It starts at some point where I realize it's too stupid to even argue? , A woman in her 40's would afcourse put forth her age and describe how her world was beautiful and now the world has wrinkled like clenched fist

Well, i'm 16 and working out my life and looking at how things could go and if life would let me have my way , I could try at the least ya know?.

Boredom

Yeah boredom , it grabs my throat whenever I look out of the window and sigh, can I not be whom I desire to be? , Nope, "may God bless you with beautiful humans and acceptable desires but not happening in this life mate" I impulsively spill words onto my teacher who's also the principle

"Who told u to vent in this office anyways?, And talking about adults , I'm in my 30's little kiddo, am I supposed to take this to heart?"

"Ma'am you're a gem let's not drop down to super rare cases like you and talk about how unfortunate I am to be the young, to be precise , how unfortunate I am to look young at a place like this , it's high school and I look like a middle school kid who has no sense in makeup" I sigh

"Are you supposed to be this disappointed by such a blessing my child and honey if I'm a rare case , I hope u realize I'm still not as warm by heart when it comes to work ? , Go back to your class and stop pretending to be sick now" the principle smiles

"Alright , but am I supposed to attend math-"

"Go now youngling , before I give u demerits!"

I rush out of the room in a sudden , my what a rough day , but it was nice talking to her for a while, she's so nice , I hope she would cut me some slack too.

"MARIA U SON OF A BITC- oh it's you kia"

.... Okay well I wish I was maria now

"Hahaha what's the yelling for?" I force a smile

"It's Theo-"

Before she even continued , I yawn internally and maintain the forced smile so I don't end up creating a war

"OhHh? Is that so? Isn't Theo younger than you Madeline?"

Madeline smiles "well who said I was interested in that kid, it's just that he's just into maria and she's barely succeeding to fit in the popular group of ours ya get it?"

Cutting to the chase she means

"That motherf- took my boyfriend away from me! , And she's not even famous enough"

"Oh my Madeline , must be a hassle to be so popular and get along with every other person here in high school, I could never"

Madeline giggles "oh my what a joke , Im very peculiar with my friend group, you're pretty decent so it's nice having you around"

Unlike how she looks , she has a bit trouble lying ... Uh

Last semester she told the teacher he wasn't up to standards? , I mean it was something that was in everyone's head but only she had said and it was quite a impression I would say.

The bell rings

Oh dear, I zoned out again..