31stmarch, 2021

Wednesday

Sorry mom! Sorry dad! And sorry my lovely 3 brothers! Sorry aunt, uncle And grandmother! I am a very coward person as I always cry at night and I always feel when will my life end and why I am born in this world. Thank you, to all of you and my lovely friends for supporting me and making me smile. But I failed as a daughter, niece, friend and an elder sister. I am sorry mom and dad because of me you have wasted so much money. I hope in future you will never meet someone trash as me. And my little brothers I can give you nothing but blessing. I know you guys will succeed in life unlike me. And also I am very sorry I cannot play with you guys in future, but I will always be blessing you and watching you from the sky. And my lovely bestie lily... Thank you, for every thing because of you I have many memories. In the end I want to say is thank you for the love even though I don't deserve.

Thank you,

Yours July

So, I completed my last letter. But it is better to do the work when everyone is asleep. What should I do before ending my life. Oh! yeah! I can read my favorite manga 'the beautiful orphan queen' but the fact I like the villainess more than the female lead. Like literally the female lead is such a bish... and the villainess just wanted to take revenge as the female lead stole the boy knowing that the villainess who was her bestie at that time liked her.

Like seriously funk off female lead who will do this to their own bestie (sigh) and the fact that second male lead is more handsome than main male lead makes no sense. But if I were

Her (villainess) place instead of choosing male lead I would have chosen second male lead. The villainess tried to explain how her own bestie (female lead) betrayed her but that ugly basturd (male lead) did not bother to listen he was blinded by love so much (sigh)...

 That's why I don't give a shit about love honestly cringe when someone talks about true love btw I have an ugly duck like face that's another fact…

(yawn) Oh, now is the perfect time to end my life. Everyone is asleep. Let's do some preparations... put the letter on my desk... check... sending a goodbye message... done…

Oh! I did not notice... 3o'clock in morning. Isn't 3am is also known as ghost hour... man what a perfect timing...

Let's go! To the ninth floor... I am very sorry for all the sins I have done...

I jumped while I was taking my last breadth all the memories came in front of my eyes and man I was already regretting my decision then everything went black but when I opened my eyes I heard a voice 'my lady..... '

To be continued...

'My lady, My lady!' A voice came.... I replied 'let me sleep more'

This soft mattress if This is heaven then I am lovin it.... wait what did I say... isn't this MacDonald's famous line... (sigh) whatever....

'My lady.... have you woken up' a gentle voice came.... 'who are you?' 'My lady, you remember anything?' she asked and starts sniffing....

'What the freaking duck! Just tell me who are you' I asked. 'My lady I am your maid, Jasmine' she replied.

(wait what Jasmine, this room why it feels so nostalgic)

'Oh my goodness, Jasmine give me a mirror fast' I shouted.

'Yes, my lady' she replied...

(Takes mirror from her hand)

'Jasmine, can you please wait outside' I requested. 'Yes, my lady' she replied...

' Oh my god! I have become July from my favorite manga, the villainess. This beautiful face, red hair and a pair of green eyes. My! My! I might fall in love with myself (sigh) I was such an ugly duckling in the past. Nobody even proposed me. Argh, even though she has such a pretty face she chose that dumb and average looking male lead. (sigh) She is so beautiful that she can easily defeat female lead if there were competition based on beauty. And the fact because of her unsupportive parents she didn't even believe in her own talent. Her family were very amazed when she awakened her power of fire. Her family thought that she is a trash just because her powers were awakened late. Her other siblings awakened their powers at the age of 5, but she did in 10 and the reason was lack of confidence. She thought she did not have talent in magic, so she started learning swordsmanship and at the age of 10 she mastered many techniques, but she hides that from her family. And at the debuting ceremony of her elder sister she awakened her power. At this time my current body's age is 6. So according to the manga I have to learn swordsmanship but since I was a fencing champion in my previous life maybe I have to train less. But first I have to find where Sir William is. He helps July a lot. I can even say because of him July became a talented swordswoman in future episodes.'

'Jasmine' I called. 'Yes, my lady' Jasmine replied. 'Take me to the backyard and arrange a wooden sword for me' I ordered. 'Yes, my lady but what will I say if master Harrison question me about the wooden sword' Jasmine asked. I replied 'Just bring secretly if he still finds out then tell him that I am going to learn swordsmanship all by myself'. 'Yes, my lady' Jasmine replied.

(n the manga July did the same but after knowing that Harrison started to feel jealous thinking July will become very powerful if she starts training, so he beat her without any reason and cut her beautiful red hair and told her she should play with dolls, but this time it will be different)

Just you wait Harrison...

To be continued...

'Hey you maid, what are you doing here? ' A voice came...

'Master, I am here to take a wooden sword for my lady' Jasmine said...

'Oh! But why sword she should play with her doll right. You take me where that ugly daughter of bitch is... 'he said...

'Yes, master' Jasmine said...

(after reaching backyard) 'Hello master Harrison' I said bowing properly.

'That's right call me master at least now you know your place' Harrison said...

I stayed silent

'Oh! By the way I heard that you want to start practicing swordsmanship you ugly daughter of bitch' Harrison said...

'That's right, Master Harrison' I said...

'You ugly daughter to bitch let's duel' he said. In his thought (I am going to beat this bitch so much that she will forget about swordsmanship)...

'But master, I recently started to learn' I said...

In my mind (Man calling this bastard Master is so tiring, but know what I want to play along with him)

'No worries, you bitch at least you know a bit' Harrison said...

'Your wish my command, Master but master let's make this duel a bit more interesting (smirk)' I said...

'Wait, you bitch did you just smirk' he said

'No master how can I in front of you' I said... (did she saw me smirking by the way thank god his face looks convinced)

'Fine, tell me fast what do you want' Harrison said.

'Let's bet, Master' I said...

'Oh! Ok sure but what do you want to bet' Harrison said. In his mind (pfft this bitch really think she can win right)

'Master, you should go first' I said...

'Well I don't know from where you learned manners, but I think he is doing his job well... oh by the way if you loose I will cut your ugly hair because your red hair is very irritating. Now you tell me' said Harrison

'Well then Master if you loose instead of calling me bitch you have to call me madam.(clears throat) Let me clear you have to become my servant Dear Master' I said...

'You bitch' Harrison shouted...

(He started charging at me as expected this brat was always low tempered. The fact when he got rejected by female lead he attacks her and yeah of course male lead protects him. He is literally coming towards me like a bull. The more I make him angry the more he will loose his mind and the only thing I have to do is dodge)

'What happened master Harrison' I said sarcastically...

(I decided to make my final move but when I was getting it done I realize I can already release aura. Honestly I am honestly so surprised. By the way after taking that blow from me, he was severely injured but why I am worried about this brat)

'That's it Harrison I won it fair and square' I said...

'I accept my defeat Madam ' Harrison replied...

(Wait a minute I am really confused right now I thought He would get angry but instead he is behaving like a gentleman)

To be continued...