In this world where some people got lucky in their life by getting a supportive family, a successful life and the love of their life, there are some who doesn't have any. Here's the story of a girl who's a bit unlucky in everything.

She has a beautiful family, many friends and is cheerful. She has a smily face. She is kind, helping everyone, attractive, and can do everything. She had a bright and cheerful childhood. Everyone loved her dearly. As you know happy moments doesn't stay always. When she was in high school she fell in love with someone, it wasn't really love, it was just the attraction. She was confused and gave it the name Love. First half of the time of their relationship went really well. They were happy but suddenly she found that a dear friend of her also like her. She started to waver and things got complicated. She didn't want to lose a friend nor did she want to hurt anyone. As time goes the distance between the two of them grew longer. At last they broke up. Things started to get messy. Her father found out about their relationship and stopped her from going any further. She accepted the fact that she's being immature and childish by doing it. She started to focus on something else. But the friend of her who said he likes her appeared again and she got attracted to him and they started dating. She trusted him wholeheartedly not knowing the fact that he only wanted to use her emotions. He wasn't a good guy to start with but she still believed that he could change and would love and respect her forever. She did whatever he made her do even when she felt insecure and uncomfortable. After sometime she herself found that the boy was cheating on her but she couldn't do anything and blamed herself for not putting much efforts in their relationship. It continued, they had fights. She started to have trust issues, started to get isolated. He never noticed that and eventually they broke up. The innocence of her face is now gone. She doesn't trust people anymore nor does she make any friends. Thinking of friends.. She doesn't have any friends left except for her best friend who always supported and cheer her up. For many years she kept being alone, not participating in any social activities. She lost her freedom that she never even had. Now she hates everything including herself. For not being able to make anyone happy. She thinks she is the worst daughter to her parents, worst sister to her siblings, worst friend to her friends and the worst person herself. She thought of doing many things when she grow up but all she could think of now is getting rid of her own self. She forgot how to love herself. Then after some years she entered college and things started to change. She never had expected things would change this way.

A new day started with a new beginning of her life. She started to meet new people, moved to hostel. She knew no one there. As she was going to stay there she initiated the conversation between her other roommates. This was her first step towards the change. She easily got along with everyone there but deep down she felt lonely. Soon it was the time for her first day of college. She wasn't that excited at all because she never wanted to study at a place near her home. The distance between her home and the college was literally less than 20 km. All the people near her college knew her as a relative or in some other way. She hates it when people meddle in her business. But no matter what she wasn't able to avoid them as it was the first step towards her own freedom. She wanted to be happy and live life as cheerfully as she once lived. Even if she wasn't happy, one good thing happened to her. It was her best friend. She met her best friend after 2 years. She was really happy, and some things started to change. Even though she met her new classmates, she didn't dare to trust anyone. They were just her classmates nothing more, not even friends. She met many others of her school friends. She thought it was good, and she was happy to meet them once again. Day by day she started to find peace within herself. She loves to look at the moon and share her true feelings. She couldn't express her true feelings or whatever her problems to anyone. Likewise, she kept everything to herself not knowing how to explain them to anyone. At some point she forgot how to express. She has become emotionless. She couldn't laugh at a joke her classmates made. Not only that, but she couldn't cry when anything hurt her. Furthermore, she couldn't feel anything. Even though she got her friends back again she still somehow felt lonely. But she found peace in the moon, the trees, the cold breeze, the mountains, the river, the stars and in the little kids. Whenever she felt depressed these were the things that made her calm down.

She used to listen to music when going back to the hostel from college. She loved listening. She always walked alone. But it was okay with her as she was used to being alone. A lot of things happened. Her ex kept bothering her by calling and texting, kept blaming her for not putting any efforts in their relationship but she couldn't say anything to him despite knowing the truth that it was him who never been loyal to her. It hurt her heart so much. But at last she finally got rid of his calls and texts. In one way she only could avoid him. After some days everything changed to normal. She began to focus on herself. She found happiness in little things and try to be happy.

One day she got a message request from a stranger on her ig. She ignored that message for many days. Having being ignored that person didn't text again. But some days later he texted again. She asked her best friend whether to reply or not. After checking his profile her best friend suggested not to reply him as she was worried about her. She didn't reply to him. Again some days later he texted again, she decided to reply him. Who would have thought the person would change her life.

What do you think happened? There was a time when she trusted people blindly without thinking of the consequences. She could make friends easily. But this was the time when she hesitated a thousand times whether to trust anyone or not. The person she wants to trust, is a good person or not.

She replied to the text. "Let's see what does he want" was all she could think of. At for it was a normal conversation. Coincidentally they had same names. Things gradually started to change as they texted each other occasionally. She was hesitant and was always cold to him. But he was a patient man who waited for her to get comfortable with him. Later he started to flirt with her. She was used to people flirting with her, so she ignored that, and eventually they became friends. He developed feelings for her without even noticing. One day he confessed his feelings to her saying," I want to hold onto your hands and keep you safe in my arms forever. Let's walk side by side. Let's grow old together enjoying our life with each other. I love you". She rejected. She didn't want to get into any relationship because of the experiences. Relationship became a trauma for her. Whenever someone mentions being in relationship she just gets depressed and reminded of the past. He understood her well. Never forced her to accept his love. They took a break, and she realized that she also had developed some feelings for him, but she didn't want to admit it. She never wanted to face the same things again. Being in relationship, it was like getting trapped in a cage forever. She has just gotten her freedom, how could she lose it just because of her feelings. The way he treated her how could she not fall for him. She kept her feelings to herself not revealing it to anyone.

One day she finally took the courage to text him again. They started talking again. The more she talked to him the harder she fell. But still she didn't want to accept the fact that she's in love with him. She was being selfish by not telling him about her feelings and keeping him in confusion. She told him not to expect anything from her but she herself couldn't control her feelings being shown. He asked her directly whether she loves him or not, whether he should wait for her or not. She wasn't brave enough to answer the questions and ignored them. He said it's okay if she doesn't like him they could just be friends but because of her mixed signals he was confused. He was trying really hard to keep her by his side and kept confessing his love occasionally. The more they talked the more she knew about him. She was able to trust him blindly. But because of the past experiences she always hesitated to express her feelings. She was afraid. What if this love of his will again become toxic and hurt her feelings.