"We should break up...

I'm tired, let's end this...."

****

I always hear these things in my dreams, and I'm afraid it might happen in the future...

Or maybe...

It happened in the future...

****

"Hi babe," a young man suddenly showed up.

"Excuse me, you must be mistaken," I said.

"No, you're my girlfriend," he insisted.

"Sorry, I don't know you,"

"You don't recognize me? I'm your boyfriend," he kept saying that I know him

"I'm really sorry for you. I but it seems like I don't know you. Or maybe you mistaken me to someone else. I can help you find your girl,"

"No, I you are my girl,"

*I wanna make you smile~ Whenever you're sad~

I woke up from this annoying ringtone. Who sets this ringtone?

I picked it up with my eyes closed, hoping that I can continue my sleep.

"Hello?" I said with a sleepy tone.

"Where are you?! Our final exam will start in 15 minutes! Get ready or you'll fail this quarter," she said and immediately ended the call.

Exam? Fail?

I looked at my phone, it was Lala who called me. I looked at the time.

"Oh it's 8:45 already..... IT'S 8:45!!! I'M GONNA BE LATE!!!"

I immediately stand up from my messy bed. Took a quick bath and fixed myself in just 5 minutes.

I hurriedly run down the stairs. I haven't even ate breakfast.

"Hop in," a young man showed up as I opened my door.

I didn't question him and just hop in his car. He seems to know my school. Are we schoolmates?

"I know that you haven't eaten your breakfast, so I brought you food. Next time, don't don't stay up late,"

I just ignored him and ate my breakfast.

When we entered the campus. I rushed out the car and run to my room.

"Good thing that you made it. The professor isn't here yet," Lala said as I entered the room. Luckily, my house is just few minutes away from here.

"Lala, I have something to tell you. There's this gu--"

"Okay, stop the fusses everyone. It's time to take your exam," the prof said. I didn't even finished my words with Lala.

*****

*Ringggg

"Okay class, it's time. Please pass your papers. This is your last exam for this quarter. You deserve a rest. Enjoy your weekend. You can have your lunch now," the prof said and packed his things and rushed out the room.

"Thank God! We're done!!!" I shouted and my classmates join along. We prepared for a week for this stupid exam.

"Let's eat," Lala said.

"God, I'm starving to death. I haven't eaten a proper breakfast. Luckily there's this nice guy who gave me some food and drive me to school. If he didn't showed up, maybe I already failed the exam. If I saw him again. I will thank him from the bottom of ny heart. He's an angel from heaven," I told Lala, while we're heading to the cafeteria.

"Nice guy? Gave you a ride? Gave you food? Are you cheating? You're doomed, sister" she asked and I stopped walking.

"Huh? Cheating? What do you mean?" I asked confusedly.

"Kenth might get jealous," she answered.

"Huh? Why would he get jealous? I don't even know him" I said. Then a young man approached us.

"Kenneth Jones, your boyfriend for almost two years! Oh there he is. Kenth, satiate your girlfriend. She's probably too exhausted and hungry because of the exam. She's acting like she doesn't know you. She's just lack of sleep," Lala said to the guy.

"Oh!!" I burst.

"You're the one who gave me food and a ride to school. Thank you every much, brother. I would probably fail my exam if it weren't for you," I said as I grabbed his hand and shaked it. Just like congratulating someone.

"Let's eat. You're indeed hungry," he said and patted my head. Then he let out a sweet laugh.

"Brother? Hahaha. She must be joking. She never calls me brother," he whispered.

"How's your exam?" brother asked, when we sat on me and Lala's favorite place here in the cafeteria.

"I'll order first. I don't want to be a third wheel" Lala said and stood up from her seat.

"Wait Lala. Don't leave me with brother," I begged Lala. I can't fully trust this guy, just because he showed doesn't mean he's trustworthy.

"You know what, brother. Don't get to close to me. I just met you. Why do you treat as if we're close to each other," I said in a bitchy tone.

"Cause we're close. Athena, I'm your boyfriend," worried, he ask.

"Wait, I don't know you. Don't fool me," I said in an angry tone.

"Please stop joking, babe,"

"Sorry for being rude, I after all you've dobe to me but I really don't know you," I pitty him. Why do he kept on saying that I'm he's girlfriend.

"Look, this is us," he said and showed me a picture of both of us hugging each other.

"How come?" I asked confusedly.

"Have you lost your memory? But that's impossible. You know Isabella, but you can't remember me. You don't know my existence?" he said sadly.

"Are they quarreling?"

"Omo, my love team si fighting?"

"They're sweet to each other before, right?"

"This is their first quarrel?"

There are murmurs everywhere. Is this guy telling the truth?

"See? Everyone is talking about how we loved each other," he said.

I stood up and approached him.

"Look, I don't really know you. You must be mistaken. I'm not your girlfriend ," I don't really know him. Then he hold my hands

"Babe... I just disappeared for three days. Are you mad? But we're talking with our phones. Yesterday we're fine. Wait, is this a surprise? Cause I'm very surprised. Babe, please... I'm worried about you," I can see the sadness in his eyes. He's sincere with his words.

Wait... I've seen those eyes before...

"I'm sorry Athena. Please forgive me. I didn't do it in purpose. Please Athena... Please. At least just accept my apology" he said with he's eyes full of sadness.

"De javu. Ahhh!!" I felt a sudden head ache.

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah I'm fine. I just remembered something," I explained.

"Do you remember me?" he asked, hoping that I can remember him.

"Sorry, I still can't remember you. But I'll try my best to regain my memories about you.

"Then... Will this help you remember?" he stepped closer to me and held my cheeks.

He kissed me in the lips. It was a sweet kiss that only lasted for a few seconds.

I'm shocked, I was kinda expecting that, but still, I was shocked.

"Answer me, did that help you regain your memories?" he asked.

"Sorry... But, not at all," I said and rushed out the cafeteria.

I rushed to the school field. It was a large field and no one's there. That was a nice place. Nice place to relax and let out your feelings. I sat down under a tree and stared at an empty view. All I can see were trees and a blank sky, nothing special. I sat there for a while and reflected myself. I started to wonder who I really was. Who is Kenth? Is he a part of my life?

**

I woke up from a vibration from my pocket. It was Lala. She's been calling me this whole time. I didn't noticed that I fell asleep. I stood up and answered her call.

"Hello?"

"Thank God you finally answered! Where were you? I'm worried sick!" she shouted from the other line.

"Sorry Lala, I'm here at the field. I accidentally fell asleep," I answered.

"Haaaahhh," she breathed in relief.

"Sorry,"

"Tsk, never mind. Come here at the parking lot. Class was cancelled,"

"Yes ma'am,"

At the very moment I arrived at the parking lot, Lala gave me a smack.

"Fool! Don't ever let me worry about you next time. I looked around the campus and you were never to be found. At least inform me that you'll sleep in such a weird place. What will happen if you were hurt? Huh?" She scolded me.

"I'm sorry," I said with matching puppy eyes and cute tone.

"Stop it... That won't work," she said as she rolled her eyes.

"Please forgive me," I said with an even cuter voice and eyes.

"Okay okay. I forgive you. But please don't let us worry about you. Kenth was going crazy. You can't imagine he's reaction when you're missing," she said.

My facial expression changed from cute to serious when I heard his name.

"Lala. About Ken----"

"Shhhh. Stop. I know you haven't eaten properly since morning, so let's go to my condo and I will cook you your favorite dishes," she said.

We entered the car and rushed to her condo.

"I miss this place," I said as soon I entered the room.

"Oh, you haven't come to my apartment for a long time, huh?" Lala said as she prepared the ingredients for the dish she'll cook.

"I guess I was busy this days," I replied.

"What are you busy 'bout?" she asked.

"Uhmmmm.... I'm... Wait, what am I busy 'bout? I don't remember a thing," I asked myself.

"You know what... I'm worried about you Athena. Have you lost your memories? But you still remember me, so it's not amnesia? Oh God I'm so confused about you," Lala said and stopped cooking and she sat beside me on a sofa.

"I'm also confused. Do you think that I have a mental problem? Am I crazy?"

"Shhhh. Even if you're nuts, I'll be here for you. But I think your condition isn't that serious. Only a part of your memories vanished. I can help you retrieve them. I'm here, so don't worry," Lala said while hugging me.

"Thank you very much Lala," I said.

"You're welcom---OH GOD THE FOOD IS BURNING!!!!" she rushed to the kitchen and turn off the stove.

Will I be fine?

**

It's been two months since that incident..... Lala told Kenth about my situation and asked him to leave me alone for a while.

"Athena. It's been two months. How are you? Any progress?" Lala said as she entered the room.

"Lala! Good morning," I greeted.

"So..... How are you... and Kenth?" she asked.

"Lala...... I.... Still don't know hi! I can't remember a thing!" I shouted in frustration.

"But you need to remember Athena," she said.

"I think I can't, Lala. Why can't I just let it be? Go with the flow. Act as if I don't really know him. Easy Peasy," I said with a hint of laughter.

"But Athena, I think 2 months is long enough to remember your memories. You can't let Kenth suffer while you're laughing here trying to forget about those memories! Those memories are special to Kenth! Are you saying that you don't care 'bout the man? Or are you pretending to not care and literally forgot him on purpose!?" she shouted. I can't believe that Lala raised her voice on me just because of a man.

"I'm sorry... I haven't tried my best.... I should try harder. I shouldn't have said those mean words. I can't break a man's heart just like that. I should remember those memories....." I said minimizing my voice. That's all I can say. I was still shocked that Lala raised her voice on me. Specially she's know to be sweet but she's a playgirl.

"Good" she smiled and patted my head.

"Good morning class. Please take your seat and pay attention," the prof said as he entered the room.

"That's all. Don't forget to pass your project on time," said the prof and exited the room.

"What shall I do? I can't do it alone. Whom can I ask?"I said in frustration.

"Good thing I can ask Mark," Lala bragged.

"What shall I do?" I asked.

"Duh. You have Kenth, sweetie. You should ask him for help," Lala suggested.

"I don't think I can," I replied.

"You should, for your grades. You don't want to fail, do you?"

"Yes,"

"Then ask him," she said.

"I'll try,"

"But first, you should make it up to him first. Try to remember your memories by spending time with him, this time. Don't avoid him. Maybe it will help," she suggested.

"How?" I asked.

"Ask him on a date...... A friendly date," she said.

"But.... isn't that a bit weird? I literally avoided him for two months. Then I'll randomly ask him for a date?" I said confusedly.

'Shhhhh. i'm sure he'll understand. Just explain to him. Lovers understand each other, right?'

"But can you still call us lovers after all this happenings?" I asked.

"No more buts. Get your butt up and ask him," she said while dragging me out fro my seat.

"Fine fine. I'll try," I said and rolled my eyes.

"Stupid project ," I whispered to myself.

Lala asked Kenth to meet with me in the rooftop.

"Hey," I said when I met him.

"Hi ba---- Athena," he said and smiled. I can't believe that he can smile at me after what I've done.

"I'm sorry for avoiding you... But it's true. I've lost my memories... about you...." I said minimizing my voice. After that he dragged me near to him and hugged me.

"It's okay, I understand. I'll help you remember. I'm here for you. I'm not mad," He said while patting my head. I can't help but  to cry.

'Thank you very much," I said while crying then we parted from hugging.

"I believe that you need something from me," he asked while smirking.

'Hmmm... Can you be my model?"