What Does It Feel Like To Be Loved?

Episode 1

What does it feel like to be loved?

I live in a house where I can't even call a 'home'.

Maybe for them it's a 'home' but not in my case. I always feel like I don't belong here at all.

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Ali Zerin (FL mother)

What the hell did you do, Zariyah?

Zariyah Zerin

What did I do? *act innocent*

Ali Zerin (FL mother)

You fucking changed your hair color!

Zariyah Zerin

Oh... how does it concern you?

Zariyah Zerin

you don't even care about my whole existence before, so why now?

Ali Zerin (FL mother)

YOU!

Ali Zerin (FL mother)

ZARIYAH ZERIN, I AM STILL YOUR MOTHER!

Zariyah Zerin

THEN FUCKING ACT LIKE ONE!

Ali Zerin (FL mother)

*slap zariyah*

Zariyah Zerin

*touch her left cheek*

Ali Zerin (FL mother)

How dare you talk to me like that!

Zariyah Zerin

W-Why? *voice cracking*

Zariyah Zerin

Am I wrong?

suddenly

Raf Zerin ( FL father)

What is happening here?

Aeron Zerin

What's going on?

Zariyah Zerin

"right, after 10 years of studying abroad, my brother is finally here"

Raf Zerin ( FL father)

Ali, what is going on here?

Ali Zerin (FL mother)

Nothing, hon.

Raf Zerin ( FL father)

and you Zariyah, why are you still standing there?

Zariyah Zerin

Uh... right

Zariyah Zerin

welcome back brother *smile a little*

Zariyah Zerin

Uh... I'm going back to my room.

Aeron Zerin

"Riyah"

...

In Zariyah's room

Zariyah Zerin

I changed my hair color.

Zariyah Zerin

I want to start new... without them.

Zariyah Zerin

Well, they never there in the first place anyway.

Zariyah Zerin

I hate it here.

*knock knock*

Zariyah Zerin

Come in. *cold voice*

Aeron Zerin

*open the door and walk in*

Aeron Zerin

Riyah

Zariyah Zerin

Uh... Do you need something, brother?

Aeron Zerin

I'm sorry.

Zariyah Zerin

what for? *sarcastic*

Aeron Zerin

I'm sorry that I left you.

Zariyah Zerin

Your sorry won't change anything.

Zariyah Zerin

You're the only one I have here in this family. You fucking know that!

Zariyah Zerin

But what? you still left me and still studied abroad.

Zariyah Zerin

I hate you brother. *crack voice and tears start falling down*

Aeron Zerin

*look down*

Zariyah Zerin

I survived those 10 years without you, brother. And now I know that I can, I don't need you anymore.

Aeron Zerin

I'm sorry, Riyah.

Aeron Zerin

I will make up for all my mistakes to you.

Aeron Zerin

I will not stop until you accept my apology and treat me like before.

Aeron Zerin

*left*

Zariyah Zerin

*wipe her tears*

Zariyah Zerin

I hate crying.

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