I once knew a dog who would jump at the sight of a fly.

She was small for her breed but had a big heart. So big that she would lie down next to you so you could hear it thump.

She was a little chubby, but I loved her that way. Her soft fur would brush onto my hands as we cuddled watching Orange is the new black. Now that I think about it that's a Weird show to watch with a dog.

Did you know she hated Roses? She didn't like them because they would go up her nose when running in a Field...God, I hope the neighbours are okay and that there won't be anyone disturbing them anymore those poor folks.

She loved chicken! to the point it was scary. she wouldn't let anyone touch it but me and Mum. She would sometimes give it to me when I asked my mom for food like a "Here have mine!" I want to say "Here have my Life." to get her back from the Ban that stole her from me.

My Sisters loved her to bits. when we found out about the ban. they cried and fell to the floor while I did not. I wanted to Cry like them, get my emotions out. but I couldn't and I hated myself for it. but I learned something that day. everyone handles pain easily and I handle it alone. I found that out the moment I fell asleep drowning in my tears.

Love you. These three simple words hold so much meaning and power and yet I didn't use them in the way it was supposed to be used. I'm sorry. I am so sorry that I didn't use it more often. My Dog is a beautiful and complex Girl, and when you say "I love you," She never fails to do a tiny dance to show her contentment. 'I love you' is a way of letting them know that they are cherished valued, and important to you. She was all those things and more. Love can be found in many different forms and I found it in a great dog who I wouldn't change over for any other.

I loved my dog. No, I love her. So much to the point I think that she stole all the love I could give, though I didn't give her much attention, in the end, I still loved her and she knows that, and she will always know that.

I don't want a new dog, they aren't her and they will never be. I want to be able to sore high to the heavens of where she is now and I want to be able to hug her again.

I love my dog. I had her since she was a puppy. Her name was Narla (YES NARLA.) And I would always hold her in the air like in the movie but she got too big and now it's not going to happen.

I love you Narla and I always will, I know I wasn't the best owner but just keep on flying high and one day I'll catch up and join you.

Like I always do.

I love you Narla. So much.

I hated school. I still do. it's a prison for those who are inside it and gives no pleasure to me at all. the teachers are rude and unsightly, they don't care if you are having a hard time. are you bleeding? are you crying? are you dying? if any of those questions have a No at the end then be ready to be kindly flipped off in a PG fashion. especially the dying part. so far two kids have died due to their Neglectance and horrible experience when it comes to looking after those who are hurt. are in pain. or are literally on the floor dying or worse. funny ain't it?

last Friday was a normal day where I was fighting with an ex-group I was in. They were toxic and it took me a while to see that. There was one particular girl called Summer, she wasn’t the nicest but I learned something from her. Never say anything that you can’t back up physically or just in general.

...she had a seizure and it was right in front of me. She bumped her head into the corner of the table and she wouldn’t respond. The head teacher came in and laid her down on her stomach and no matter how much I screamed to her to put summer on her side she didn’t listen. Teachers never listen and because of that Summer lost her life in front of me. No 14-year-old should have to see that but I did and I can’t stop seeing flashes of her on the floor helpless.

Summer was officially announced yesterday and I couldn’t cry like everyone else. I hate how I manage pain. I can only cry when my body wants to and not when I want to. It hurts so much. Not because she died but because of my last words towards her.

I didn't know alot about summer other than these few things.

her favourite colours were red and blue. red like her long hair though it was died and blue for her crystal eyes. I personally don't know why she said it but she would say that if she was a animal she would be a butterfly and she would soar across the sky and share her beauty to those who looked .

”I hope you die.” My anger took over me in that fight. I wish I could turn back time but I can’t. My wish came true and no matter what I do I can’t wish for it back.

I have 2 messages

Listen to everyone no matter how weird or bad it is because you could miss something important

Don’t say anything before thinking about the consequences. Don’t be me. I wished for her death and now I caused a mother and father to lose their child. Hopefully, she will be a real angel and soar up high in the clouds