I am a college student pursuing engineering. I went to other state for an internship. That state is too new. I don't even know their language. I went there with a friend she also don't know their knowledge. She is soo into herself so weirdo. every one around me says I am the weirdo but I think she is the weirdo. the first day we reached the new state and joined a hostel for 1 month we unpacked every thing and neatly settled our things in a drawer and purely excited about tomorrow's internship. New place ,new people,every thing just looked differently the fear under my heart makes me feel so ... ( just think it . Because I can't express it ) . We waked up and get ready and a booked cab online . it's such a new and very realistic experience ( because to a girl going out of state without parents is such big adventure in life ) . We reached there and everything seems cool we met a lot of new people and new talents . They were so hardworking for every project makes me feel so encouraged. There is a guy from our state he is so cool and helps us in our difficult times.we used to call him brother and ask for his suggestions. One day afternoon at 1:00pm we take our places to eat lunch we started open our boxes but my box get stuck it's cap is so tight so we people can't open it . Every one around watched us but no one helped us . But a guy suddenly came and helped us ( this time the feeling of taking help and some new thoughts erased in my mind . don't just think I just fell for a small help. ) he only comes to office for taking lunch . I try to see his face but I didn't get that much courage to see. Daily afternoon I listen to his voice but my fear make my head down while he was in the office. He helps me 2 -3 times to open my lunch box . I feel very comfortable and secure. We talked two to three times but I didn't get a courage to see his face . like this 24 days passe away last 5 days are there to see his face I tried it but it didn't work out for me . the last day internship came every one who teach us give sendoff to us . This moment I felt very sad and alone but I thought this is fate. I didn't see his face it's a sad thing for me . We reached out hostel we packed everything and a I got a call . A sir from internship called me and asked us to come tomorrow. I am very happy and excited to see him . We walked up and get ready and reached the work area the searched for him I waited until the lunch but he didn't came I was so sad that my tears about to come . I done every paper work there and leaved the workspace with a sad and alone ( this feeling that feel like ( a person without life ) it's so hurting I don't that this feeling happens without seeing his face . I think this is a regret in my life. I cursed myself for the fear and the courage less ability . Such a sad ending right ........