hello everyone I am Jasmin I don't know what day is today let me see calender ? what today is 1 nov. what 1st day of clg and woke up late I have to hurry and go .

wow finally I got in clg the clg is so big and fantic there are many students wearing uniforms I couldn't tell why they are wearing uniforms . I mean we are now in clg why should we wear uniforms .white suit for girls and white shirt pant for boys? oh I almost forgot to tell u it is medical college which name is international college and hospital I know it's a weird name but it got my attention very much.

finally now I am before the office door and pd sir asked me to go to 2f classroom on 2nd floor.

when I was climbing the stairs one thing was on my mind why don't they attach a elevator or lift don't think I am very fat actually I am chubby but quite cute and I am not lazy as well but it's the fact that my stamina is very low .

not I finally reach the classroom there many student among them I was the only one who is not wearing uniform. it was quit awkward everyone quit noising suddenly and the awkwardness become huge. so frustrating .

then after sometimes teachers came and introduced themselves it's the time when my mind got blank and I don't remember anything after that .

then suddenly a teacher asked me to introduce myself then my attention got back I introduced myself quit nervously then a teacher interrupted me and told me reintroduce yourself but confidently then I reintroduce myself then I sat back down on my desk then the next student introduced herself with confidence and in her mother language we all bow down our head and just listen to her everyone was angry but to me it is quit funny and intresting then after introduction we are free by teachers but seniors caught us and not this meating will be with seniors they first introduced themselves when I look at them the seniors were normal except their attitude and gaze there were total 50 seniors introduced themselves and told us to remember everyone name and face in mind I thought are they stupid how can we remember everyone when I was thinking then they suddenly told a rule about to call every senior boss then I became more frustrated I said how can anyone become more outrageous then this then I took a deep breath then at last we introduced ourselves one by one and finally when I thought that we are free then we were told to sit back to your places then seniors got out of class except few then more 50 approx students came and our seniors told us that they are your super senior and you also have to remember them they also introduced themselves and then we introduced ourselves then they all got back but i thing strike to my mind why everyone was staring at me

after college over I again went to office but this time to ask about hostel I am staying at hostel room my parents are not here with me and they already arranged my hostel room .

I am so nervous and worried about my college life after seeing all this oh god what should I do then I thought let it be what can I change after all then this is my hostel time my hostel is in campus this is not so far away it was very comfortable for up down for college my luggage is also shifted to college room.

by the way this was not my first time living in hostel but from first impression I think it will be pretty tough.

then I went to my room it was at 2nd floor. there was a strange rule u have to live according to your year . the newest batch goes to top.oh god it was pretty difficult to climb college stairs and now I have to also climb hostel stairs . just kill me haaaa....

after went to my room I just throw my clothes and just layed on my bed and thought today was worst day ever in my life .

then after some relaxation I went for exploring others room there were few more student after chatting I got to know they were not that bad as I thought we chatted for a long time then say good by to each other while chatting them I got to know that the student here came from different places some from very far and I thought I was sent very far from home ......

as day fall we all meet again and called for dinner we all grouped and went for dinner all together it was very first happiness in my college life I was so happy and I prayed god please keep there things as they are .

in only one day I became very close to everyone we were like families and already started calling infomally at night after dinner we again meeted together and chatted this time we chatted about our seniors and ragging.

before coming here we all thought what will be ragging like I also became very curious but of course I don't want to ragged.

then a voice came from corridor we all gathered to see what happened then there was seniors who invited us in a room and again they asked our introduction . they said we all are here alone far away from our families and therefore we should depend on each other and become each others family I became very touched and tears started to come out automatically the everyone consoled me .

only one thing came to my mind how much they are different from before .

maybe I shouldn't guess anybody's personality on basis of first impression it was my truthfully fault then we chatted all night............ zzzzzz...........zzzzzzzzzz...........zzzzzzzzZ..............zzzzzzzzzz.......zzzzzz...zzzzz......zzzzzz.....zzzzz.....zzzzz......zzzzzzzzzz.......zzzzzz......zzzzz......zzzzzzzzzz........

next day when I woke up a very large voice pierde my ear it says girls breakfast is ready come down fastly or you won't get anything if you are late .

when I listen that voice I jumped out of my bed then get out of my room it was caretaker voice . my caretaker is middle aged women with thin figure she is illiterate local women she also stays with us .

fastly I got out of my bed do brush and all that then shower myself it is nov and very cold yet i couldn't get warm was I was very frustrated the I shower myself with shivering the go to mess our 1st year new batch rooms is on 2nd floor and mess is in ground .then I went to breakfast.

then I saw many other student which I couldn't see in night the mess is divided into 3 parts and everybody was just staring at each other nobody talked that time we all finished our breakfast quietly and fastly the went to for clg .

every one was running for class all wanted 1st row to sit I also wanted to sit in first raw of course it is new craze of everyone .

then we went to class.

class started at 9:15 am there is no bell nothing totally different from school then 1st teacher came she is a old women slender body half white haired wearing glass and a very thick jacket which covers her extremely thin body she has black tone colour with average height and from look she seems to be a very strict knowledgeable and experienced person her name is dr. mata she was teacher of subject anatomy in her first class she explain us general introduction about anatomy and bone there are 207 bones in our body and our action called different name like flexion extension etc then she told us about what we will read though the year the topics was interesting but it also was difficult when everybody was paying attention to ms mata theen I just stole glances through the class everybody was seriously paying attention they all looked so excited then a thought runned through my mind for how much time they will remain like that it make laugh just thinking about this some were even reading there own institution books where the studied for exams which allow us to study medicle when I was looking around I suddenly stopped my eyes at one stop . there was a boy who was not that attractive or anything he was also paying attention but he was also writing I couldn't guess what was he doing without any book then suddenly teacher called me you first bencher stand up repeat what I just said then I started to look for help from my neighbours then one girl whispered body organs and glad then I repeated it to my teacher then she again questioned what is suprarenal gland then I answered her mam supra means upper renal means kidney and this this gland which is above kidney then she again questioned what is it called I couldn't answer I am not a smart student I then a boy answered mam adrenal glad that was very shamefully moment for me I just want to find a hole and bury my face in it then a girl sar nest to me said well done then we continued class then I attend whole lecture with full attention .