Today is the day I came back home from my trip back to my boyfriend, Damien.

I went to our apartment with gifts prepared for him, exited to give them to him.

As I walked into the house, while putting my umbrella and my luggage to the side and said, "I am back", as usual, but there was no response.

I proceeded to walk into the house, looking for him.

After opening almost all the rooms checking for him, I heard voices coming from upstairs followed by giggles, thinking he was watching a movie.

Immediately I went upstairs, holding the gifts in both my hands, while smiling happily, with the thought I could finally meet him again after a three month trip and feel myself in his warm embrace between his arms welcoming me back home.

My happiness faded with each step I took as I got closer to our bedroom, and soon my my smile faded as well.

I saw the door slightly open and a piece of clothing of a female which I never saw before, laying on the floor at the door side, causing me to drop the gifts, which where souvenirs and his favourite chocolate bars, wrapped inside expensive furred boxes that were really soft.

Peeking through the door the first thing I saw was him shirtless seating next to another woman on the floor of the room, as I listened in on there conversation.

"Are you sure, we are alone here", asked the female figure worried and concerned of getting caught, it seemed.

"Don't worry my girlfriend isn't home, she won't be back for a couple more days", I was in disbelief hearing him saying those words, "Had he forgotten of my arrival", I thought .

And he continued, "Let's proceed with our little game, shall we"

"Alright"

"If I remember correctly it's your turn, two pieces"

"Hey, that's unfair"

They both laughed

"I will do it to", he reinsured her.

"Fine", as she said those words she removed her skirt and her watch, sitting there in her underwear smiling.

Soon after my boyfriend got up and removed his pants and boxers, now standing in front of that woman completely in bare body.

"I won, what's my reward", the female said happily, seeming very exited for what her reward would be.

He smirked and replied seductively, "This is your reward", and proceeded to slowly carry the woman up, on to the bed, unlocking her bra and at the same time pulling her panties down.

"Let's begin"

As quiet as possible I opened the door and stood at the corner of the door and said as calmly as I could, "Having fun, you two".

They both shocked and the woman hurriedly covered her body, which were already revealed, while my ex boyfriend immediately turned towards me trying to explain, saying "It isn't what it looks like, I...I mean it isn't what you think it is. It's-"

"I don't want to hear your lies", I interrupted him and proceeded talking after a very short sigh, "For how long?"

He stood there silently looking at me, while the female behind him just sat there and starred at me without uttering a single word.

"ANSWER ME!! For how long has this been going on" I yelled.

"For eight years", he mumbled loud enough for me to hear.

"For eight years!" I repeated in shock

He nodded, "yes".

"OMG", I thought to myself, "He was cheating on me for eight years!"

I turned towards the direction of the bed looking at the female, which sat there with a smiling expression on her face, what appeared to slowly turn into a slight smirk, with my eyes almost filled with tears, as I tried holding them back.

Not being able to take it anymore I told them, "Have fun you two", as I turned my back to leave, but before I left I added, "It's over between you and me, Damien", and ran away from there with tears running down my face.

After a while of running, and finally exiting the building, I slowly began to walk outside, down the street, in the pouring rain, with tears, uncontrollably running down my cheeks, realising I had forgotten to grab the umbrella, when I rushed out.

My emotions were mixed, so I hadn't felt the need to care about that and continued to walk not knowing where I was supposed to be going.

Soon my vision was getting blurred, because of all my tears, as I finally slowly calmed down.

I felt a hand grabbing me from behind, covering my mouth with which seemed like a napkin.

I tried getting out of the grip of the hands of a man, but I was struggling, when I almost got loose from his grip, I felt a cold hand holding on to my waist and another moving around my back slowly.

As i was about trying to escape again I fell unconscious.

Once I had woken up I found myself tied up, more like handcuffed unto what seemed to be a bed.

I couldn't make out what was around me do to the blindfold covering my eyes, but I could tell the lights were on.

After a while I heard a few people talking before the door went open and that's when I felt the breeze of wind touch my entire body, making me completely cold and that's when I realised I had been stripped naked.

"What do I do, what do I do....", I kept repeating in my head to myself.

Moving my body to sit up, when I noticed that my leg was cuffed as well to the other end of the bed.

"You have finally woken up", one of the man in the group spoke, as I heard footsteps getting louder, moving closer towards the bed, by each step he took.

Panicked and scared I bit the inside of my lower lip, to afraid to move or even listen and make out what the men were communicating about. My mind blank

Soon after I felt one of the men's hands touch my waist, which was sudden and really cold making me flinch and come back to reality.

I feared, what would happen to me, next thing he had done was starting to move around my body exploring it from bottom to top.

As one of the men, who had explored my body, rested his hand on my chest and played with my nipples, the way he moved his hand on my chest, made me feel uncomfortable and I kicked him away.

Immediately after I kicked him away another man had reach towards my waist and slowly moved down while kissing my neck.

The way he placed his hand in between my legs near my private area, making me tighten up closing my laps as much as possible. I screamed and moved as much as I could, to get the men off of me.

I had forgotten there were more of them and they all came and held me, one opened my legs wide and another played with my chest, while another kissed and licked my body, and the man, who had his hands between my laps inserted his fingers in me.

«Stop», I struggle to say the word I was thinking in fear, forcing myself to say something. I said in a shaking and stuttering voice “S..st..op th-"

The man who was inserting their finger in me pressed his lips against mine, shutting me up, as I tried avoiding his tongue from entering my mouth.

There was no use in resisting. Hopeless in saving myself tears fell from my eyes. «Why are they doing this», I began to question myself.

For a while everything froze, as if time had stopped. Moments later one of the man left the room and came back within seconds.

One of them kissed me and forcefully opened my mouth and transferred something which seemed like a pill into it. «Are they trying to drug me», I thought to myself and closed my mouth trying not to swallow the pill, when all of a sudden one of them tried opening my mouth, as I shut it not allowing them to put anything in my mouth.

It seemed as if the men already expected me to behave like this, refusing to open my mouth, because they immediately began to touch me everywhere and I began to kick around not allowing them to come any closer to me.

They came and held me again and one of them inserted something into me, it felt so slimy. I felt so disgusted, as I silently screamed.

I lost hope in freeing myself from them, but I couldn’t lose my dignity as well. Certain enough that I was just a prey in their eyes, I wasn’t planning on seating back and watch them treat me as an animal, I needed to do something.

But what….

What could I possibly do….

Questions started to pop up one by one into my mind.

Their was a short, blank silence in my head.

When someone had just pressed their lips against mine, biting my lower lip. He had bitten my lower lip almost drawing blood, and brought me back to my senses.

»Au«, the bite caused me to open my mouth and he pressed my cheeks, making my lips look like those of a fish.

While he held my face like that he drank some water and placed it in his own mouth, then opened my mouth wide and kissed me again.

Transferring the water slowly into mine, the pill was now floating in my mouth and I placed it under my tongue.

If it went on like this I wouldn’t be able to breathe, so I drank the liquid, little by little, avoiding the pill from entering my throat.

It worked until he startled me and I got sidetracked. It was like he pulled me into his world. Once I came back to realisation, I shook slightly, in shivering, flinching feeling way.

"Oh, no", I thought as I felt something slightly touch my throat, "the pill!".

As the pill went down my throat my body felt, shattered inside.

You know like the destroying feeling of guilt, pain, fear or even that weird shattering feeling that appear randomly.

I must have had a startled, shocked and horrified look in my eyes, because I could feel his lips that was kissing me turn into something like a grin, as if he was proud by what he had achieved.