Back To Being Eighteen.
Deadly Dream
Holder was in his dream with a silhouette of his beloved made clear after seconds of dizzy-like mood. She was smiling at him.
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"You look so pretty when your smiling. "
Sweet is her fragrance and so is her smile. She looks at him in love while her floral dress is dancing along with the flowers at her back..
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐬
" I missed you Holder! It's been a while since we saw each other. "
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐬
"Did you already forget about me? You didn't visit me, I was so sad."
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"I'm sorry Cherry, I was just so busy at the hospital."
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐬
"No, it's fine.No need to argue."
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐬
"Come here give me a big hug."
She opened her arms, urging Holder to give her the tightest hug. And so he ran as fast as he could and offered her a warm hug
She chuckled as she felt Holder's lips on her forehead. But Holder wondered why as warm as her smile is, her body is as cold.
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"Woah, are you cold or something?"
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐬
"Hmm? What do you mean?."
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"Your body is so cold and light it's like you just got out of a refrigerator.."
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐬
"Silly, you forgot?..."
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"Forgot about what,Cherry?."
𝐂𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐬
"Im already,,,,,,Dead.."
In shock, Holder got loose from their tight hug. He was surprised. The flowers around were gone and Cherry now wears a white gown instead of her floral dress. The bright sunny afternoon turned into a dark curtain-covered room. Soon he finds himself looking at Cherry smiling bitterly as his vision gradually blurs due to the tears he suddenly made.
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Chapter 2•Back to being 18
In shock, Holder got loose from their tight hug. He was surprised. The flowers around were gone and Cherry now wears a white gown instead of her floral dress. The bright sunny afternoon turned into a dark curtain-covered room.
Soon he finds himself looking at Cherry smiling bitterly as his vision gradually blurs due to the tears he suddenly made. His alarm went off.
It was a dream, but the fact that Cherry's dead remains a reality. ...
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"Another dream, Cherry? But this time you really made me cry."
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"Next time theirs no need for you to make me cry, i will definitely visit you.Don't you worry my Dear Cherry."
Holder gets up heading his way to the shower. He put on his long sleeve, the one that Cherry likes. He showered himself with the perfume that Cherry preferred. He suits and fixes himself more before taking the flowers he bought to bring for Cherry.
After visiting her grave, he’s now home enjoying bottles of alcohol. But he was rather grieving than enjoying as he took shot by shot of alcohol.
But he was rather grieving than enjoying as he took shot by shot of alcohol.
Drunk as he is, he reached for one of her pictures framed and placed neatly on his study table. He caressed the corners of the frame, staring deeply with longingness of her.
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
*smirked bitterly*
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"I-i don't owe you anymore! I-i already visited you!!."
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"B-but cherry did you know you are so unfair?!YOU ARE SO FCKING UNFAIR!!!!!.."
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"Your a j-jrk!.."
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"You chased away death from me, but you hugged death yourself..."
Holder screamed in pain for hours and end up sleeping due to drunkeness and sadness..
Chapter 3
Tomorrow came, and he’s back again on his normal day.
As he kicked the chair underneath his feet, and got choked by the rope tied on the tree, but failed because it was loose.
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"Planning to die kid?"
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"Did you already deleted your browsing history?"
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"And for god sake if you are planning to die at least tie it tightly."
He shook his head off and continued taking to his office.
The place where every corner reminds him of memories together with Cherry.
Where the young cherry and young dean used to hide when they're teens.
It was breaktime, Holder rushed running in the hallways with his hands full of snacks.
He ran as fast as he could to avoid another beating from Leo his school bully.
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
Just trying to avoid getting bullied
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
Im an errand boy for a reason
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
But when i cant get things right--
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"H-here's your juice Leo"
Leo
"Are you dumb??! I told you not to buy the almond milk!"
Leo
"Do you want me to die?"
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"B-but u said you want almond milk-"
Leo Scoffs and punches his stomach.*
Then, he opens the drink and pours it on Holder's s head while Leo’s underlings kick him and everyone laughs*
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫
"Ahhhhh! Thats so cold!!"
Holder's Pov: It all started at the basketball court,i just want to try out.With my dad’s influence as a basketball legend in our place,
pressure was on me to take the same path…but my body didn’t agree.
Leo
"Thats what you get you dumb nerd"
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