mother.she even don't know where is her dad.she always was so confident to know about her dad but when she ask Ria about it she always got ignore.)

"stupid love"!!!? "why this dairy named stupid love" was my father stupid"

(Lucy started to read the dairy)

2/2/2000

Its another day I have to became a request girl and have requeste everyone for to contact with him.

I talk with some of my friends and they advise me not to talk with him again but I don't know but I contacted. This thing is happening with me for the last two years. He left me don't contact me like he don't care about me. I am use to it but now I don't feel that much hurt like before. he was not like this before he changed a lot. I Never thought that he will become like this. he don't care about me before he don't even care if get hurt by anything. I don't know what's worng with him. Is he falling in love with someone else. No it can't be real. I really need to talk with him as soon as possible. but I am so sick of his bad behavior . whenever I try to talk with him he use bad word's with me even in the phone I don't know what should I do to face this problem.shoud I Breck up with him. No no that's not possible I have to do something as soon as possible. I have to talk with him. I still remember that frist day when we meet

he use to talk with me so nicely I always fell so happy when I stay with him. house moments are so special to me. but he becomes another person whom I don't know.

1/3/2000

"It's Been one month he didn't talk with me that much if I call him he make excuse. I don't know why. I don't talk with other guys I don't have any time pass relationship no nothing then what's the reason he is avoiding me. in the last few days he was staying in angry mood when I try to talk with him he was misbehaving with me. I cried every night and when my mom came I try to pretend like a normal person. sometime I fell like a dog who is always there when the owner needs me.. when the work is done he kicked me out....

Lisa fall asleep. when she woke up she was in the bed and Nane was sitting beside her and she was crying."why are you crying Nane" Lisa asked. Nane reply with a soft and weird voice that " you were on the floor and I thought something wrong. you have been sleeping like never before it's been 12 hours that you been sleeping. you never sleep in the day time. I already call the doctor. he may be on his way"." oh nane you are so dramatic"

she sit on the bed." see nothing happened to me. did you call mom." Nane shake her head "no I was about to call her" "thank God that you didn't call her" Lisa smailed. when nane went to the kitchen Lisa jumpd Frome the bed quickly went to her mom room and took her mom's dairy and hide it in her room." welcome back momma" Lisa start to jumped. Mrs Ria become soked and ask "it's 2 am in the night and you still didn't sleep yet. Nane why she didn't sleep yet?" Nane become scared and reply that" I try to take her to the bed but she didn't listen to me.i am ... " oh mom you didn't have to scare nane .i didn't sleep because I sleep whole day. that's why I didn't fell as sleepy." "did you eate your lunch and did Nane gave you the medicine.did you took your dinner today. don't tell me that you didn't do any of those." I was sleep on the lunch time but I took my dinner and also took the medicine which nane gave me". Ria went to her room and change her drass Lisa was sitting on a couch and watching TV.

Nane prepared rias dinner Ria was eating then she saw a face and stop eating she look on the TV and become a stone.lisa was enjoying her self sadenly she started to talk with ria "mom did you saw this guy on the news he know a rich person but he still single but people are saying that he was married long time ago and he was keep looking for his wife and child. many women try to marry him or make him as a boyfriend but he didn't touch any of them." But ria was still was sitting like a stone. "it's him" ria run to her room. Nane and Lisa was looking at each other. "what just happened now"Lisa say. sometime latter Lisa went to her mom room and ria fall asleep then. Lisa was going to her room and thinking why ria was behaving like that way did it connect anything with that TVs rich man.she sit on the bed and keep thinking about that. soon she falls in to a deep sleep.