"Kuya! I have something for you." I excitedly said to him as I get the bracelet in my pocket.

Inaalala ko isa-isa yung mga memories na nakalimutan ko. Pero kahit anong isip ang gawin ko ay hindi nagiging malinaw ang mga pangyayari.

He looked at me but when I looked at him, his face were blurry. He walked near to me and gave me a smile. After that, he looked at my hand then he get the bracelet. He stared at it with amazement and I can sense that he loved it.

"Ginawa mo ito Klev? Ang ganda naman. Sige, isusuot ko 'to lagi." He wears it then tapped my head. Even though his image was blurred, I knew that he's still happy.

Habang unti-unti kong pilit na inaalala ang mga pangyayari, the pain in my head worsen. I stopped walking and took a deep breath then get the meds in my pocket and drinks it. After that, Inalala ko ulit yung kasunod na nangyari. I need to remember him.

I run towards him and gave him a hug then after that he embraced his arms around my body. I looked up at him with a sweet smile drawn in my face.

"Kuya! I think, I like you. I want you to be my husband someday." I joyfully said to him but instead of having a delightful expression, I saw a droopy one.

When he was about to talk back, my head suddenly afflict. I stop myself for thinking too much. My mind can't handle it anymore. Sa tuwing pinipilit kong alalahanin ang mga pangyayari kasama siya ay mas lalo lang lumalala ang kirot sa ulo ko.

Bakit pakiramdam ko napakalaking parte siya ng nakaraan ko? Bakit pakiramdam ko gusto ko siyang makita at makilala. I want to find him. I want to know why'd I loved him in my memories. I want to know if he loves me too back then.

I sighed then searched for a nearest coffeeshop and bought a cup of Espresso. I look at my watch and it's 11:30 in the evening and here I am, walking alone in the street, sipping my coffee while listening to Sam Smith's songs. Listening to him and his songs made my mind relaxed. I will forget him for a while. I don't want to hurt my head thinking of him.

I look at the empty road while the cold wind started to blew and touched my skin. It felt good and relaxing. I'd rather be here forever. Life is tiring. I felt drained everytime but I need to stay awake and keep on fighting.

There's something that I need to unravel. I have a feeling that there must be a reason why I'm here and still breathing. Something like finding who's that man behind my memories? I don't know. I'm so stressed thinking of what is it. Even I, don't know the purpose of me- being alive again.

I returned home after walking from work to house. As I open the door, I already smell the smoke coming from my mother's cigarette. And there she is, sleeping in the bamboo chair. When I looked at the table, it was filled with an empty bottles of beer and some leftover chips. I sighed.

I walk towards her and clean all the wastes. The bottles, cigarette butts, plastics, etc. When I almost done cleaning her stuff, I heard her cry. I know that she's still in deep pain and suffering because of my father and my lil' brother's death.

I approached her and shake her shoulders to wake her up.

"Mama? Mama! Gising! Nananaginip ka nanaman."  I tried to talk in a normal tone because I don't want my emotion to carried me away. Ayaw ni mama na kinaaawaan siya. She wants me to see her as a strong woman which I already knew. I love her and for me, she's the best.

A moment passed then she open her eyes. I look at her, hoping that she understands what my mind wants to say. Instead, I see through her eyes that she's in great sadness.

They say that eyes are the windows to our soul. No matter how hard you try to act different at what you feel and hide what's really in the inside, one look at the eye, you'll already knew what he/she really feel.

She smiled and acted normal like nothing happened. She always do that, pretending strong even she's in deep grieving. Umayos siya sa pagkakaupo then she held my face.

"Bakit ngayon ka lang? Kumain ka na ba?" She said in a low voice. I smiled at her and touched the hand that she was holding to my face.

"Pasensya ka na anak haa. Sa susunod maghahanda na ako ng makakain mo. Nakatulog ako dito sa upuan at hindi ko namalayan ang oras. Nadatnan mo pa yung mga kalat ko. Anong gusto-..." I stopped her from talking because I knew that she's unease and distressed. I looked at her and tried to gave her the sweetest smile.

"Okay lang ako Maa. Magpahinga ka na po sa kwarto niyo. Ako nalang po ang mag-aasikaso sa sarili ko." I nod at her, convincing her that I'm okay. She looks at me one last time then she gave me her smile before walking to her room.

I called her once then she paused and looked at my direction.

"Maa! I just want to tell you that I'm here. I can listen to your sufferings. I'm your son. It wont help you if you keep on hiding it away from me." She smiled and a tear drop fell in her cheek then she nods and goes to her room. Someday, everything will be alright ma. Everything will be back in place.

When I'm sure that she's in her room, I walked myself to get a pair of clothes and took a bath. After taking a bath, I went to my room and laid myself in bed. Suddenly the memories of me, my brother, and father flashed in my memory.

A loud sigh escaped in my mouth.

I should be dead also. I'm with them when the accidents happened. It was me who brought them into their deaths. I close my eyes and reminisce what happened three months ago.

...........

Remembering on what happened to us made my heart twinged. Every-time it flashes into my head, I can't help but to blame myself. I blame myself for being careless and tactless.

I always put myself in danger. I put myself into others business that's why in the end, I made myself in trouble. 

That day with my father and brother were supposed to be great but it turns out to be our worst nightmare. Only if I can turn back time, I'll turn it to the day when I met that gang. All of this happened because of them.

But when realizing it, it's still the right thing to do. Father told me once that always choose the right path no matter what consequences lies on it. Afterall, they deserved it. They're monsters and monsters are wicked. They deserved to rot in hell. 

I will never forget what you had done to me and to my body. I will make you pay for everything you caused in my life. I will make your lives as miserable as what you had done to me.

I loathe your gang, each and every member of it. Especially to the one who molested and raped me. I despised on meeting you.

August 5, 2020

Klev's POV

"Klev, anak? Kaya mo na bang pumasok ulit sa trabaho mo? Ayos ka na ba talaga?" Mom asked me worriedly as I said to her that I'll be going back to work. Alam ko naman na she has the right para mag-alala. Anak mo ba naman ang ma-haze at halos patayin na. Sinong ina ang hindi mag-aalala sa anak nila?

I looked at her and gave her a genuine smile.

"Yes, Maa. Tayo nalang ang magkasama ngayon and it's my duty to take care of you. I can take care of myself. It's time for me to get back to work. Ayaw ko namang nakaupo lang dito at walang ginagawa. " I explained to her. Ayaw na ayaw kong nakatunganga lang habang nakikita ko si mama na nahihirapan kakatrabaho. Alam ko na pati sa sarili ko na kaya ko na.

"Take care of yourself? Last time you take care of yourself muntik ka nang mamatay. What if it happens again? What if balikan ka nung hazer na yun? I don't want to loose another son, anak. Mas okay pa'ng makita kang nandito at humihinga kesa makita kang nagtratrabaho pero ang kapalit naman ay buhay mo. Please understand me." She said in a high pitch but she became calmer on the latter part. She's being anxious again. Bakit hindi niya maintindihan na gusto kong tumulong sa kaniya?

I held her hand and looked her straight in the eyes. Kailangan ko sa kaniyang ipaintindi na mag-iingat na ako at wala na sa aking mangyayaring masama.

"Don't worry Maa. I'll be fine. Hindi na nila yun gagawin kasi nakaganti na sila. If, ever na gawin man ulit nila yun, alam ko na ang gagawin ko. Hindi ko hahayaang may mangyari ulit sa aking masama. I promise maa." I explained to her and I hope it enlightened her mind. As I'm looking at her expressions, I saw her face softened.

"Ok. Ok. Just please be safe anak. Do it for me. Hindi ko kakayaning may mawala pa sakin ulit. Ikaw nalang ang meron ako, anak." Her voice saddened and also her face. It was really a nightmare to us. Sunod-sunod ang naging trahedya sa buhay namin. And her, as a mother of the house, I know it pains her the most.

I hugged her then she hugged me back. After that we continued on eating our breakfast. Suddenly, I remember na malapit na pala ulit ang pasukan and I will be retaking first year college. I'm 19 and I should be in second year but unfortunately, a lot of problems showed up.

Actually, natatakot ako. Natatakot ako sa kung ano ang mangyari sakin pag nagpasok ako ulit sa university ko dati. No one knows what lies ahead on the future. Pero, di ko hahayaang matakot nalang ako habang buhay lalo na at walang wala kami ngayon ni mama.

Gusto ko man lumipat ng bagong university but I can't. I don't have enough money to support my needs. Besides, my old university already offered me a scholarship. It's a fight or flight situation. And I have to fight. Laban lang lagi. Malay natin, someday, matapos din ang lahat ng ito.

Pagkatapos naming kumain ni mama ay inayos ko na din ang mga pinagkainan namin then after that, I decided to take a bath.

Umalis na din si mama para magduty ngayong araw bilang katulong sa isa naming kapitbahay. Wala na ang business namin because of dad's debt at heto naghihirap kami ngayon.

I look in the mirror as I stare at my ***** body. Makikita pa din dito ang mga peklat at bakas ng mga sugat ng nakaraan. I decided to wear my old polo and pants then I put on my denim jacket. Ayaw ko ng tingnan pa ang mga peklat na natamo ko dahil pinapaalala lang nito ang mga masamang nangyari sa akin.

I stare at myself and I must say, my outfit suits me.

They say that I'm a complete package because of my physical appearance. Sabi din ng iba na ang pinaka asset ko is my facial features as it's showing purity and innocence. Ano bang iba sa mukha ko? I stare at my face at ngayon ko lang napagtanto na meron pala akong maamong mukha. I have a pair of downturned brown eyes, small and pointy nose, pinkish lips, not so thick eyebrows, and a fair skin. It was completely fits my body. I'm not tall nor short and I have an ectomorph body type. Kaya pala maraming babae at lalaki ang nagkakainteres sa akin.

I snapped when someone knocked at the door. Umalis na ako sa harap ng salamin upang tingnan kung sino ang kumakatok sa baba.

"Klev! *knock* *knock* *knock* Klev!!" Paulit-ulit nitong katok sa pinto.

"Sino yan? Heto na. Sandali lang." Dali-dali akong bumaba sa hagdan para pagbuksan kung sino man yung kumakatok sa pintuan.

As I open the door, I got shoked when I saw it was Shin. He looks exhausted and sweaty yet he can manage to look himself good.

Shin is my very close friend back then. I met him when I entered first year college, year ago. We got along very well because we have the same vibes. Lapitin din ito ng mga babae dahil sa angking tikas nito. He's tall, tan, have a protruding black eyes, and a mesomorph body type. In short, he's a man that every girls dreaming of.

"Oh? Ikaw pala yan. Pumasok ka na. Umupo ka nalang dyan. Feel at home." I said and he entered in.

I walked to the kitchen to get him a glass of water. After getting some water I get back at the living room and gave it to him. He's sitting in the couch while his eyes are wondering inside. He then drinks his water fast. Bakit uhaw na uhaw ito?

I look at him and he looks so tired. I fake cough to get his attention. He looks at me then he gave me a smile.

"Bakit parang pagod na pagod ka? Anong nangyari sa'yo?" I asked him but instead of answering my question he rather turn his stares away. Maybe he's finding an answer somewhere. Ilang sandali pa ay tumingin din ito sa akin.

"Ahh ano kasi. I run fast and drive my car as fast as I could to see you. You know, its been a long time since we're together." He turns his stares down and his ears were red. Bakit hindi ito mapakali sa pwesto nito? Hindi ko nalang ito pinansin pa.

"Ahh. So excited kang makita ako? Naks naman. You're too sweet. Mas matamis ka pa sa asukal namin." I made a joke at him. Now, his face turned red. He's even shyer than before. I think he's not comfortable with the topic so I decided to change it.

"Anong ginagawa mo pala dito? Hindi ka ba kailangan ng dad mo para tulungan sya sa comapany nyo?" Tanong ko dito at tumingin naman ito sa akin. Hindi tulad kanina ay mas maayos na ang kulay ng mukha nito. Usually, every weekdays, pinapatulong sya ng dad nya sa kompanya nila para mapagaralan nito kung pano ito patakbuhin. Their business is producing medical equipments.

Nakatulala lang ito habang nakatingin sa mukha ko. He stares at me like he's being enchant. What's wrong with him? Kanina pa ito balisa at wala sa sarili. Tinawag ko ito ng ilang ulit. Ginagalaw galaw ko na ang kamay ko sa mukha nito pero hindi pa rin ito kumikibo.

"Shin? Shin! Yuhoo. Shinn! SHINNNN!" Hinampas ko na ang braso nito para bumalik ito sa huwisyo. Nagulat naman ito sa ginawa ko at hindi nanaman ito makatingin sa akin ng deretso.

"Ahhh ano yun? Sorry may naisip lang ako." He scratched his nape and turn his gaze down. May sakit ba ito kaya wala ito sa sarili niya? Hindi ko nalang ulit ito pinansin pa at baka pagod lang ito.

"Ayos lang. So, ano nga ang ginagawa mo dito? Diba dapat nandun ka sa kompanya nyo?" I asked him for the second time around. He looked at me straight at umayos ito ng pagkakaupo.

"Ahh that? Well nagsabi ako kay dad na kung pwede bukas nalang ako papasok sa kompanya dahil mapunta akong school para magasikaso ng mga requirements for enrollment. Naisip kita kaya I decided na daanan ka dito para sabay na tayo mag enroll. Though magkaiba nga lang tayo ng year na pag e-enrollan." He seemed to be upset when he said the last part knowing that I will be repeating first year. Dati kasi ay kami ang magkasama lagi pero ngayon, magiging madalang na ang pagsasama namin dahil marami na silang gagawin.

Listening to him made me realize that I forgot the enrollment. Kanina ay nasa isip ko palang ito. Your being absentminded again Klev. May trabaho pati ako ngayon. What should I do? Dahan-dahan naman akong tumingin dito at nakatingin ito sa akin.

" I forgot about it. Papasok sana ako sa trabaho ngayon. Amm Shin? Pwede mo ba muna akong samahan sa trabaho ko para magpaalam kay boss?" I shyly ask him. Ohh, Klev. Have shame on your self. Isasabay ka na nga niya papuntang university tapos mapasama kapa dito sa trabaho mo. I shook my head out of incredulity.

"Kaya pala nakabihis ka. Sure! It'll be my pleasure." Nakahinga ako ng maluwag ng pumayag ito. Pero nakakahiya pa din. Kung titingnan mo naman ang istura ni Shin ay mukhang okay lang naman dito na samahan ako. Buti nalang nandito siya. Makakatipid ako sa pamasahe.

Tumayo na kami para umalis. Shin went out and I secure our house first before I leave. When everything's fine and steady, I went to shin's car and hop in. I compose myself first before Shin starts the engine. I remind him about my trauma. I developed another trauma matapos ang aksidente namin nila dad. Pag mabilis ang patakbo ng sasakyan ay nagpapanic ako and it results in difficulty of breathing.

He faced me- giving me a compassionate stare and it telling me to trust him. Somehow it made me calmed and loosen up knowing that he understands me. He started the engine and then we went off.

While driving, we're having a little chitchats about our life. Matagal-tagal na din kaming di nagkikita ni Shin kaya wala na kaming update sa isa't-isa. After being hospitalized, I never saw him. He said that he was sent abroad after accomplishing first year in college. He also knew what happened to me and he said that he prayed for me even though he's not with me.

"Alam mo ba when I heared that you're awake, I shout on top of my lungs and thank god that you're finally fine." Tumingin ito sa dereksyon ko at tumingin ulit ito sa kalsada. I can sense that he's really happy.

I look at him with amazement. Ngayon ko nalang ulit siyang nakitang tumatawa. He's really handsome lalo na pag ngumingiti ito at nalabas ang bente kwatro nitong ngipin. Then I look down at his lips. Those lips that I've been dreaming to taste.

I snap on the thought that popped up on my mind.What are you thinking Klev? He doesn't like you, remember? Stop it. My mind uttered and I decided to turn my stares out of him.

While we're talking, someone's car take over on us. Kaninong sasakyan yun? He's chasing the traffic light before it turns red but he didn't make it. I look at Shin and his face were crumpled.

"Sino yung nakasakay sa kotse na yun? Alam ba nya yung ginawa nya?! Nag-overtake siya sa right side natin! Pano kung nabangga niya tayo?!" He started to burst out in anger and I know he's going out to yell and fight with that car owner. He turned off the car's engine and then he went out. I knew it.

"Dyan ka lang. Wag ka dyan aalis. Kakausapin ko lang yung gagong yun." Mahinahon nitong sabi sakin and I just nod on what he said then he ran off.

Alam kong wala akong magagawa pag inatake ng init ng ulo si Shin. Alam ko din na kaya nya ang sarili nya at babalik din yun dito pag nasabi na nya ang gusto niyang sabihin dun sa owner nung sasakyan na nag overtake kanina. Ganiyan na siya dati pa. He can't control his anger hanggang sa mailabas niya ito.

Several minutes passed pero wala pa din si Shin. Malelate na kami at pupunta pa kami sa pinagtratrabahunan ko para magpaalam. Why is he taking so long? In the end, I decided to follow him outside.

When I went out, I saw him and he still arguing with that tall man over there but I can say that they aren't fighting. Sino yung lalaking yun? I can't see the man's face because he's facing his back at me.

Pupuntahan ko na sana ito dahil malelate na talaga kami at kelangan na namin umalis pero umalis na din yung lalaki at bumalik sa sasakyan nito. When he was about to enter his car, I saw something in his wrist. A bracelet. Nangunot ang nuo ko at pinakatitigan ko yung suot-suot niyang bracelet kahit malayo ito.

I saw it before and I remember that I made it when I was a child and I gave it to someone special but I don't know his face and I don't know who he is. When I was a child I got hit by a car and because of that I developed an amnesia and loose some of my memories.

And also, I remember that I saw it in my rapists wrist, he wears the same thing. I felt the urge para lapitan yung lalaki pero umalis na din ito. Even though I didn't see their faces because they're wearing a mask, but I remember that bracelet. Nakuyom ko ang mga kamao ko ng maalala ko siya at ang gang nito.

Is he the person who assaults and castigates me? And also, Is it possible that he's the same person behind my memories?

Luca's Pov

The word 'FAIR' only exist in english dictionaries but it doesn't exist in our world. World had never been fair to anyone, even for me. I don't want my life and everything about me. I hate it. There were times that I ask god why'd he gave me this kind of life but he never gave me an answer. I didn't know the purpose of living until I met him. His pure and innocent face caught me. It's like a quick sand and I can't help but to subside in it.

Currently we're at the bar and drinking our asses out. We're celebrating Vhal's success.

Lorenz Vhal Gonzales, also known as Vhal, is the son of a well known Governor. He is a half-blooded American that's why he has a sexy and seductive appearance. Among the four of us, he's the most flirtatious and vicious. His role in our gang is to torment his victim using insects.

"Oh mga bro, another beer! Cheers! Let's celebrate dahil nahuli na ni Vhal yung lumandi sa girlfriend nya!" Ram cheerfully shouted then he tossed his beer to us. He's drunk. Nagsisimula palang kami pero lasing na agad ito. Sa aming lahat, siya ang may pinakamababang alcohol tolerance.

Ram Clyde Villacruz, also known as Ram, was came from a descent family and also their family's only inheritor. He's a half-blooded Italian that's why he carries a charismatic aura. He's the smartest among the four of us but when he's drunk he became a lunatic. His role in our gang is to torture his victim using different tools.

"Vhal! Kamusta nga pala yung lalaking lumandi sa girlfriend mo? Nagising na ba? Minsan, don't be too harsh on your victim. Baka mapatay mo sila." Dinig kong pangangaral ni Rhys kay Vhal.

On the other hand, Rhys Alarcon is a son of the owner of a well known company that produces and transport drugs in different pharmacies all over asia. He's a half-blooded Jewish American and because of that, he procures an alluring presence. He's the most softhearted among the four of us. His role in our gang is to excruciate his victim using a drug. He's also the one who cures them from their tribulation.

"Grabe naman kung papatayin ko siya 'diba? May awa pa naman ako kahit papa'no. Ayun, pinaranas ko lang naman sa kanya kung anong mangyayari kapag magtangka ulit syang kunin ang pag mamay-ari na ng iba" Vhal said in a serious tone. I wish he was saying the truth. Sometimes, we found his victim hovering from death.

"Are you sure you didn't killed him? Kilala ka na namin bro. It's either naghihingalo na ang victim mo or patay na. But if you said so na hindi mo siya pinatay, well, I guess maniniwala nalang kami sayo." Rham said and just like me, he's doubting Vhal's statement.

"Believe me if I say that I didn't kill him. Kasalanan man din ni Kimberly dahil malandi siya. I kill for a reason bros." Sabi ni Vhal sa amin at naiintindihan ko siya. Hindi naman siya ganun kasama para pumatay nalang basta-basta.

They laughed and drunk their beer. Fear is not in our vocabulary. Yes, we do this kind of stuff to protect ourselves and our properties. We can do whatever we wanted without being punished. We're rich and we have a lot of connections. Wala silang laban sa amin if ever na kalabanin nila kami.

"Luca? Bakit nananahimik ka dyan? Taraa cheers" Rhys called me. I faced them and gave them a toss.

I'm one of them because I'm their leader. Among the four of us, I'm at their top and I'm Luca Miller. The son of a well known business man and leader of underground group called "XXX". I'm a half-blooded British American that's why I exude a majestic appeal that captivates everyone's eyes. Just like Vhal, maraming gusto ang makatabi ako sa kama pero, I'm not as flirtatious as him. Pinipili ko ang sinasamahan ko and I can go with a man or a woman. In our gang, they called me the perverted rapere because I'm using my victims weakness at sexual pleasure. I used different BDSM torture toys to afflicts them.

I disgust being the son of my father. Wala akong pakialam sa kung anong business meron ang dad ko. I'm not even close with him but he wants me to take over our illegal business someday. He knows that I don't want it but he's the boss and I can't do anything about it. Well, there is. If only kuya is in here.

I became a hazer because of my older brother. I learned to protect my self because of him. When we were young, it's him who always protects me. I'm weak and too coward to protect myself. He always told me to be strong and brave. I grew up being dependent at him. One day I woke up and he's not with us anymore. I kept on asking dad and mom where he is but they didn't gave me an answer. I cried and mourned at my brother's lost. I kept my promise to kuya that I will protect myself and be strong like what he said. So, when I entered this university, to be able to protect myself, I entered this hazing gang.

Hours passed and I felt the alcohol in my body. As I looked at my friends, they're partying around with some girls. I saw Rhys stopped on dancing then he came to me swaying side by side.

"Hey Luca! Do you wanna have fun?" Nakakaloko nitong sabi sakin as he playfully stares at me. I know what he's talking about at hindi ko yun tatanggihan dahil nag-iinit na din ang katawan ko dahil sa alak.

"Do you have it?" I drunkly asked him. He raised his brows then smile naughtily. He took out his wallet and gave me the drug. This drug will make you high and then it will raised your desire for sexual needs.

I gave him a smile then I took the drugs in his hands and keep it. I stood up on my sit and started to wonder around the bar to find someone who will accompany me. A few walks and turns until I found him. He's cute, young, and appealing just like the man that I ravished before.

I walk to the counter and ordered two glasses of Vodka before coming to him. After receiving the Vodka, I put the drug in it. I walked to his place and approached him.

"Hi! Are you here all alone?!" I shouted at him. The music in this bar was to loud and he might can't hear me. Tumingin naman ito sa akin ng nagtataka nang makita ako nito.

"Amm yeah! Umalis na ang mga kaibigan ko and I decided na magpaiwan muna dito! Why'd you ask!" He said in a loud voice and still with a converging eyebrows looking at me.

"Ahh nothing! Nakita kitang nag-iisa so I thought of giving you company!  Mag-isa nalang din ako kaya tamang-tama!" I loudly said to him and he believes it. I decided to gave him the Vodka that I ordered a while ago but he refused.

"Hey! It's just a Vodka! Hindi ka nyan malalasing!It's just a one glass! " I said trying to change his mind. He looked at it then looked at me. I know he's confused why I giving it to him. But in the end, he accepted it.

I looked at him drinking it then I also drunk mine.

"By the way, I'm Luca. And you are?" I smiled at him and tried my best to look friendly.

"I'm Shofe" he smiled back then we shook hands. Another chitchats and talks and after an hour, I felt that the drug is effecting. Shofe's at a high state right now and he's dancing widely. I walked to get him and inalalayan sya papunta sa sasakyan ko.

While walking, he's swaying side by side and laughing out loud. When we're inside the car, he unbottoned his polo but only a few. I looked at him as he touched his body. I can't help myself but to stare at him and gulped. I looked in his lips then to his sweaty neck down to his chest. He's so seductive.

Pinagpapawisan na ako and I'm craving for this boy infront of me but I stop myself. Pull yourself Luca. Do it when you arrived at the hotel. I put mine and his sit belt on and rapidly drove my car to a hotel nearby.

When we arrived, I take him out and walked him to our room. He's still dizzy and under the influence of the drug but still, he can manage to seduce me. I pushed him in the bed but he rapidly grabbed my neck so I ended up above him.

I can smell his fragrance and it telling me to taste him. He then grabbed my collar papalapit sa mukha nito then he gave me a full french kiss.

I moaned as he begins to sucked my lips and reached out for my tongue. He's starting to be aggressive and I like it. As we're sharing our passionate kiss, I slowly took off my clothes until I removed all of it.

We stopped on kissing and chased our breath. He sexily looked at me and wonders his hands around my already aroused body. I felt the shiver whenever his hands touched every part of it. When he was about to kiss me again, I stopped him.

"Why'd you stopped me?" He asked confusedly but instead of answering him, I just gave him a grin. I get his hands and put it above his head and I started to kissed him in his neck.

"I've been waiting to taste you and now, I'm eating you alive." I whispered to his ear then he moaned as he felt my tongue touched his skin. Sucking and nipping. Sucking and nipping.

Umarko ang katawan nito dahil sa ginagawa kong paghalik at pagdila pababa sa hubo nitong katawan habang unti-unti kong tinatanggal ang pagkakabotones ng polo na suot nito. I went on his chest and played with his erected nipples. I sucked it and bitten it while my other hand was playing with the other.

"Uhmm. Aaahhhhh. Shit. Keep on going. It felt so good Luca." Dinig kong sabi nito habang habol-habol nito ang hininga niya. I looked up at him and his facial expressions was telling me that he's enjoying my activity. Lumipat naman ako sa kabilang ****** nito at ito naman ang pinaglaruan ko. Umungol ulit ito dahil sa sarap na nararamdaman nito sa uli-ulit na pagsip-sip ko dito.

I stopped on playing with his ******, instead, I went down on his belly button then I grabbed on his pants to remove it. He looked at me with excitement flashing in his eyes as I slowly exposing his crotch. When I fully removed his pants and leaving only with a piece of underwear, I went down on it. I seduced him by smelling and biting his crotch while his hands were busy brushing with my hair.

"I want to taste yours. Are you ready?" I seductively asked him then he nods and naughtily smiled at me. I grinned on his answer then I started to remove his underwear. His pinkish **** flipped on its cage when I removed the piece of cloth covering his shaft.

I stared at it and it was perfect. It's smooth, clean, and long enough to pleasure someone. He holds his breath when I started to grabbed his ****. Lumapit ako dito at tinaas baba ang kamay ko. He moaned at tumirik ang mata nito dahil sa ginawa ko.

"Put it now inside your mouth please!" He begged.

"Your wish is my command." I said then I put his **** inside my mouth. I licked it and sipped it while my head was moving up and down on his length.

"Hmppp. Ugh. Ahhmmm. Ahhhhh. Uhhmmmm. Faster Luca. Suck it hard." Sabi nito sakin habang nakatingala ang ulo nito sa headboard ng kama. I deep throat his shaft and suck his **** again and again then I went on his balls. I licked it and sucked it and it gave him shivers. Bumalik na ulit ako sa sandata nito to gave him another **** ***. I moved my tongue on his length and at the same time, my hand was giving it a hand job.

His feet curled because of my performance. Ilang taas at baba pa ang binigay ko dito hanggang sa manigas na ang katawan nito.

"I'm cumming Luca. Faster." He said while chasing his breath. I sucked and sipped his **** faster. Dinig na dinig sa buong kwarto ang tunog na ginagawa ng paghigop ko sa sandata nito.

Maya-maya lang ay sinagad nito ang sandata niya sa lalamunan ko at duon nagpalabas ng tamod. I felt his *** squirt in my pharynx. Sinipsip ko pa ang kahabaan nito hanggang sa wala nang matirang tamod dito.

Pumikit ito ng mata habang habol-habol ang kaniyang paghinga. I get up from my position and looked at him.

"That was good. Your a good sucker." Nakakaloko nitong sabi sakin then he gave me a naughty smile.

"Now that your done, I'm next." I playfully said to him then lumapit ako dito at kinaibabawan ito. I aggressively kissed him then he kissed me back with the same force while his arms were pushing my head even more to his lips. Damn. He's giving me an arousal.

I stopped on kissing him then I harshly flipped him and now he's facing the bed and his *** facing me. Pinaluhod ko ang tuhod nito at tinaas ang pangupo nito habang ang dib-dib at ulo nito ay nakapatong sa higaan.

I went down on his legs to licked his hole then I get the lubricant and put my finger inside him.

"Argh. AAHHH. Uhmmmm. Shit." Dinig kong daing nito ng ipasok ko ang mahaba kong daliri sa loob nito. I moved my finger inside and out until I put four of it inside.

"Do you like it baby? Do you want more?" I said in a husky voice and then he moaned as a reply. Binaba ko ang mukha ko sa pwetan nito then licked it while I finger fucked him. When I saw that his hole was relaxed already, I stopped then went to his ear.

"Are you ready for my cock to **** your ***?" I huskily whispered.

"Yes! **** me! Do everything to pleasure me!" He pleased then I positioned myself after hearing him. I spank his *** then pointed my **** to his entrance.  As I register the head of my cock in his hole, he whimpered in pain but I don't care.

Unti-unti kong pinasok ang sandata ko hanggang sa mangalahati ito sa loob niya. He cried and muttered in agony. It felt good and warm when his flesh enveloped my ****. He's so tight and I think it's his first time.

I moved a little until I successfully put my hole length inside him.

"Ugh! Ahhh! Ummmm! It hurts! Argh! Fuckk!" He complained and then he pushes me out of him but I won't let him push me. Instead, I get his hands and put it in his back then I started to moved inside him. Habang tumatagal ay binibilisan ko ang pagpasok dito at ninamnam ang sarap na hatid nito sa katawan ko.

He stoped on crying and now, he's moaning in pleasure. I started to **** him harder and deeper.

"Ahhhhh! Ahhhhmmmmm! Haaahhhhhh! Ughhh! Uhmmmm." Sunod-sunod na ungol nito kasabay ng pagdikit ng balat ko sa pwetan nito. Puro ungol at tunog lang ng katawan namin ang maririnig sa buong silid.

Nang nagsawa na ako sa posisyon namin ngayon ay iniba ko naman ito. Pinahiga ko ito ng nakatagilid at kinuha ko ang binti nito na hindi nakalapat sa higaan at idinikit ko ito sa katawan ko. Pinasok ko ulit ang kargada ko sa loob nito at sinimulang ilabas masok ulit ito.

"You're mine tonight! You understand that? I will **** your *** again and again." I wildly said to him while fucking. Ungol lang ito ng ungol sa sarap na nadarama nito. I pound even more harder and faster. My breath were heavy and I know I'm about to reach my climax.

"Ohhhh! Ahhhhhh! Uhmmm! You're so tight! I will impregnate you with my ***! Here it goes!" I gave him a last trust then I let my *** filled his hole. Habol-habol ang hiningang tinanggal ko ang papalambot ko ng sandata sa loob nito. Lupay-pay akong nahiga sa tabi ni Shofe at tulad ko ay pagod na pagod din ito at hinihingal sa ginawa namin.

10:15 am

I woke up having a head ache then I saw Shoaf hands hugging my body. Inalis ko ito at umupo sa hinihigaan ko. I stand up and went to the comfort room to take a bath then after that I put my clothes on.

Everything that happened to us was just pure sex and I did it so many times with anyone. Having sex with someone is no big deal, for me. After I entered that hazing group, I did it every-time. And we have this one boy who exposed us to the dean.

Looking at him for the first time was different whenever I look at someone. His pure and angelic face clicked something inside me. I don't know pero napakagaan ng loob ko sa kaniya kahit na may ginawa ito sa gang namin na hindi kaaya-aya. Luckily, they didn't find who's behind that hazing.

My friend wants to kill him but I disagreed. I told them to give him to me and let me gave him his punishment. They let me have him but in a one condition. Alam ko kung anong gusto nila mangyari. Gusto nila bugbugin muna ito para makaganti sila. Buti nga at bugbog lang ang binigay nila dito at hindi yung mga paraan nila ng pagtorture. Pumayag na din ako kesa naman mas mahirapan pa siya.

Ayaw ko man siyang mapahamak but I don't have any choice. I'm their leader and I must to full-fill my duty. Besides, may ginawa siyang masama sa amin kaya sa kaniya nangyari yuon.

Ilang sandali pa ay naputol ang aking pagiisip ng tumunog ang cellphone ko. Someone texted me. Kinuha ko ito sa bulsa ng pants ko at tiningnan kung sino ang nagtext sa akin.

Ram Clyde

Luca where are you? Andito na kami

sa school. Bilisan mo! 10:42 am.

Ngayon nga pala kami mapa-enroll. I went out at the hotel room leaving Shofe and drove my car to school. Maalis nalang ito duon pag nalaman niyang wala na ako.

While on my way, there's a car infront of me na napakabagal. Bwesit. I'm in a hurry but look at them. They're driving slowly. ****.

I looked at the traffic light and malapit na itong mag "stop" sign. I take over them para di ako abutan ng stop sign but unfortunately I didn't make it. Shit. Kasalanan nila ito.

As I'm waiting for the go signal, I noticed the bracelet that I'm wearing. I got it when I was a child. Someone special gave it to me. I smiled to what I remembered. Bakit bigla-bigla nalang kasi siyang nawala. Hindi man lang siya nag-paalam sa akin.

Meanwhile, naputol ako sa aking pag-iisip when someone knocked at my car's door. Tumingin ako sa labas ng bintana at nakita ko ang isang di kagwapuhan na lalaki. What's wrong with this person? Hindi niya ako nakikita sa loob dahil tinted ito so I open the window para makausap ito.

"What is it? What do you want?" I frankly and straightforwardly asked him. Masama naman itong tumingin sa akin at tinuro ako nito.

"Hoy ikaw! Alam mo ba na bawal yung ginawa mo kanina? Lumabas ka nga dyan! Harapin mo ako dito." He looked really pissed. Ano bang ginawa ko sa kaniya?

"Pano kung ayaw ko? Anong gagawin mo? Saka ano bang ginawa ko sayo at galit na galit kang sumugod sa kotse ko? And tingnan mo oh, naka 'go' signal na. Now, leave!" I shouted and gave him a serious look. When I looked at him, he got even more pissed.

"Pag di ka bumaba dyan, irereport ko sa pulis yung ginawa mo." Ok! I'm done with this person. Bumaba ako sa kotse ko at hinarap sya. He's getting into my nerves.

"Speak." I shortly said and seriously looked at him. Tumayo naman ito ng tuwid at pinagcross ang kamay nito.

"Sabi ko alam mo ba na bawal yung ginawa mo kanina na pag overtake sa right side namin? Ang daming kotse sa harapan. Pano kung nabangga kami or nakabangga ka? Anong gagawin mo?" He's pissing me off and he's really annoying.

"And so what? I can pay you, even them, kung may na damage ako. Pero wala namang nangyari 'diba?" I deadpanned.

"You can pay for the damages pero kaya mo ba bayaran ang buhay? Haa? Di ka man lang hihingi ng sorry?" Pakikipagtalo pa din nito. Madami na'ng sasakyan ang bumubusina dahil sa pagkaskandaloso nitong lalaking ito. Ano bang gusto nitong mangyari?

"Look, madaming naabala na sasakyan at bumubusina na sila. Now, If you continued on talking right here, ikaw ang kakasuhan ko at isusumbong ko sa pulis. Understand?" Pagkatapos kong sabihin yun ay hindi ko na ito hinintay na makasagot pa at pumasok na ako sa loob ng sasakyan ko. That bastard. Sinayang lang ang oras ko.

Nagdrive na ako papuntang school and met my friends. Ngayong araw nga pala nila naisipang mag enroll and I forgot about it. All of us were taking Business Administration and we're an incoming fourth year student.

I approached them as they were patiently waiting for me in-front of the university. Nakahinga naman sila ng maluwag ng makita akong papalapit sa kanila.

"Kanina pa kami nag text sayo bro! bakit ngayon ka lang dumating? Did you make another round this morning?" Rhys ask me wile moving his eyebrows up and down. I looked at him and gave him a deadly glare.

"Joke lang bro! Hindi ka na mabiro." Tatawa-tawang sabi nito sa akin at tumago ito sa likuran nila Vhal at Ram.

"Round my ***! All night is enough." I annoyedly said.

"Ohhh. Bakit ganyan itsura mo? You looked pissed dude. What happened? Dahil ba sa sinabi ni Rhys kanina?" Vhal worriedly asked then I looked at him and I shook my head as a response.

"Nothing. Just forget about it. Just a minor problem sa kalsada kanina kaya bad mood ako." I said in an indisposed manner. Hindi na nila ako ginulo pa dahil alam nila na wala ako sa mood makipag-usap ngayong araw.

Umalis na kami to fixed the requirements and gave it to the secretary. We complied in everything and after that, we're officialy enrolled.

It's almost 1 pm and we haven't eaten our lunch yet. So we decided to eat at the japanese restaurant nearby. While walking, may narinig kaming nag-aaway sa highway ng univeristy.

"Guys, may away ata dun ohh. Si Yvan yun diba? Sinong kaaway nun?" Ram's being so nosy again. Hinila nya kami malapit sa mga nagkukumpulang tao para makitsismis. Nagulat naman ako nang makita ko kung sino yung kaaway ni Yvan.

It's him. Napangiti ako nang makita ko siya ulit dito sa univeristy. I saw once again his pure and innocent face. Somehow, it made me calm and delighted.