Hey so I’m still developing my drawing style cause I’ve never really liked my drawings so for a while I just stopped and I now need to re develop my artstyle so my comics won’t be anywhere near as good as anyone else’s please forgive me for not meeting up to any expectations on this app I hope you enjoy when the actual first episode comes out please no hate this is my first time writing any type of story that isn’t non fiction and for school and I have so many ideas for fiction story’s but I can’t leave them in my head for to long because they just disappear ok so here’s the thing I have aphantasia I know it sounds made up but please listen aphantasia is a mental disorder where you can’t imagine anything so here’s an example close your eyes an imagin an apple most people would be able to complete that simple task right well I can’t I can’t keep an idea in my head an I can’t have a mental image I also don’t dream I don’t know the cause of that though I’ve never heard of aphantasia stopping you from dreaming but I just fall asleep and wake up so I offten lie to my friends and say “oh I had such a crazy dream” then they ask me to describe it.....i can’t I think that’s where they call my bluff I may not dream but I can have nightmares I don’t know what is wrong with me an I don’t know the cause of this but i can have nightmares and I can lucid dream except when I lucid dream there’s nothing there just me alone in my dark room with the tv on and playing but when I wake up there’s scratches and scars on my arms and shoulders I’m planning on asking a doctor what’s wrong with me I just need to schedule an appointment or ask my doctor next time I go in for a normal appointment Even with all the evidence of me having aphantasia though I still doubt that I have this mental disorder because the thing is I already have so much wrong with me already I have a.d.a.d,I have depression,I’m claustrophobic,I’m ugly,I’m allergic to a lot of things,I have coulrophobia (irrational fear of clowns) I twitch a lot thats why my favorite creepy pasta has to be ticci Toby because even tho he said to twitch A LOT And I only twitch occasionally I still find him relatable I also think I have multiple personalitys but I haven’t gotten it tested ect. So as you can see I’m pretty fucked up already so I can’t see myself being any more fucked up than I already am anyway this got depressing fast I hope you enjoy the story and I thank you for joining me on the journey of “little miss mafia”

I’ve honestly never really liked comics or making comics.So I’m gonna make this a book type story.i hope you don’t mind.im working on the storyline and plot for the actual first episode now.but I do have school soon so it will take a bit for me to post.so I hope you don’t mind all the announcements now onto the basic explanation of the actual story.so there are two guys one is a lower rank mafia,our main characters best friend since high school,and also a border line yandere.his name is ash he has black hair and emerald green eyes.the second is a middle rank cop named Evin whith blue eyes who barely spotted our main character escaping from a crime scene.hes scene the main character escaping multiple times but this time the main character noticed him.ok moving onto the main character she is a higher level mafia and her name is mya.she has brown “angle like”as Evin describes to his co workers.but red devil like eyes.thats all I got to say about the story.i couldn’t remember what I was gonna make the cops name originally so I said his name was Evin.i hope you enjoy when I release the actual first episode wich will be next episode.now I just wanna take a moment to explain what some of the names of my mental disorders mean and what I meant when i said I’ll twitch occasionally.so let’s explain the occasional twitching first.what I meant by that is if Im scared too i will literally make me spaz out but if you scare me just enough I’ll only twitch a little bit here an there until I calm down.and when I get too mad my eye will twitch.now let’s move onto the meaning of coulrophodia .coulrophodia is the fear of clowns. I have sever coulrophodia to the mypoint where I can’t be with around anything or anyone that looks like a clown.i gained this phobia when I was 4 me and my family where at a carnival I had gotten lost and I was already scared then when I turned outbound to see a clown thinking it was was gonna be my mom I screamed and started twitching then I just started crying while twitching here and there.ive gotten better but still if you come up behind me in a clown costume and I turn around and see you in a clown costume I will scream and punch you.now claustrophobia I think most all of us know that it’s the fear of tight spaces.now a.d.a.d is like a.d.h.d except calmer. a.d.a.d is like being tired and energized at the same time so you never know when you’ll fall asleep.thats all I’m gonna explain unless I do a G&A and someone asks about one of my other mental disorders

I will admit I had messed up a few times everyone makes mistakes.But I’ve never made a mistake as big as this one atleast I don’t think I have.Let me explain what I’m talking about.I had just completed a mission and was cleaning up I had planned to leave the body in the woods and let the wild animals deal with it this time.Untill I heard the police sirens.I realized someone must have heard the screams or gunshot.So I attempted to pick up the body but failed so I decided to leave it.I know they could track my finger prints but the thing is i’m not in the country’s system.i wasn’t even meant to be in this country really.thats something to explain later though.Right now I’m trying to climb a wall with a sprained ankle.Because I refused to take ash’s advice.Ash is my best friend we’ve been friends since middle school.Oh and about ash i had sprained my ankle a few days ago and ash advised me not to go on this mission.I refused to sit down and wait for my ankel to heal,and now i’m struggling to do something i could normally do in 10 seconds.I finnally reach the top of the wall and look back to see a cop about my age maybe a year older turn the corner just in time to spot me as I jumped the wall.I landed on my knees got up and ran back to the base as fast as my sprained ankle would let me.Back at the base i did some research on the police that saw me.I found out his name is lucas a red headed 20 year old police .Only a year older than me i have no clue how many times hes seen me but i know 1 time is already too much.Later that day I captured him brought him to the interrogation room and pointed a gun straight at his head as he started to gain consciousness.”well well well look who finnally awakens...lucas ross”i said with the intention to kill as soon as i got the information i needed.”how do you know my name and where am i?”lucas questioned with audible fear in his voice.”I cant share that information but answer a few questions for me and ill let you go unharmed”of course i was lying but i could tell he thought i would actually let him go without harming him.”well what questions would a beautiful girl such as yourself want to ask me and why do i need to be tied up with a gun to my head” i could tell he was trying to use flattery as a weapon.I stared at him in confusion before speaking.”flattery will get you no where.” I looked him in the eyes anger clear in the expression on my face.”now answer a few questions for me question one how many times have you seen me escaping”i waited for an answer but he just stared at me while i looked him in the eyes.annoyed I used the gun to lift his head while pointing it at the bottom of his chin and glared at him.”answer the god damn question or ill shoot you right here and now”.”huh oh um ive seen you escaping from crime scenes about 7 times you really aren’t sneaky”.”ok next question have you told anyone about seeing me”.”Thats classified information now i may be able to make an exception if the lady with the devils eyes can tell me her name”he smirked thinking he did something clever.i just rolled my eyes and said “do you really think im that stupid”.”well it was woth a try angle hair” i was ready to shoot him at this point.”shut up because im ready to shoot you right here right now”.He shut up and just stared at me smiling.ash a 19 year old guy ive known since high school walks down the stairs to see me angrily pointing a gun at this police officers bottom chin.”get any answers yet miss temper problem” ash asked holding back his laughter.”only one the rest of the conversation is me threatening him and him trying to flirt with me” i say annoyed.”hey hey no need to be annoyed i didnt know you had a boyfriend”.i fired a warning shot to his leg and laughed as he screamed in pain.”thats just a warning shot” i said threw my giggles.”one me and him aren’t dating two say something else besides the answeres to my questions and the next bullet goes straight to your head”.”all right all right no i havent told anyone ive seen you” he said clearly scared.”ok final question when i let you go will you tell anyone what happened today”.he stayed silent as i stared down at him about a minute past before he suddenly flipped his chair kicking me in the face.i fell back hitting my head on the stone wall.i fell to the ground ash ran over to me yelling my name.before i blacked out i looked up at the window to see lucas escaping and as he looked back at me i could hear him say “to answer your question no i wont tell anyone what happened here today”.My ears started ringing as everthing went dark.