‘Are you ready' a divine light with no figure of its own speaks to me. I feel unconscious and numb, a bright light fills the room forcing my eyes to close.

*Infant cries* huh? Am I the one crying??

Slowly tries to open eyes,it was bright,i lowered my view and looked down, its there! that thing what men have!! Closing my eyes feeling relieved... *sighs*

It might be confusing so let me narrate you a story

where a girl named Mika was born, the mother clenched her teeth out of anger, the husband almost break things around the room.That girl Mika was my past self, my parents never thought of having another child but they did, they tried to abort but their parents stopped them, they agreed but expected a son but they had a daughter, they hated me the most, my brother always took away my things, my parents never cared about me, only grandma and grandpa were the ones who cared about me and loved me no matter my gender. But they passed away when I had just entered my high school. My classmates treated me like shit. I was bullied and others talked bad behind my back, none of them helped me and i became a loner, I was a laughing stock for them. Atleast the teachers treated me normally.To please my parents I did all household chores and studied hard and scored highest but all their attention was on my brother I was always compared to him. When i entered college i thought I'd be alone again, but I made a friend, she helped me through with bullies and she always joined me during lunch. I thought we became good friends, when to my surprise she came to home as my brother's girlfriend. She told me that she became friends with me to get closer to my brother, i felt used, was i just a object, my parents always blamed me if anything happens to brother but they never cared about me, my only friend was a traitor who wanted my brother, why? oh I guess since he is a guy, a man and I, just a mere female toy who can be abused, used, compared to, and bullied? What have I done to receive all of this fu**ing shit...

Without thinking and crying I walked down the middle of the road and my mind was loaded,I heard the tempo honking and the headlights approach nearer, and suddenly everything went blank,sirens could be heard everywhere and I felt relieved and closed my eyes.

That's when I was sent to a big beautiful garden, with enormous flowers, all in a beautiful order, i feel like I'm in heaven, Wait! i died so where am i ,in heaven? for real ....?

‘Child' a voice spoke, unable to see who it was , i turned here and there to find the person speaking but it was the light shining in th middle of the garden between those beautiful rose bushes, displaying all sorts of colours and aroma.

I gulped and mumbled," Uh.. Who are you..??"

‘Child I saw your life, I am sorry for you' the voice said in a concerned tone.

"M-My life!?" I got shocked after hearing him say that he watched me through my life? Is it a joke?

‘I see you are confused. Well I am a God, it was unintentional, your life was suppose to be bestowed upon a sinner but it came upon you instead, I am deeply sorry for my mistake,but I will bless you to be boy in your next life and your family won't be bad at all' he sounded guilty but..

“all along.. was i living a punishment which wasn't meant for me!!?" i exclaimed, how can I not be angry to know my life was all messed by a small mistake!?

hmm... he says I can be a boy, well I want to be one too so.."okay I agree" once I said it he bit me goodbye and blessed me.

Here I was on the arms of my new mother,who had been stroking my back to make me feel warm.I opened my eyes slowly, but wait..... WHAT!?

Here I was in the arms of my new mother, who has been stroking my back to make me feel warm. I opened my eyes slowly,but wait..... WHAT!?

What's happening? Why is this man kissing another man?? * dramatic pause*

Wait i think I've heard about it, i guess it was those girls in my past talking about, what was it uhh...

Ah! bl manga yeah i heard them talk about it that this days same gender love is famous, but..but why are these two.. wait how am I born then?? This man is holding me, did he gave birth to me?

“Honey I'm so glad I am experiencing the feeling of being a father once again!"snapping me out of my thoughts i heard this deep voice who just kissed the the man holding me.He is saying that he became a father,so... is he my dad??

He noticed me staring at him, he smiled and made a funny face? Is he trying to make me laugh? Eh- but I am not gonna fall for that-

He scratch his head and awkwardly smiled at the man holding me saying “I guess he doesn't find it funny,haha"

He turned to me and Said “ Hey baby, do you know who am I? I'm your daddy!" he exclaimed

“And see he is your papa" pointing on the guy holding me.

Suddenly the man who has been holding me tighten his grip making me uncomfortable.

The man who says he is my daddy takes me in his arms, “ Honey you should rest I'll take him you just gave birth " he sounded concerned

But.. its so sudden I can't think straight, I'm confused, Are they for real? Who are they? They said they're my parents but- but aren't they both males?? Waah.. why it's all messed up,where- which world am I in!?

*sigh* Haiz.. while the man who is said to be my ‘papa' is asleep, my ‘daddy' has been taking care of me. Now that I've calmed my mind this man who is said to be my ‘daddy' looks really handsome and breathtaking, phew I'm glad I have such a handsome daddy. His eyes so deep green, he looks scary yet charming, but I'm getting scary vibes too. Hmm... his body is perfect! ahh.. he's too perfect to be my father. Hah~ Am i in a dream life?

Oh! my ‘papa' woke up, daddy walked towards him caressing his face and he kissed on his forehead.

Woah.. i feel like I'm in a bl anime..

I haven't noticed but my Papa isn't bad looking either.So cute aww he is so pretty and wow! His eyes colour's so rare it's pink!? uh.. or peach colour i guess. I am really surprised, even from afar I can say his skin looks smooth,he is fair hmmm... i guess he's a little smaller than daddy and uh thinner, wait hmmmmmm * thinking hard*

Ah! I got reminded of the l manga i read once, i remember the top was handsome,cold and Mafia and the bottom cute,kind and attractive.*chuckles*

My parents reminds me of that couple *chuckles again*

“Huh? Oh we shouldn't forget that a baby is watching us haha.." Daddy said approaching me.

He took me in his arms, caressing my back.

*yawns* I am sleepy, i should not forget I'm in an infant's body. Ugh.. so blurry *yawns* I'm so.. tired

*yawning* I opened my eyes slowly, huh! where am I? this isn't the hospital room?

“Oh my little angel woke up?" a gentle voice said. I turned to see my papa. He approached my bed and poked my nose giving a lovely smile. I grabbed his finger which was too big for my little baby hands, why am I feeling this warmth, i remember my grandma and grandpa. Without realising i was staring at him. When suddenly i heard the door open and shut.I hear footsteps approaching “so.. he's awake" a familiar voice its my daddy.

He came and hugged papa from back, kissing his cheek. Huh! I'm hearing the door open again! I hear footsteps,uh running, huh who are they now?

New faces again!They look young hmm something

around 10-14 i guess. This boy on my right looks a lot like daddy same eyes and hair but much younger and.. on my right this boy uh a lot like like papa, but he looks young too..

Hmm.. i guess they're uh my siblings? Hmm his hair is different uh and papa hair looks peach too,

haiz i guess i should focus on my surroundings more how could I not notice my Papa's hair *chuckles*

“ Dad look he is smiling " the one like daddy exclaimed pointing at me.

“Ruo stop or you'll scare him" the other one like my papa said. So.. this kid on my right is Ruo..

“Okay Ren anything for my little brother here" He smiled at me. Welp then the kid on my left is Ren. Heh- i got their names already.

“Kids have you thought of a name yet" Papa said bending closer to them.

“Yes we did!" they exclaimed excitedly.

Ah.. its making me nervous, am i getting a name now? oh please.. no weird names I beg.

“Kira! his name will be Kira" snapping me from my thoughts Ruo exclaimed.

Kira hmm.. not bad but isn't this name means shine?

“Such a nice name and it's goes with the family name , hmm... Kira Amano, see such a ring, right honey!" Papa says looking at daddy.

“Kira Amano? Yes it does hon! sons both of you did great job naming you little brother, from now on he will be called Kira Amano and no one will dare lay a finger on him" Daddy said proudly

“He is now the young master of the Amano family, son of Riuji Amano and Kaito Amano "Daddy smirked

I gasped when he said it, so my daddy is Riuji Amano and Papa Kaito Amano it seems. I don't know why but I feel so comfortable and satisfied, i-i feel so happy*laughs* I'm so glad l just want to laugh and enjoy this moment.

“He laughed ,he finally laughed!" Daddy exclaimed.

They look happy too, I'm so glad to have born in this family, i am so thankful God. Thankyou God i feel really welcome, I feel the warmth of the love from a family, i finally have a real family...