I was a freshman in junior high school when I first met him. He's technically my classmate. And he always tries his best to annoy me every single day. Tried pushing me off the stairs. Covering my eyes when I'm off guard. Pulling me out of nowhere.

In short he's like a bully. Though a friendly one for that part since he's just playing fun of me. And anyways he's my friend. Yeah, a friend and a bit of affection as well. Hehehe. Which is unnecessary since, I'll only get rejected.

He cut classes from time to time. Gamer thing, cutting classes. Yet every time he's present. He's following me. Maybe to annoy me. Lols. Got nothing to do dude?

But there's time that he doesn't annoy me at all. Like that time they said I look lifeless. Well I could agree to them. I was fucked up so badly during that time. And there he was just trying his best to comfort me. Which was actually a bit shocking because I kinda thought he's just gonna ignore me. Since it wasn't necessary for him to comfort me since I also got my friends around.

The school year was a same old routine. Go to classes. Him cuts classes. He's present. He's following me around and tries to annoy me, which he always succeed. Bruhhh. Lessons lessons. Group practice. Reporting. Group activity. Do assignments at school, I know most of you guys do this as well. Hahahaha. Art. Music. And Physical Exercise.

It's weird remembering the past. The school ended quicker than I thought. Maybe because time actually flies fast. Well it's normal, we need to take another step closer to moving up and graduation.

After that one school year. I think I never saw him again. Even though we're still in the same school. Maybe because our schedule doesn't match at all. It's fine. And my feelings for him faded. Which I guess is normal?

Had a lot of trouble. And it wasn't entirely avoidable. Had fun doing random weird things with my different friends every school year. Cutting classes just to go to a University Week. Enter a horror room and get your soul outta your body. Hahahaha. Rode a bunch of ferris wheel, vikings and maybe octopus as well. It was a lot of fun.

During this last year of junior high. I ended up meeting him again. And he's wayyyyy taller than I am compare to how tall he was during freshman days. Which was great, not on the part where he's way taller. Because, my height didn't gain much at all. But you know what's not great? Errr, my feelings for him came back as well. And I think it's really really bad. Especially that he's friend told me that he's a mess. Is it because of a girl? He's probably traumatized. And I should remove this feelings. But right now, I kept on following him. And to be honest it's a bit unusual for me. Why? it has always been easy for me to divert or remove feelings. But for his part, I can't. What am I supposed to do?